cherry

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mocakola
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pepe

clc

no shame

5 seconds of summer

quiet

lights

chic chick

poppy

my copycat

orange caramel

Name choi miyoung
Age 22
Pronouns she/her
Sexuality lesbian
stage name cherry
company Q.STARS
group HOT//COLD
role lead dancer
don't care, didn't ask.
Likes
  • cherry-flavoured drinks
  • gifts from fans
  • her acoustic guitar
  • appreciation; her efforts being rewarded
Dislikes
  • off-brand drinks
  • lazy people ; anyone she sees as not trying hard enough or having had success given to them on a silver platter
  • being spoken over or people speaking for her

personality

Despite her cheerful public persona, behind the scenes Cherry has all the attitude of a girl unable to let go of her high school popularity days. Often coming off as childish and a smidge spiteful, her behaviour tends to fly under the radar because of her somewhat two-faced nature. Only her long-suffering groupmates get the brunt of it, in the end.

empathy
dedication
confidence
intellect
humour
charisma
patience
dance
vocals
rap
stage presence
popularity
Strengths

When Cherry sets her mind to something, she will get it done. she's extremely hardworking and once she's got her mind made up it's hard to sway her. Reflected in her top grades throughout school and dedication to training as an idol under Q.STARS, Cherry has an almost unshakable work ethic.

Cherry maintains a very important sense of face; despite her antics off-stage, she works extremely hard to maintain a positive reputation with fans and the staff at Q.STARS.

Hobbies

Playing guitar, singing. After joining Q.STARS and HOT//COLD she was allowed to keep her youtube channel, so she continues to post there; she likes editing her own videos as well.

Anything to do with learning in general; she's actually very interested in the world at large. Give her a book on any topic and she'd probably read it.

Wants

In the end, validation. Whether it be the praise of her groupmates, her fans, the approval of her family and her company. Some sign that all her work means something.



Weaknesses

Her work ethic can lead to a lot of burnout and overworking, as much as she denies it. If a task doesn't have instant gratification, she's quick to become demotivated as it isn't worth it.

She's quick to take things personally; she can be extremely bitter and her short patience makes her quick to anger.

Just as it's hard to sway her on work matters, if Cherry suffers a knock to her confidence it's hard for her to let it go. She holds grudges; she can be bitchy and overdefensive; when she's upset she says things she doesn't mean.

Habits

Anger and aggression when under pressure. Scuffing the front of her shoes because she drags her feet. Collecting stickers to put on her guitar.

Fears

Being forgotten and unappreciated. Being confronted. Any sign that she isn't as good as she wants to be. Failure in general.

Her less flattering behaviour being exposed to her fans and family.

story

I .

Cherry was born in Korea to her single mother; an only-child, she grew up quite isolated - her mother often had to travel out-of-country for work, and while working in Russia met who would soon become Cherry's step-father. The two quickly married, and decided to move to the US together when Cherry was just 9 years old. In an effort to prove herself in the unfamiliar country, Cherry worked relentlessly in school, excelling above the rest of her class and quickly smashing the expectations set for her.

Even at home, Cherry held a lot of responsibility - she now had two younger step-siblings who she'd often take care of when her parents were working, alongside her older sister Sofia. By the time she was a teenager, she had little time to herself, constantly studying and taking care of her siblings, as well as picking up a few part-time jobs to earn herself some money. Despite it all, she miraculously never felt much burnout - if anything, she took pride in her hardworking attitude and various achievements. Or so she said.

Cherry had always had a sparking interest in singing and dancing, but never much time to pursue it until she was out of school and left with not much to do. She began posting covers on Youtube as a hobby and gradually grew a large audience; far larger than she'd ever expected.

And soon, she'd be launched into altogether stardom.


III.

But as time went on, Cherry gradually realised she'd been lied to.

Not about the group, no- that, at the very least, was real. Promotional photoshoots began and HOT//COLD began taking form, and Cherry was flown out to Korea along with the girls that would soon be performing alongside her. Work began on their first album, and Cherry first realised something was wrong when she'd gotten barely a fraction of the lines her fellow members had gotten. Her promised role as 'face of the group' hadn't gone forgotten either, yet Cherry found herself pushed to the back of group formations and photoshoots in favour of other members; namely Kia and Ace.

Understandably confused, she subtly bought up the issue with her groupmates. None of them had the slightest clue what she was talking about.

