Personality

Ciza'ar is outgoing, go-getter, determined, short-tempered, naïve and occasionally wistful. Easy to approach, eager to learn, fast to draw conclusion and easy to fool. Tries her best at being righteous and helpful and often fails in both.

Appearance

Ciza'ar is a short (about 160 cm) and pretty light-weighted Khajiit with almost white fur, dark brown markings and ligh blue eyes. She has two scars on her muzzle and one in the right ear. More often than not she wears warm brown colored mage's robes, amulet of Kynareth, a few golden accessories and some sort of glass weapons.

Life

Ciza'ar was born for two traveling Khajiit merchants who just happened to be bored in one fateful night. Even though the parents were more like "friends with benefits" than a real couple, their daughter had pretty decent childhood. Her mother was teaching her to become a huntress when she grows up, until things went badly wrong.

The peaceful life at the Khajiit caravan ended when a passing by Thalmor decided to arrest them for having an amulet of Talos among their other merchandise. Ciza'ar's mother, the most capable warrior of the caravan, tried to attack the intruding Altmer, but she got pierced by arrows before she could even scratch her foe. Shocked Ciza'ar tried to do the same thing, but since she was just an unarmed youngster instead of getting killed she was just kicked to the ground. Though after the incident the Thalmor demanded her to be executed, and so she was on her way to Helgen. (The rest of the caravan, meaning Ciza'ar's father and his cousin, were also taken to Helgen. Later Ciza'ar found out they had gotten themselves incinerated during the events described next.)

In Helgen things took yet another unexpected turn when a dragon attacked the city. Ciza'ar escaped from Helgen with the help of Ralof and headed next towards Windhelm. After what she had just been through she saw the Stormcloaks as a way to get revenge on Thalmor, but she was turned down: why would Stormcloaks want to have a kitten without any real abilities to join their troops? Angered and more determined than ever she headed then to Mage's college, where she spent next few months trying to get a hang of destruction magic. So she did, along with honing her weapon skills and befriending her fellow student J'zargo.

After really joining the Stormcloaks Ciza'ar, besided with J'zargo, started to roam around Skyrim. They got sidetracked more often than it would be good, but at least they met a lot of interesting people - some more likable than others. Ciza'ar also developed a minor girly crush on the leader of the Stormcloaks. At first Ulfric didn't give a damn, but when the cat just kept proving her value in the war he got more curious: Ciza'ar was clearly (though clumsily) flirting with him, so why not to go ahead and give it a try? But instead of just some night-time fun Ciza'ar, an inexperienced youngster, had hoped to achieve a much more fairytale-ish relationship with her "knight in a shining armor". That's why it was a bit of a shock for her when Ulfric finally approached her in a very straightforward way just before taking over Solitude, when he invited the Khajiit to his private quarters.

After that - to say it bluntly - they had a short-time sexual relationship, which eventually died out when Ulfric lost his interest and Ciza'ar realized she was never going to get any real love out of him. They saw each other pretty rarely after that, but never officially broke up or anything, since there wasn't that much to break up from. Fortunately there was always J'zargo and the endless adventures of Skyrim to keep the heart-broken Ciza'ar distracted!

Tidbits

• Even if Ciza'ar lives in Skyrim when Alduin is doing his best to eat the world story-wise she isn't the Dragonborn destined to stop him.
• Likes: Exploring new things and places, fire magic, one-handed weapons, mixing potions as a hobby, enchanting and using enchanted gears to protect her from damage, bending laws to suite her own believings.
• Dislikes: Daedras and vampires, chaurus reapers, accepting commands from strangers, being alone.
• Is quite bad at reading.
• Is somewhat religious, but dislikes showing it in public.

About the character

• I started playing with Ciza'ar at the end of 2011. I never meant to make her an actual character, but spending 300 hours with something makes things like that just happen.
• The affair between Ciza'ar and Ulfric sort of really happened in the game. When I was going to get my next orders from the leader of Stormcloaks, he was standing in his bedroom. After I had talked to him he went straight to his bed.
• The original character info can be found here.