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Ghost Faye

19 • Demiboy • he/they

"Sorry...!"

  • RACE/ANCESTRY White French-Canadian + Indigenous Alaskan
  • BLESSING(S) Blessing of the Empath, Blessing of the Mask
  • ETHIC ALIGNMENT Lawful
  • ROLE Main Cast
  • BIRTHDAY April 19th (♈︎)
  • HEIGHT 5'3" (159cm)
  • ORIGIN Anchorage, Alaska
  • BUILD A2
  • DEMEANOR Nervous, flighty, high-strung
  • SEXUALITY Asexual Demi-Panromantic
  • RELATIONSHIP STATUS Single
  • VOICE Unknown
  • THEME a
  • Genetics
  • Biology
  • Animals
  • Journaling
  • The ocean
  • Being touched
  • Being stared at
  • Large crowds
  • Talking
  • Raised voices
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Ghost is a blessed individual that uses he/him or they/them pronouns.

Born and raised in Anchorage, Alaska, Ghost is new to Washington and its climate and culture. What once was a migration for their personal safety quickly became a plan of long-term residence; in a short period of time, they have fallen in love with the scenery and atmosphere of the tree-filled state. Settling in Mount Vernon, they have enrolled in therapy with some financial assistance, and if all goes to plan, have the intention of applying to the local Faraday University in the coming years. What they didn't know, when seeking to treat their obvious PTSD symptoms, though, was that there was a whole complex issue going on in their mind!

Ghost has been diagnosed professionally with DID. As the current main fronter, they are responsible for the upkeep of their body, with the assistance of at least one prominent alter, Vivi. Their memory so spotty and filled with holes, and days, weeks, and months appearing to blur into one another, they often were convinced that much of their few tangible memories were just dreams. Recent months in therapy have been dedicated to discovering what makes them who they are, both individually and as a whole, and reclaiming memories and parts of their life. Encouraged to enjoy some downtime and indulge in interests and hobbies, they have taken up reading and gaming to destress after long days, alongside some journaling and walks through nature.

Through their self-exploration, Ghost has come to recognize that they truly feel most at home with animals, understanding them and relating to them deeper than to any human they have known, their blessing partially to thank. The luck they have, then, is astronomical, when they are approached by a fellow animal-loving individual in one of their MMO's and are able to put their shaky new therapy skills to use. Making a friend is exciting enough for them, but finding out later that not only are they also blessed, but that they live in the same state, overjoys them. After becoming much closer with them over the coming months, they make plans to meet up with their new friend at a location that will accommodate their phobias. The both of them decide on a small village tucked away off a highway with a cute rustic gift shop to check out. Their anticipation quickly turns to knots in their stomach, though, as Vivi's feelings of apprehension start to blend into their own after they arrive. Maybe it's just nerves, they tell themself, choosing to ignore the other voice. Their hard-earned friendship and work with their therapist wasn't going to be put aside for a little anxiety - not today.

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Anxious • Awkward • Sensitive

Ghost is an anxious wreck of an individual and extremely difficult to get close to, especially off of the Internet.

A split off from Vivi, the previous host, Ghost holds a lot of the negative and anxious traits that she used to push down, and acts as their system's means of protection and their fight or flight response. As a result of this, Ghost is always on edge, unless around a trusted individual. They are quick to flee, and even quicker to cry, seemingly bothered by most things, people in general being one of them. They often get mistaken in public for a lost kid, due to their attitude and size.

Underneath the terrified outer shell, though, lies a warm and sweet personality that craves intimacy, closeness, and approval. Ghost cares very deeply and loves strongly, but has difficulty expressing themself. Communication through text is much easier for them, and they will avoid speaking to most people directly where they can. When they do speak, their voice is very soft and gentle, like a whisper, and they stammer and trail off frequently. Most people have a hard time hearing them, unfortunately. They will get discouraged when asked to repeat themself and fall silent instead.

Ghost's blessing has led them to prefer the company of animals over humans, for the most part. They feel significantly less anxious when speaking to them, and feel better understood, especially by gentle-mannered and prey animals. They have a soft spot for rodents and deer in particular. Fellow animal-lovers and those who are kind to animals will gain favor with them, and they are more inclined to trust people if their pets have good things to say about them.

Despite all of Ghost's issues, if you can respect their boundaries and practice patience and gentleness with them, they will come to slowly trust you. Their desire to change and have close, meaningful relationships definitely outweighs their standard anxiety with people, if you extend an open and welcoming hand to them.

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BLESSING OF THE EMPATH

Ghost's primary blessing is a simple one that grants them the ability to understand and speak with animals of varying sentience and communicability. This blessing gives them insight into environmental issues, including through nature and local ecosystems, as well as family dynamics in the case of pets. While on the surface it might seem tame and of minimal use, this blessing also has the bonus effect of animals being more inclined to trust Ghost and their system. In times of distress, even if they don't call for help themself, Ghost's system will subconsciously alert nearby animals, who will come to their aid.

