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Your name is NEMURA MEIUME and you are, what many might call, a MEDIUM. You don’t consider yourself one, however, even though you have the ability to TALK TO GHOSTS. Your main goal in life was to help as many of them as you can PEACEFULLY PASS TO THE AFTERLIFE. You were almost like, a GHOST COUNCILLOR. You LISTENED TO THEIR PROBLEMS and HELPED OFFER SOLUTIONS. You didn’t get paid for your work (ghosts don’t have money, after all) which you found BOTHERSOME. You were seen as helpful to some but some others found your work DANGEROUS and INSULTING to them as if you were BORED OF A SPIRIT or found one too annoying, you would FORCE THEM INTO THE AFTERLIFE WITHOUT HELP. You don't do it as much now, you have your sights set on greater power...
You were born with NATURAL MAGICAL ABILITIES but unfortunately, you still didn’t know how to ‘unlock’ all your powers – or you WANTED TO MAKE YOURSELF MORE POWERFUL - so you sought out Djenah for advice and teaching. After all, if a troll is good enough to master magic without natural-born abilities, surely she could help you, right? Though, you KNOW she's SUSPICIOUS of you and isn't telling you all that she knows, which pisses you off a bit.
You’re pretty EASY GOING and QUIET, but you’re also very DIFFICULT to GET TO KNOW as you’re very SNAPPY and NARCISSISTIC and most people can’t seem to handle your NEGATIVE OUTLOOK on everything, so you don’t have many friends. You’re also INCREDIBLY DEPRESSED and as a result you tend to have a habit of TAKING DRUGS which just ELEVATES your NEGATIVE FEELINGS and ANGER PROBLEMS.
You enjoy WALKS IN THE FOREST and making HEALING POTIONS. You’re also very gifted in the art of FICTION WRITING, too. Sometimes when you’re calm and content you will work on a story you never intend on publishing or showing to anyone. It’s almost like your secret hobby.
Nemura is the kind of guy that wallows in self-loathing in his free time. His outlook on life is incredibly negative, and suicide is constantly on his mind. He's very mopey and a lot of his negative emotions get turned into anger, thus resulting in a lot of anger issues. He's very snappy and doesn't like being pushed around. Often enough, if someone is giving him shit, he'll most likely just ignore them and walk away before hurling slurs and insults at a wall to release his frustrations. However, he can easily resort to violence if he feels he has to.
He is very narcissistic and only ever thinks about himself and his power. He’s spent his whole life doing nothing but trying to further himself and make himself more powerful so that one day, he could be worshipped and feared. It is strange, loving oneself and hating oneself at the same time, but he manages it. He’s very power hungry and would do anything in order to put himself on top, and doesn’t care who he has to harm to get there.
He’s very intelligent, patient, and has a very smart head on his shoulders. He’s good at using words to get his own way and enjoys writing and reading extensive works of fiction. His favourite kinds of novels are murder mysteries and whether or not he draws negative inspiration from them is unknown, but very likely.
He is definitely the silent but deadly type and is best avoided. However, he’s very good at concealing his devious plans and true feelings towards people and comes across to most as a normal person who’s a little grumpy. He also deliberately waters down his powers and appears modest around everyone including Djenah so that no-one is knowledgeable in just how powerful he really is so that everyone is unsuspecting the day he decides to strike.
Nemura is 6’0” in height and has a somewhat average to broad build and he has a bit of chronic baby-face due to his soft cheeks and invisible cheekbones which makes a lot of people think he's younger than he actually is. His nose is fairly flat from the bridge to the tip and it appears that his eyebrows are almost permanently creased together due to his terrible resting face. His ears are very large and pointed, and aren’t flexible in the slightest. His horns resemble crescent moons and sit comfortable atop his head. His hair is somewhat thin but plentiful, with natural curls that look very good on him. He wears it tied up when he’s reading, writing, cooking, ect. He also has a large geometrical moon tattoo on his upper right arm but it's not often seen due to him wearing long sleeves.
He has a lot of formal outfits that he wears that look similar to casual suits, but his most worn one is a blue outer-coat that’s buttoned up with a large light blue frill collar with a dark grey button up top underneath. He wears black long pants with these outfits. A more casual outfit he’s seen in is usually his V-neck blue and brown striped t-shirt which he wears with normal jeans. He wears his moon broch with all his outfits.
✓ Home cooking
✓ Fiction writing
✓ Forest walks
✓ Manipulating others
✗ Being looked down on
✗ Not seeing results
✗ Depression
✗ Persistant ghosts
- He carries a small chinchilla around in his pocket and while he doesn't care for it in the slightest as the two of them have very different ideals, he's forced to keep it on him at all times as the creature insists on knowing exactly what he's doing at any given time so he doesn't get himself into trouble.
- He doesn't like fantasy and will usually ignore it. He much rathers realistic novels and will turn his nose up at anything fantasy if he's offered it. It's just not something he enjoys in the slightest.
