卡布奇诺 ┇ chi ✦

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withering heartache

dutiful . apathetic . negative
chino

20 ( current ) / ( 09 / 01 )

female ( she / her )

elnin

virgo

none

demisexual / demiromantic


lawful good


eyre , bejali

nft / nfs

205 usd


a declining spark of her former self -- dedicated entirely to her duties as a disciple in order to remain close to her childhood love , chi has become rather reserved and resolute in her training. personal beliefs and feelings must be disregarded entirely in order to serve a higher purpose. . . only that she finds it rather impossible to stop her mind from wandering to geki. feeling hopeless , and disgusted with her own selfish sin , the girl prays to the spirits above to remove this desire that eats away at her heart so that she may finally be of use to the gods above.

unfortunately , you must be careful for what you wish for. with the heart gone , there is not much left other than a former lover with vacant eyes.

she carries on in this world with no ''selfish'' desires that would make her earthly , electing to serve higher deities in hopes of being of use. her own self importance is pushed to the side while she gives everything in her power to continue the upkeep of the sacred shrines and to bring great praise and attention to those above. chi often overlooks her relationships with fellow maidens as she sees no true benefit from sharing heart. . . the heart she no longer has. rather recluse , this rose has withered to the harsher poison formerly known as love , and instead seeks to remain alone until her day has finally come.


heavenly grace , wash away their anguish

Likes
  • cold breeze
  • waterfalls
  • prayer
Dislikes
  • wildlife
  • romance
  • interruptions
About

childhood

rather excitable with a big enough heart to boot , chi had an insatiable curiosity and sought out many captivating locations that she could show off to those that caught her interest. . . namely another around her age that she had a soft spot for. this spunky little rosebud was so enthused to take on the world and it's great big treasures in order to forge a name for herself that would stand out to many for years to come. all this was laid to rest when she noted her other half settling down to serve a higher power , and wishing to remain by his side did she forfeit any last bit of wonder for the outside world.

adulthood

who knew of the misery that would tail her for years , slowly eating at her heart until she was nothing but a desolate soul that cried out into the expanse of the unknown for any form of relief. her wish to remain by his side was granted , but it was difficult to focus on her heavenly duties when all that was on her mind was him. unable to withstand heartache any longer , chi was purged of her emotions and left to be nothing more than an agreeable puppet that was pivoted around to worship the deities day in and day out. sometimes , she can still remember the dull ache of when she still had a heart , and envies those that continue to beat and bleed for others , for she no longer had the choice.

Trivia
  • chi's voice actress is melissa hutchison , sampled here.
  • she has a beauty mark underneath her left eye and her mouth has a darker outline , giving the appearance of lipstick.
  • a vacant expression is always on her face , ever since her feelings were removed via divine intervention.
  • at times , many question chi as if she were looking straight through them and into their soul.
  • there is a great misconception that where she steps , flowers bloom.
  • she's aware of emotions that she should be experiencing by recalling from memory , but is unable to physically feel them in the present.
  • unfortunately , she takes prayer far too seriously and has been known to neglect her earthly needs in order to feel spiritually fulfilled.

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geki , childhood love

the reason for her rush of emotions , love surging and sinking it's enchanting claws into. all the work she had taken up since childhood was to remain close to him , to impress him in hopes that he'd finally look her way. when suffering through heartache was too much to bare , she called upon the heavenly spirit to rid her of such agony and leave nothing but a shell.


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tanabata , fellow priestess

another fated to serve under the gods such as herself , chi recalls tanabata fondly and recognizes her beauty and grace for the reason why geki's heart had been so easily captured. the perfect model of a priestess , one that inspires her to do the very best that she can in order to stand beside someone so praiseworthy.


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kino , devout follower

an oddity that the maiden would never have expected , but one that isn't shunned either. she believes that it is in good interest that he visits so frequently and expresses interest in what she does for this world. it is her duty to educate him on the cleansing of the soul. had the lord been willing , he would have remained in her heart.