BLESSING OF THE MASK

The secondary blessing that Ghost possesses is of more immediate and practical use. This blessing allows Ghost to put on a different "mask", so to speak! What this means is that Ghost's system is capable of changing how they are perceived by those around them, in many ways. As it's mostly subconscious and influenced on emotion, they don't often realize that they're doing it, but it's the primary reason why Vivi's voice, for example, sounds so different from Ghost's. This extends to physical perception as well; Ghost's system will typically change their perception to others to the favorite animal of the currently fronting alter when distressed, but they have been known to do this voluntarily as well. The most unnoticeable aspect of this blessing subtly influences others' feelings around Ghost, too, though their system is largely unaware of this perk.

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HOBBIES
  • Drawing
  • Biking
  • Flower pressing
  • Warframe
  • Reading
  • Hiding their face in their scarf
  • Making themself appear small
  • Covering their face with their hands
  • Rocking
  • Fleeing from conversations and public areas
  • Extremely gentle with animals and nature
  • Very fast
  • Strong legs (from biking)
  • Ducking/dodging blows
  • Their cute face
  • Debilitating anxiety and PTSD
  • Amnesia and spotty memory
  • Crys at the slightest provocation
  • No upper body strength
  • Weak immune system
  • Able to understand and converse with animals
  • Natural innate connection with animals allows them to ask them for help
  • Can mask voice
  • Ability to change how they are physically perceived by others
  • Able to subtly influence others' emotions
  • Crowds
  • Being followed
  • Being touched
  • Losing time
  • Sudden noises or movements
  • They have burn scars on their hands, and lots of little scars on the tops of their arms. None of this is self-inflicted.
  • Their origins and the reasons for their triggers. They clam up when asked about it.
  • They're not the original host.
  • The names of other alters and parts aside from Vivi. Some of them do not have names, but mostly, Ghost just wants to pretend they don't exist, since they get terrible secondhand flashbacks from them.
  • Their disorder, to anyone outside of their immediate friend group.
  • FOOD Curry
  • COLOR Orange, yellow, brown
  • ANIMAL Deer
  • HOLIDAY Halloween
  • SEASON Fall
  • TIME OF DAY Afternoon
  • BOOK GENRE Fantasy, Self-Help
  • MUSIC GENRE BM/EZ, Vaporwave
PHYSICAL STRENGTH
ENDURANCE
CONSTITUTION
INTELLIGENCE
WISDOM
DEXTERITY
CHARISMA
WILLPOWER
PERCEPTION
LUCK
  • "eep...!"
  • "please don't hurt me..."
  • "i'm sorry..."
  • "you... you aren't going to judge me, are you? >~<"
  • "0-0 //////"
  • "i don't remember... sorry... can you please fill me in?"
  • Ghost has a fascination with albinism and leucism in animals, along with other color abnormalities.
  • They find comfort in the image of deer, and associate themself strongly with them. It's not uncommon for them to make themself appear as one to others using their blessing.
  • They used to identify with their body's birth name, but over time, have realized that they are transmasculine. Their name comes from Vivi, the previous host, who would singsong and call him "Ghost Boy" for his scared and anxious demeanor.
  • They began to take over as host sometime in late middle school to early high school. Vivi's demeanor around that time in their life had largely changed, and their personality shift was regarded as a normal progression for them by their school peers.
  • They were homeless for a little while, and had very few possessions, among them being a crappy hand-me-down laptop. How they managed to run Warframe on this is questionable.
  • Their main goal with therapy isn't integration - it's management of their PTSD symptoms. They're not 100% opposed to partial integration, but have gotten attached to Vivi.
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ZR

Friend/Romantic Interest

ZR is Ghost's closest friend.

Ghost and ZR met online through a MMO called Warframe. A newbie to the game, their shy nature and gentle personality attracted ZR to their side; ZR took Ghost under their wing, so to speak, and helped them privately with missions until they grew a little more confident in their abilities. During this time, Vivi introduced herself to ZR, who happily accepted her along with Ghost's condition. ZR became a trusted person for Ghost, and the two have exchanged lengthy messages in-game and on platforms like Discord. Ghost has a lingering suspicion that ZR might have feelings for them, but doesn't want to assume anything or ruin their closest healthy friendship, so they stay quiet. Truthfully, they wish that ZR would make a move on them, as the passive flirting is making them a wreck.

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Jaime

Friend

Jaime is Ghost's friend.

Ghost met Jaime at the same time as ZR and Mari. Though they don't talk much outside their clan chat and Discord server, Ghost likes Jaime and seeks their approval. Jaime's way of typing can be intimidating to them, but over time, Ghost has gotten used to it. They're a little envious of Jaime getting to live with ZR, but not in a bad way - they just wish they could live with the both of them, themself. Jaime has a habit of calling Ghost their "lil sib", which makes their heart flutter with joy. Ghost thinks that Jaime might know about their feelings for ZR, and is grateful that Jaime doesn't tease them about it.

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Mari

Friend

Mari is Ghost's friend.

Ghost met Mari at the same time as Jaime and ZR. Completely blind to Mari's behavior behind the scenes, Ghost only sees Mari's surface-level interactions with everyone, and admires her. Mari has taken to joking about being Ghost and Vivi's "mom", an act which is actually a bit comforting to Ghost, since their relationship with real family is basically nonexistent, and they never got the chance to know their real mom. They find Mari's way of typing very comforting and soothing.