Vera

A large muscular behemoth that towers above  many. Her basic appearance is simple enough, cream white fur with amber  eyes reflecting the colors of her siblings brindle marks. Yet fate has  been a cruel mistress. She is blind in her right eye, the white of her  eye being a bloodshot red to showcase broken veins. Unique long curved  scars can be found all over her body due to having been repeatedly  tangled into barbed wire fencing. The scars are most critical on her  face, causing bits of her teeth and gum on both sides to be permanently  exposed. Due to this her breath and voice often sound wispy and on cold  days you can see steam exiting the sides of her mouth like when dehorning a bull on a winter day. It also muffles/warps the expressions  she makes. Her voice is probably the only soothing thing about her,  strong but smooth, sounding princely in an androgynistic manner. The  majority of her being seems to scream androgynistic in a way and she  neither cares if she is referred to as a male or female. Recently Vera has received large gashes in her nose, the skin still raw from how recent it was.

Strengths = 

-Combat
-Experienced
-Physical Strength
-Endurance
-Protection/Surveying
-Environmental Awareness
-Unnerved
-Independent
-Socially Aware

Weaknesses =

-Speed
-Stamina
-Obsessive
-Too Independent at times
-Half-blind
-Manic/Unstable
-Hopeless Romantic
-Self-Control
-Malicious

Unpredictable and experienced is a good way to describe Vera. Her entire appearance screams danger, but she tends to seem so in control that most are confused about their initial feelings of this wolf. Don't be fooled, this is a wolf who is often just barely keeping her emotions in check. If her emotions slip just a little, you will see something quite ugly. Hurt and angry at the world, she wants nothing more but to lash at it, yet she is socially aware to know that won't do her any good and she has a second chance to try a different path. Vera likes to go with the flow, not thinking too much before going on board with whatever crazy thing she becomes a part of. Act first, think later. She comes across as lax and open with a hint of aloofness. But it's just a default projection that she knows is acceptable behavior. She's a very guarded and passionate wolf, believing the world to be a true den of evil with herself being one of the only pure good living on it. She shares little to nothing about herself, even with those she cares about. Vera's only motivation in life is to find her other half. She's pessimistic but believes surely there must be one good wolf in this world that can love a monster like herself. The idea of true love will always keep her going, but unfortunately it will also make her obsessive and more reckless. Due to this part of her nature, she is very knight-like with females (and the occasional very feminine male), always ready to show them some chivalry and show off and agree with/defend them even if they're in the wrong (hence reckless). She needs to get to know you first before she becomes truly attached but if she comes to know, and fall for you, she becomes obsessed over you and so be warned, she does not take rejection well. She's not a very power-hungry wolf, and thus does not mind following orders until things don't seem to be going well. She will disobey if she believes her idea is better/will help more wolves, being somewhat of a chaotic good alignment. In this life she really hopes to start over and just be able to chase after the light, to pursue after her belief of good. Is secretly very sensitive about her appearance. 

(character development) Vera has gathered the confidence she has needed in life to filter out normal behaviors and deviate. She can be the friendliest wolf and then switch on the dime for when it's needed. She can be quite inviting, perhaps some might describe it as alluring, a wolf who is at home with herself and who seems to enjoy living in the moment. Yet her cruelty knows no bounds, she has done much to cull the weak. A monster who devours. In her eye only the strong survive, but the stronger even are the ones that commit justice during the process. So for this mindset she plays judge and executioner. Making her sporadic despite all the curves and twists she does in her mind to come to that conclusion. The conclusion of unity being restored. She's a walking personality disorder that likes to enjoy a bit of everything. She can be reckless but mature when needed, foolish but then smart to try and make up for it, carries no regrets but far too much passion. 

History 

-The Beginning- 

Vera was born in a pack called Mamaliga which was a section in the overall mega pack called Moolt. The environment and culture was rough and Vera adapted to become responsible like her sister. But Vera was still a child at heart and it showed. She loved to goof around with her brother and have fun. Innocent and pure was a way to describe her. Vera's family consisted of her mother Waldeburg, sister named Sasha, and brother named Misha.

 -Wired Fangs- 

Some areas of the territories had barbed wire all over certain sections, left behind by humans who were long since gone. The barbed wire was dubbed String Teeth and all stayed away from it. Vera would have too if she had the choice. As mentioned before, the environment was rough and unforgiving, reform was needed, demanded. One day Vera, a 4 month-old whelp at the time, had caught a hare and was excited to take it home, her first catch. Several wolves from a different section of the mega pack cornered her on her way there and demanded her to give them the rabbit. Knowing how precious food was, Vera said no, resisted. And the wolves ended up throwing her into the barbed wire, taking her rabbit in the process. It was an awful hell, the more she struggled, the worse it got. Her sister eventually found her and got her out of there. The wounds were awful and took much time to heal. If only that were the end of it. Several more times she would come back from a hunt, get robbed, and tossed into the barbed wire. Her sister Sasha tried to keep an eye on her at all times but sometimes Vera slipped through the cracks and be bullied again. She became a target. By the time she was a yearling she did not look like normal wolves. Coming back from a hunt one night, they again tried but this time, Vera fought back. The fight was unfair and Vera would have got her butt kicked and tossed into the wire again if her siblings hadn't been nearby that time and finally they were kept at bay. She was too big now, too strong to be an easy target. Realizing that, Vera who had been aiming for a hunting rank, changed to a guard rank. And a path of violence began. 

-Vera's Heart Breaks- 

Going back a bit in time for Vera, there was one big motivation she had that kept her going through everything. Her best friend and lover, Olivia. They were childhood friends and Vera spent much of free time with the golden cream wolf. Olivia was everything to Vera and they seemed to be joined by the hip. But this all changed as Vera begun to gain her scars. At first Olivia had been extremely supportive. But by the time Vera was about a year and six months old, Olivia had been keeping her distance and ignoring her. Vera was finally able to confront her about it one day and Olivia coldly stated they were over, that Vera she take a look at herself. She was too ugly to be loved now and it was gross to look at her. Vera's heart shattered into a million pieces. And her values became a mess. Her family was all she felt like she had left. 

-The Messiah and Revolution- 

Vera's family's fortunes would change as her brother became the Messiah due to murdering a wolf named Nonna. She always thought her siblings were cool, especially her brother. But now he was even cooler in her eyes and became her biggest role-model. He even allowed her to find the wolves who had previously bullied her and throw them into the barbed wire. And though no one would ever accuse Vera, for it, Olivia now had a messed up face. As Vera excelled at her rank and grew in strength, she became her brother's personal bodyguard. She was being treated like a princess now and loved it, worshiping her brother's power. Yet resent silently build towards the pack for only now showing such kindness and as the pack finally imploded into chaos for a revolution years later, everything went sour. Moolt had finally divided into individual packs, and it became a game of dividing and conquering. Misha aimed to dominate the whole pack and Vera became a veteran of war. 

-The End - 

Vera's mother passed away when she was about 3 years old. At age 5, Vera noticed Misha and Sasha were having a conflict of some sorts, Misha had especially become unstable and irrational. One day Vera came secretly across a scene that shocked her to her core. Her sister Sasha's cold dead body. She knew who killed her. And this shattered the last humanity she had. The bonds of her family, they were a lie, everything was fake. A few days later she killed Misha, crushing his skull. And the packs fell apart. They had begun to wove back together but now it was all broken. And Vera spent the rest of her time to hunting other wolves, to kill and throw their corpses in the barbed wired, where she believed dreams were meant to die.