Paweł
mathieu_renart
- Created
- 1 year, 8 months ago
- Creator
- mathieu_renart
- Favorites
- 2
Profile
Withdrawn, very sensitive, depressed, anxious, shy, polite, seeking approval, affectionate.
Pretty tall, with some belly, he hold himself curved, as if trying to make his figure more discreet.
Paweł grew up in a loving, musical family. He thrived as a professional pianist, performing in concerts which attracted a worldwide audience. Even though he always had anxiety before performing, he was always doing a great job and was frequently asked to play for big events.
After the sudden death of his cello-player sister, who he often paired up with as a musical duo, Paweł never touched his piano again. Falling into depression, living by himself in his gloomy apartment with his cat, he struggled to go up the slope.
He got into his first long-term relationship with his violonist neighbor called Jonasz, navigating against the blatant homophobia surrounding them at all times... And eventually, Paweł managed to sit behind his piano again, and bless Jonasz and all of his neighborhood's ears with a new composition tainted with all of his deeply-rooted sadness.
Click here to see my short graduation movie, in which he is the main character!
- Playing piano for his partner (he's not ready for a big crowd yet)
- Petting & talking to his cat, dressing him up for fun
- Writing music
- Coffee and cigarettes
- Lying in bed with his partner and watch him soak in the sun
- His growing impatience when struggling with learning a new piano piece
- Feeling watched or frowned upon
- Living in fear of losing closed ones
- Feeling overwhelmed
- Cooking
- He is autistic, and struggles with human interactions, physical contact, eating... He has a clear routine that he sticks up to daily.
- He has synesthesia, which is a non-pathological condition often paired with autism. One of the effects of this particularity is that he sees music with colors. Even though it helps him with his music, this amplification of sounds causes him to have migraines and overwhelming panic attacks.
- He actually loves the snow, which is lucky considering he's polish.
- His depression in untreated.
in the darkness - mxtoon
Another love - Tom Odell
Clair de Lune - Claude Debussy
Un homme qui court (prologue) - Romain Trouillet
Paweł never thought he would end up with a boyfriend like Jonasz for a million years.
Jonasz is kind, patient, understanding, and above all, showers him with love and affection.
Their relationship is as pure and healthy as can be.
His sister used to be a great cello player. They often performed together, and she was the one who gifted Paweł with his cat.
