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Welcoming . Passionate . Fearless
Rather welcoming, considering other attributes of Orchids personality.
Weak spot for 'underdogs', though depends on circumstance and present events
Feels things intensely, sometimes instantly. Capable of feeling like they've fallen in love with a stranger they passed by on the street. Gets off on the high of arousal, of desire and lust, of the intense feelings that new love brings, but also finds heartache and heartbreak just as thrilling and lustful.
Masochist . Dependent . Selfish
Finds warped humor and entertainment in the pain and suffering of others, especially when said pain and suffering is being handed out by someone Mo is close to and fond of.
When not wearing perfume or other scent enablers, their natural scent can mimic a host of things. Easily able to have their scent allude at them being of male or female gender, likely to appear more as either (or none) depending on other individuals' subconscious preference
Holds an obvious attraction for anything grotesque and morbid, to grumpiness, broody and dominant individuals. Gets off to another dominating them, even if Mo has to drag it out from the individual, or do most of the work slyly and underneath to get their desired outcome. Not above consensual violence when it comes to any form of intimacy, even grooming
In Victoris, has been a daily drug user since establishing a home there. Enjoys it and the feeling it gives. Surprisingly, or not, an avid anti-cigarette smoker and anti-alcohol drinker (except for exceptionally sweet ones). Tried it once and never cared to touch it again. Works in Lilu's circus doing a few different jobs. Mains in burlesque type shows, and their own form of 'lion taming' with some lesser demons that Lilu provides for the show. Obsessed with the business, and helps in all areas wherever the Violet is needed. When not doing that, has a hobby on the side as a sex worker. As well as charging their clients, haggles them into sponsoring the families circus to help bring in a steady supply of money for their mother. Loves what they do, and has never felt closer to a 'home' as they do with Victoris.
The person
As a child held a large degree of confidence that seemed to wane as they aged. Once hitting young to mid teen years, the Violet seemed to lack the confidence they once held as they tried to find their place in the world and with themself. Fought constantly with how they wished the world to see them, as complex and complicated as they saw themself though failed to find a stability in their mind for years as they attempted to learn themself and find out who they were away from the constant want and need to be perfect in everyones eyes. After residing in Victoris, has since regrown the confidence that had been lacking, building it more and more as time progressed and they presented themself in a specific way there. While they don't mind how they're viewed now, likely to attempt to sway others to see them a specific way if otherwise happens. Still entirely ready to mold themself to whichever company they'll thrive with.
- Sex
- Dependence
- Dancing
- Security
- Masculinity
- Boredom
- Insecurity
- Physical weakness
- Children
- Loneliness
Since the first vanish of Zagreus a couple of months ago, went through it for a second time, this time, far longer. Returned multiple times before losing faith and keeping themself scarce from forest. Busying themself in Victoris was ridiculously easy, and for quite a few moments, forgot all about the place in which brought nothing but insecurities. Upon a second visit weeks later, reunited with the Dragon once more. With a short explanation, and seemingly nothing changed, fell back into normalcy with their companion. Given an amulet that allowed access to his castle at their discretion, though invited before it could be used on their own and accepted with the promise of storytelling of Zagreus' time away. Again, fell into intimacies as if the man had not been gone.. Well, that wasn't entirely true. Ravished the Dragon with hunger that mirrored genuine famish, and even slipped into the beginnings of draining his force from his form. Realized the subconscious effort and pulled back from sucking away the entirety of their companion.
Later on, however, after sharing of stories and talk of hunts and witness of such events, delved into something deep and thought provoking. Spoke of their relationship, and that of expectations, and hit firmly when the Orchid returned the question back to the Dragon. Despite the want to know how they would be prioritized, or given something not allowed for others, did not feel confident in the Dragon's response, and, simultaneously, their place among that of Zagreus' life, and bed. With the toss of their place in Isac's life, was hellbent on disallowing it again, disallowing their presence to be shadowed by that of any other. Pulled back, emotionally and physically, after the topic, and even went as far to disallow and reject any attempt or possibility of further intimacies for the remainder of their time there. Just before departure, gifted bangles with words they had reminded him of the Violet. Accepted, but not before a hintful remark of it being payment, before they would leave. Vanished themself from forest since the encounter 6 days ago, falling back into some old habits until their days were not as cumbersome as they were on their return.
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