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6 years, 7 months ago
Creator
Blood-wolf94
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Basic Info


Name:

Zero

Last name:

-

Sex:

Male

Age:

18

Species:

Gray Wolf

Sexuality:

Asexual

Normal height:

8'1" / 248.87cm

Weight:

Very very heavy

Nationality:

British

Birthday:

24th April

Created:

2015

Profile


(There's a lot more stuff I need to add but writing is too hard and I suck at it)


Zero spends most of his time inside because he is too anxious around people. His friends try to help him go out so he can get used to people but he usually ends up having an anxiety attack after he's been out too long and everything gets to much for him.

He prefers to spend time sleeping but his anxiety causes him to have a lot of nightmares, so he also spends a lot of time waking up panicking.

Even though Zero enjoys playing drums and working out it can also cause him anxiety. If he thinks someone is listening to him play or was listening, he can get really upset. Zero also hates how big he is but enjoys bodybuilding, he builds muscle really quickly and easily but the bigger he gets the worse he feels.

He's usually anxious no matter who he's around but he can be a lot more open and be himself when he's with one of his friends instead of a few of them at a time.

He hates being touched but he also wants cuddles and hugs. He's gotten pretty comfortable with hugs from people he's pretty close even though but he's still kind of uncomfortable. 

He lives with Blood, who's is nicknamed B. Zero's the most comfortable with B and is the only person he can really be himself around the most.

He's terrified of accidentally hurting people. He just sees himself as a huge dangerous monster when he's actually, probably the most gentle and soft person you could ever meet.




Anxiety/ Injury/ Self harm related stuff:

When he has anxiety attacks his fur gets darker and he gets a lot bigger, his eyes, nose and mouth also start to bleed. He seems to kind of lose control over himself and will usually be biting and scratching at his arms while he's backing himself up into a corner. It can be really difficult and take forever to calm him down and you can't always get close to him, but it depends on what caused it the attack.

His bodies reaction is supposed to just be for protecting him, But him having anxiety makes it cause more problems than anything.

Most of the fur on his forearms is missing because of all of the scars he has from the anxiety attacks, he tries to cover it up with bandages because he can't comfortably wear anything with sleeves, even though he would rather wear a jacket. 

Even though most of his scars come form the anxiety attacks, he does also self harm and has tried to commit suicide several times but failed. This is one reason why his friends come over so often just to make sure he's doing ok. 

Zero isn't able to bleed to death and the older he gets the tougher his skin and bones become making it even harder to harm him or for him to harm himself.

His wounds also heal a lot quicker than normal. Small wounds can completely go in a day and really deep wounds might last under a week or so and usually don't leave a scar.

The reason he has scars on his arms is because a lot of them are from when he was younger and didn't heal the same as he does now and the newer ones he doesn't give them a chance to heal, so they're more like open wounds than scars. 

Deep wounds cause his body to react the same way it does when he's having an anxiety attack but his eyes mouth and nose hardly bleed instead.

The reason he has a scar on his eye is because he had a glass bottle smashed over his face and was attacked with it as a baby.  (He doesn't know how he got the scar though) (might change this eventually though)

He does also have a lot of other scars in other places on his body from when he was younger that are hidden by his fur.




Smaller Facts:

Full height is around 11 foot.

He can't read or write but is slowly learning.

He has a really deep but very gentle voice but he also stutters a lot because of anxiety.

He isn't ticklish.

He likes to keep his hair long enough so he can kind of hide his face with it.

He sometimes sticks his tongue out when he's nervous without realising.

He also holds his arms up in front of his body kind of funny because he's anxious.

He hates being touched but all he wants to do is cuddle.

He cried for an hour because he accidentally killed a bee.


Nicknames:

ZeeZee 

Zee

Puppy (only Red calls him that)

Buddy 

Bud

Big guy



Backstory   ( I really suck at writing, i'm sorry )

Zero was dumped on the street when he was born, his parents came from a very religious/superstitious family and lived in a very superstitious part of town.
Zero didn't look 'normal' and had a weird ability that would make him bigger and bleed a lot, which made his parents believe hat he was some sort of demon or a curse that had been put on their family because of their bad past.
He somehow survived and lived alone on the streets for years, Occasionally being kicked about by drunks or having things thrown at him to keep him away if he ever got too close. Everyone in that part of town knew who he was and none
of them trusted him but were all also too scared to do anything to get rid of him.
When he was 6 years old, He was asleep down a backstreet one night when Crystal accidentally found him. She had never been in this part of town and didn't know anything about this curse or demon and she went to go figure out what he was. After realising he's just a little kid she felt bad and wanted to help him. Not being able to take him home and not knowing what else to do, She decided she'd just go visit him everyday to keep him company and bring him food.
She did this for 4 years, visiting him , teaching him, bringing him food, but when he was 10 she finally had a house and was able to bring him home. She started trying to teach him things she couldn't out of the street
and he was improving pretty quickly.  Meeting him on the street for 4 years though, she did learn the reason he had been dumped there. Which meant Zero eventually ended up finding out too and that's where his anxiety really got bad.
He had already been very nervous and anxious, feeling like he'd done something wrong while on the streets and as he got bigger, worrying that it was his size but learning that it was his looks and weird ability that caused all of it just
made it all worse.  
One day when he was 12 he was in town with Crystal and he started to have an anxiety attack, there where a lot more people around than what he could handle and he kept noticing anyone who looked in his direction, but Crystal was
struggling to move him away for everyone so he could calm down. Diablo was also in town and being nosy but also wanting to help, he went over and moved Zero down an empty side street where Crystal calmed him down. Diablo decided he was going help them get back home, but he really just wanted to ask questions about Zero because he found him interesting. This ended up with Diablo going to visit him a lot and he became Zero's first friend. He eventually brought him
to his uncles farm, and started going there often with him, which he enjoyed.
By the time he was 15 he had grown quite a lot and was around 7 ft tall, his anxiety had also gotten worse too. The house he was in was pretty small and it was also getting harder and harder to get him to leave the house
because they lived in a busy part of town. Diablo's uncle was wanting to sell a house at the time. It was a big old house with high ceilings that was pretty much in the middle of nowhere, somewhat close to his farm.
He decided he would rather let Zero live there, to help his anxiety and so that he could actually have a house he can fit inside of. Crystal thought that it would probably be best to let him live on his own too,
She helped him move in and stayed with him for awhile but staying there less and less, slowly letting him adjust to living alone again. She would've stayed with him longer but the house was just to big for her. After moving he did start
going out a little more again but just to walk or jog around the fields every now and then. Diablo also introduced him to a load of his friends after he had lived there for awhile, most of them also had their own weird abilities or
problems which made Zero feel a little better but not much.   But after everything he's gone through he finally lives somewhere better and now has people he is close to that are always there to comfort and help him.