I rly want friends but then I realize that I'm a massive piece of shit lol
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Nevermind, friend explained it to me.
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Actual vent though I get home with a bag full of snacks and devour them in literally an hour and then I'm left to study snack-less for the next 4 hours it's a pain in the ass.
I had a sketch that turned out quite well, but the moment I set it down, me cat decided to lay down all o'er it. An' this ain't the first time this cat decides to lie down on me work. I buy him a bed, pillows... AVAST, he sets his rump on the very thing I be slavin' away at.
so bc i have 2 take care of 2 disbled siblings
one has the iq of 78
and has scitzophrenia and bipolar disorder
and the other is autistic and bipolar
and i dont have anyone to take care of them aside from me and my mother
my entire family is dead
my only grandpa is dying from 2 different types of rare cancer
my father ran out on us because we're mentally disabled
i and my mother are the only ones that can take care of them
we don't get a whole lot of income so we're not wealthy ok
but
i have no right to vent on here
ok that makes complete sense
ah wonderful im crying now
Mom: hey can you take the dog out? Me: I did it twice today can somebody else do i-- Mom: (gets pissy with me and starts to complain and rant about how she does everything in the house) Me: I'll take her out (leaves and takes the dog out just so I don't have to hear her fucking bitching)
Evvvvverything is shitttt. Deppression, panic attacks, car trouble, surprise kittens incoming.... Fuck me