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RAW

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Basics

Name
RAW

Age
Unknown but Very Old, appears 20~

Height
180 cm (187 cm in heels)

Species
Reality leaper, demigod?

Birthday
25/03

Zodiac
Aries

Gender
Agender (they/them (preferred), any (IC only)

Orientation
Demisexual panromantic

MBTI
INFJ

Mortality
Immortal

Relationship status
Lonely y_y

Stats

CHARISMA

INTELLIGENCE

CONFIDENCE

EMPATHY

STRENGTH

Theme

Church - Fall Out Boy

What else is there, for me...?


Summary

A lonely, depressed, directionless soul. Zaps in and out of dimensions. Not even sure what they are anymore.


Appearance

RAW is tall and thin, with almost chalk white skin and rosy cheeks. They have very long and wavy salmon pink hair, flowing with the wind and with some flowers and petals dropping out of it at times; it also covers half of their face, and it has a bright green strand in that section. They have long features; a long face, long nose and long and thin fingers. They have downturned eyes with heterochromia, their right eye is pink with green accents and their left eye is green with pink accents. They also have a heart marking under their right eye. They have thin lips and a somewhat strong jaw.

They usually keep their nails painted, either all pink or pink in one hand and green in the other. They wear pink round earrings. Lately they're seen in a thin black turtleneck, poofy waist-up white pants and silver boots.


Personality

They're very sad- desolated even- jaded about their situation, their loneliness, their aimless existence. They feel as if they bring despair everywhere they go. Everything 'good' that they thought they embodied feels empty, and they feel even more like a failure.

Clumsy. Even if they try, they're very bad at following instructions and orders. Sometimes they'll accomplish them just fine, but most of the time they won't be able to make up the best of solutions. No matter if they want to do it or not. 

Extremely, pathologically anxious- considered a coward by themself, who can't even do the simplest of things. They don't cry that easily anymore but still cry very easily for the average person.

Though they've lived a lot and are questioning their existence much more than before, they remain a kind, caring person. They're very self conscious and overthink things while saying them. Very loyal. Extremely self-sacrificing mostly because they can't die, and they don't see 'getting hurt' is a big deal? If anyone wanted to hurt them they would worry about the other person first.

Didn't think it was possible to get upset, but their patience is wearing thinner by the minute. They don't know why, and feel terrible because of this.


Story

RAW has been summoned as an angel in their first reality, an angel with the purpose of delivering one message. They were created as a mix of an organic being and an android, and their whole deal was actually a secret. God had been extremely cruel to them and everyone else in their reality, and yet they were still loyal to them. They could settle down while they waited to deliver their message, made some friends, and developed some kind of personality. This wasn't expected of them, but they weren't punished for it.

It was time to deliver their message, to the son of God. They approached him, and this message didn't hold much meaning to them before, but telling him that he had to choose between his friends or his status and that his mom was basically making his friends miserable really did a number on him. RAW didn't expect that, and still feels bad because of it.

RAW had been set aside after that. Not executed or even contacted by God. Their purpose was fulfilled, but they were still around. They were still around to experience Kei's revenge against God, and how both of them were pushed out of the reality. RAW followed them soon after, becoming 'a full angel' as they started wandering. Sadly enough they weren't quick to follow neither Kei nor God for a long while. They believed God was still out there, they just couldn't get near her because they were a failure.

It has been years, centuries maybe, and they've lost hope that they will find God. At least what they remembered of her. They know the remains of God's soul (a very small percentage, like <1%) reside in a particular reality, and that Kei got to her first, probably to take revenge.

Time goes by very weirdly for them, because it's been years since Kei's plans were foiled, but for RAW it has been... Well, maybe it has been years, but they're too scared of confronting Kei. They must, though, they really must. They need to protect God.

But they're still traveling across realities, confused, scared.


Abilities

They thought they were just an angel for ages, but as God's existence disappears more and more and RAW is still around, they're realizing this is different. And they are breaking free, even if they're not aware of it.

They're a reality leaper who inherited some of God's powers, thus really being a demigod. They don't have much control over their reality-leaping, and often travels between realities without meaning to.

Funnily enough, they're pretty much near-omnipotent if they wished to be. They only have to preconfigure their existence before entering a reality, which is why they thought they were an angel- they entered any reality as one, because that's what they made themself to be. So uncomfortable, with those huge wings, and uniform... But now, they enter as a much more truthful version of themself, whatever that is. They don't know.

Currently, they're still following some of their older patterns and don't use most of their real abilities. They're physically strong, a somewhat-regenerative immortal, can heal others, fly (though they don't like it :( ), connect with nature, perform emotional bonds, and is getting the hand of summoning objects and messing with a reality's structure, but they don't want to do it too much- they know they will mess it up.


Likes

  • Cute things, flowers, puppies
  • Being nice to people, their smiles!
  • Smaller people
  • Raw meat
  • Water

Dislikes

  • Flying
  • Cruelty, by association most of the things God used to make them do
  • Dirtiness
  • Gendered titles for them
  • "I love the world but I just don't love the way it makes me feel" summarizes very well how they feel, well, about the world

Extra

  • Doesn't think they deserve anything nice since they're not a "person"... But they're confused about that too, like... They're probably more like a person as time passes, right? Maybe that's why they feel frustrated, who knows.
  • Is autistic and intersex
  • Honestly they have a LOT of mental health issues going on, past the obvious anxiety disorder, but they're floating in a void most of the time so it's not like they can get help, and they don't think they deserve help so they need to get over that first.
  • Has three tongue piercings
  • Doesn't need to eat, sleep or breathe anymore. However they're still used to feeling hungry, so they have made themself able to eat. On the other hand, they sleep now.
  • Is a lot like a Janet (from The Good Place) in terms of abilities and function, and the fact that they're neither biological being or a robot, but they can be if they wish to. They can be anything they want, but they're still choosing to keep some of the things that made them miserable from before.
  • In some way, they feel like they can't just be anything, right? Without some guidelines, their already loose definition of themself would just crumble. And they've never deserved anything nice, not even from themself.
  • While still not knowing the full extent of it, RAW and Kei share a lot of their potential abilities, with Kei being more powerful by virtue of actually being two demigods inside one. Regardless, RAW and Kei's powers come from the same source.

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