Abaddon's Bulletins
Hello!! Decided to make a bulletin for this, but I've got lots of charas in my UFO folder!! Generally accepting p much anything
Hello!! Idk if anyone is curious or not lmao but! I've been streaming a bit with my model on twitch!! I play touhou but plan on branching out a bit to other games uvu ♥ You can see my stream tonight at 6PM EST here!: https://www.twitch.tv/abaddonsu
I have a few characters up for sale and I'm giving away some others one if you purchase one uvu!
Characters for sale:
- https://toyhou.se/1088461.trade-or-150 (Hinausa/Squishibear)
- https://toyhou.se/2269754.50 (Abaddon / Jutsika)
- https://toyhou.se/19193891.100 (Abaddon)
Characters available for free if purchasing one of the above:
- https://toyhou.se/21406732.freebie (Kimiorangef)
- https://toyhou.se/19253661.freebie (Mitty)
- https://toyhou.se/17670613.freebie (JeffreyAdopts)
I try my best to keep TH updated as well, but it gets kind of hard ;o;! But I just wanted to pop in and say I've got a membership tier on my ko-fi that lets you grab commissions (albeit VERY limited, I always had a bad habit of overwhelming myself lol) and discounts on all my adoptables! There'll be more exclusives in the future like physical merch, but for now that's all! Thank you ♥
Dunno how long this bulletin will be, but to keep it short, I may not take many more commissions into the new year due to a ton of factors. I'm also sorry if anyone has messaged me and I haven't gotten back to them, I'll explain a little more below but it's all just personal issues from here on out so feel free to skip it!
It's been a rough year for me, especially within the last few months, and it's all taking a really bad toll on me. I won't go into any details, but just a lot of everything you can possibly imagine happening has somehow happened, and I'm not sure if someone put a curse on me or what lol.
I was doing well with some commissions, but I'm quickly finding myself burnt out. I've made sure not to take upfront payment since, well, I don't want anyone thinking I'm running with their money, but I can imagine waiting for a commission even if unpaid is frustrating, which is why I'm probably going to finish up what I have remaining (potentially giving them for free, it won't change my workflow regardless, and I don't even really feel comfortable taking money for them at the moment,) and probably not take any commissions into 2023. I told myself I would slow down at the beginning of this year, but I thought I was getting better with my mental health and that's clearly not the case.
My mental health has been on a massive downward spiral and after multiple breakdowns, I'm finding it hard to even talk to people on Discord or even in real life. I'm drained, and I feel like I'm losing myself. I want to work on personal things more, art and otherwise, which is why the most you'll most likely see from me is adoptables. I'll still be around and doing things, but likely a lot more quiet (even though I'd say I'm very quiet as is) and maybe not there as much. I've spent a lot of my years online, so I guess it's just time I do something about reality.
Again, I'm really sorry if I haven't replied, taken days to reply, etc. I'm just doing very, very poorly at the moment, and I won't go into specifics but things just aren't good in the slightest, and I guess to put it simply, I'm really depressed! But here's to hoping 2023 is somehow better, and maybe things will reach an equilibrium and I'll do commissions and stuff again, I dunno. Thanks for reading ♥