- He is an excellent cook but will only cook full proper meals when there's someone visiting him. For dinner on his own he usually only eats things like minute microwave meals and 2-minute noodles. He doesn't care for preparing food and doesn't usually bother.
- Nemura is quite sex repulsed and yet still sleeps around as though it will somehow sate his depression. It doesn't, and usually just makes him feel even worse and disgusted with himself than he already was. Despite this, he continues to do this. He also finds touching oneself to be immoral, but finds murder totally fine which is strange.
But like an obsession can’t keep myself off it
We’re lost in the game
No numbers, no names
All this anonymity turns up the heat
Conventional ways don’t cut it these days❜❜
(Vanessa Amorosi - 'Mr Mysterious')
Nemura grew up as a quiet and independent child who rarely spoke and appeared to lack emotion. He always appeared to be content and comfortable with his surroundings and found it easy to provide for himself and survive on a planet that was very dangerous for lone children to wander. However, he was never alone. Born with the gift to see and communicate with spirits, he found peace with the undead and spent most of his time with them to the point where one might think he was mad. He preferred the company of ghosts and daemons over real flesh and blood friends and was always isolated from society as a result. Spirits regularly came to him for advice on how to peacefully pass into the afterlife, and he made a good undead councillor and decided it was his purpose.
He found as he grew into his pre-teens that he had exceptional abilities through speaking to a local psychic about his spirit counselling, and as a result he needed to find a way to master them. Being able to use telekinesis was one thing, and seeing spirits was another, but he wanted to know just how much power he had and how far he could push it. He began going to local libraries and checked out as many books on harnessing the supernatural abilities as he could – being surprised about how readily available that material was – and read them cover to cover, practicing all kinds of incantations out loud until he was able to produce his natural magic without uttering a word.
Eventually, he was able to harness a spirit’s power and make them material beings visible to the regular human eye if he wished to do so, and he also had the ability to force all kinds of ghosts into the afterlife before they found their purposes. This made a lot of the ghosts angry when he started forcing along spirits that he couldn’t be bothered listening to or found too annoying, and they began to haunt and harass him. Unfortunately, their continued presence seemed to fuel his power.
He began to be corrupted the more powerful his powers became and started learning about other ways that he could manipulate his abilities that a normal person wouldn’t begin to imagine. However, there was no information on this, so he decided to seek out a tutor. He found a lady through asking around by the name of Djenah. He didn’t think much of her as she didn’t seem all that powerful herself, but after learning that she was not naturally born with magical abilities and had instead taught herself from scratch - which should be impossible - he became intrigued and sought out her guidance.
Djenah, with her aura-reading abilities, could tell Nemura was a bad egg with devilish intentions for seeking her aid, but gave him the benefit of the doubt anyway and took him under her metaphorical wing. He did general chores for her around her shop such as collecting herbal ingredients from the nearby wood or tending to her stall when she was away – and in return she’d teach him a little about expanding his abilities. Nemura was learning in a very different way, and due to how close he had become with Djenah, he felt as though he couldn’t harm her like he planned to once he no longer needed her services. He’d somehow fallen in love with her. Being over five times his age, it was obvious that she’d never reciprocate so he kept quiet about it. Unfortunately, it seemed to make him all the more bitter.
In the future, he has plans to use his powers to become the most powerful troll on the planet by overthrowing the empress. However, he needs to figure out how he will do that yet… the little redblood Djenah saved that one time seems like a very good subject to use…
Nemura originally sought out Djenah in order to better his powers but in a twist of events he ended up falling for her and has a very high respect for the woman. He’ll usually do what she asks to aid the shop but he does tend to get irritated if she’s asking a lot of him without her giving him any teaching in return. They have a somewhat rocky relationship as Djenah doesn’t fully trust him and knows of his intentions, but Nemura still believes his real feelings are hidden by a wall and acts brashly whenever she appears questioning.
Daovia considers Nemura a friend but Nemura considers her a nuisance. He doesn’t like how upbeat and peppy she is and really doesn’t like her extroverted positive nature. He doesn’t understand how one can be that happy all the time, but decides not to question it. She pokes fun at him often and likes to annoy him as a joke. The reason he has an interest in her is because he believes her to be harbouring a great subdued power he could use to his advantage.
Nemura had to tend to Kelion when Djenah saved his life, but Nemura doesn’t really care for him. After all, it’s not technically him the he wants as he finds the kid to be boring and dull, and not at all a good vessel for him to use. While he may be the body’s primary host – Nemura doesn’t believe his mind in particular is as easy to manipulate.
Now Rahart is who Nemura is looking for. Rahart is an alter of Kelion’s who is usually out and about almost as much as Kelion himself is. Nemura is more interested in this boy as Rahart is not as mentally strong as Kelion and as a result is easy to manipulate. Nemura plans on using him as a servant as such in the future to help pave his way to glory through the wonderful method of mind and body control. He doesn’t care for the boy past this.
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