So she asked her manager, and finally learned the truth; she'd never been intended to be leader. She was never meant to be the face of the group, because the company didn't think she was good enough. That she didn't have the right looks or attitude or vocals- she wasn't good enough. And she'd let them lure her in, fooled into thinking she really was.

For the first time in her life, Cherry had failed- she hadn't failed her family, her friends- she'd failed herself.

But she was already in the group, and there was no going back now. Confidence thoroughly destroyed, Cherry accepted her background role in the group; in interviews, she feigned soft-spoken shyness, and in private was prone to lashing out at anything she percieved as an attack- which in her current state, could be just about anything. Although she was amiable with her group members, she couldn't help but look at people like Kia and Ace and wonder what they had that she didn't. She picked them apart in her mind, desperately trying to find flaws that weren't there.

But there was nothing. Cherry, despite how much she felt it, was no idiot- eventually, she settled on the thought that it was her own problem. Something within her was lacking, and there was nothing she could do to fix that.

So here she is today; sufficiently popular but hardly popular enough, trying desperately to prove herself while the very foundation of her career prevents her from doing so. And maybe something will change that, someday.

Maybe.


just what is your problem?
II.

When Cherry first recieved the email from Q.STARS, she was doubtful. Googling the company only turned up idol groups that she'd either never heard of or had already disbanded; though through her extensive research the company had at least seemed legit, and that was the only thing that stopped her from deleting it straight away.

And what they promised was certainly interesting; her own idol group that she could lead, and that she would be the face of. Always determined to prove herself to others around her- and now having the chance to do that in front of the world- she accepted the offer, fame clear within her reach.


appearance

Height 5'2
Build slim ; pear shaped
Complexion fair skin; cold undertones
Designer mocakola
Skin
#FFDED4
Hair
#442725, #C43276
Eyes
#663936

Design Notes
  • you can draw her hair as braids or just as the little circles, i have no preference!
  • alt outfits + hairstyles are fully encouraged!
  • she LOVES berets and cardigans please feel free to put her in berets and cardigans !!
  • you can also draw her with her guitar; it's light pink and has stickers all over it!
  • she's pretty much always wearing her cherry earrings, please don't forget them!

Face Claim
huh yunjin ; le sserafim
Trivia
  • her favourite drink is cherry coca cola; her love for cherry-flavoured drink inspired her username on youtube and later her stage name.
  • she's fluent in english, korean, and near-fluent in russian. she also has some vague knowledge of french from high school.
  • since she looked after her siblings a lot when she was younger, she's great with kids.
  • her favourite group growing up was girl's generation and later on fromis_9 !
  • she's been dying pink streaks into her hair since she was a teenager; it was her first real act of rebellion and the pink kind of just stuck.

relationships

kia
Fondness
Trust
Respect
overall

Cherry's extremely jealous of her and doesn't try to hide it. She doesn't like Kia's constant nerves, doesn't like the attention she gets from fans for no reason, doesn't like that she has the star position in the group that Cherry thinks she deserves. When they actually talk, Cherry is short with her.

She holds a begrudging respect for her keeping the group afloat, though. Even if she wishes it was her instead.


silk
Fondness
Trust
Respect
overall

The member she gets along with the most and probably her best friend in the group. She respects her work ethic and insane confidence, and with both of them growing up in the USA they find common ground there.

Features on Cherry's youtube channel; they hang out a lot outside of group activities.

efa
Fondness
Trust
Respect
overall

Another frequent feature on Cherry's youtube channel, the two share a mutual love of music and songwriting. They're not extremely close friends but they have a good sense of camaderie.

Efa's kinder nature and weirdly calming presence helps keep Cherry in check, sometimes.

amy
Fondness
Trust
Respect
overall

Despite both being in the HOT subunit they don't really talk much. It's a little awkward since Amy is Kia's best friend and, well. Cherry respects her dancing abilities though.


ace
Fondness
Trust
Respect
overall

Respects her massively as the leader of the group and sees her as almost a big sister figure. They're good friends despite Cherry's slight bitterness on occasion, and Ace isn't afraid to call Cherry out if she's being particularly harsh..

angel
Fondness
Trust
Respect
overall

A good vocalist, but her more hyperactive personality just isn't Cherry's thing. She kind of reminds her of her younger siblings. It's a little hard not to feel almost protective of her.