Profile
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Name: Sachiel Nikita Pyotr
Age: 25Gender: transgender girl
Pronouns: She/them
Height: 5'6ft - 152cm
Orientation: Its complicated....
Species: Fermata
//voice actor-Harry Lister/Gwyndolyn from dark souls//
mbti: ISFJ. "ISFJs are characterized above all by their desire to serve others, their "need to be needed." In extreme cases, this need is so strong that standard give-and-take relationships are deeply unsatisfying to them.
ISFJs are often unappreciated, at work, home, and play. Ironically, because they prove over and over that they can be relied on for their loyalty and unstinting, high-quality work, those around them often take them for granted--even take advantage of them. Admittedly, the problem is sometimes aggravated by the ISFJs themselves; for instance, they are notoriously bad at delegating ("If you want it done right, do it yourself"). And although they're hurt by being treated like doormats, they are often unwilling to toot their own horns about their accomplishments because they feel that although they deserve more credit than they're getting, it's somehow wrong to want any sort of reward for doing work"
Occupation: DOCTOR....
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Personality...
She comes off as peppy and is usually smiling-Although its more like a very awkward smile. Polite as hell.
Sachiel often takes the best traits from people thats around her. Shes very servicial but she can be hurt very easily. Sachiel pays way too much attention to peoples facial expressions and voice tone towards her since shes afraid of asking what they feel or whats going on, she doesnt need love from multiple people but only from one. Validation from multiple people often makes her feel very empty but is required....She really wants that constant validation. In case of not getting it she feels grey and kind of useless. Said validation has to come out from people naturally or she will feel like theyre just "being nice" to her or lying.
She fears of being manipulative but sometimes it just happens....Shes needy and...well the need of constant validation makes her feel like a terrible person. The thought of having sex makes her highly uncomfortable..She runs away from intimate moments...Tho she sometimes thinks sex is a strong way of bonding....Not for fun its just the thought of being really close to someone...Like..very close,...She can get obsessed over people, if she does, her world will spin around them.
Shes very loyal and will love unconditionally until the person gets tired of her and pushes her away. In a relationship she truly believes she can be replaced easily but her loved one cannot. She doesnt feel unique and at some point will think that her partners love is not genuine. That will make her have a crisis that will go away in a while....Her constant mood swings due to BPD make things worse. She can go from really hype to Upset to numb in a matter of minutes. She can say hurtful things to her loved one when shes splitting but later will feel lots of remorse and guilt and will try to apologize, panicking that her loved one will go away. Sachiel is very submissive, a bit sassy sometimes and sweet, usually keeping her voice down with a shy undertone...
Shes full of self loathing and will ruminate things for a long time to emotionally hurt herself, she seeks punishment instead of help. Delusional....She will cry for almost anything and she often sacrifices her wants and needs for other peoples, making her feel bad and used, also upset. She hates selfish people w all her guts and often snaps at people that make rude little comments even tho theyre not directed at her...Later feeling embarrassed...FUck seashells tHEY REMIND HER OF HER FATHER.
She's a leader and will take things in her own hands if she sees that nothing is working out, Sachiel likes to keep things in order and hates when someone else tries to talk over her. She is open for opinions and suggestions as long as they're respectful. Sachiel loathes people that try to shove their ideals and opinions down others throats.
Most likely to develop Stockholm syndrome.
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Backstory.
Sachiel was left alone for years, reading books she wasn't supposed to even open, said books contained forbidden knowledge-....Not like they really helped or anything, she couldn't read half of them. At the age of 20 sachiel is finally brave enough to leave her home. her way of thinking was a little distorted, she can't tell what's real and what is not thanks to the books.
She wasn't born to be a doctor or a nurse and she didn't want to at first, but at that age there was a little revolution going on and people needed help. She stayed with the Belphegor children to learn medicine and some history, she grew fond of medicine as the years passed.....She was finally accepted and thanks to the Belphegor childen she was able to fully transition. Her mind is still fucked up, she sees things that aren't there and gets sleep paralysis almost every night.
her mood swings are still the same, she can't control herself so she tries not to get too close to people....
Her role during the revolution wasn't big, she was one of the many doctors attending to ill and infected people in a general hospital located in the city of favors.
According to Sachiel, Niko is a big asshole but she loves him anyways.
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- Too much candy makes her feel nauseous but she has a spot for strawberry cheesecake-she could eat more than 4 slices...
- No very surprising but she loves strawberries.....
- SHE SMELLS LIKE STRAWBERRIES Or grape...sparkly grape..
- She hates warm places..Reminds her of the hospital..
- Shes actually kind of strong...Knows a bit of judo and self defense...
- Sachiel is as flexible as a table...
- She forgets things really fast..for example shes having a conversation then..she completely forgot what she was gonna say next.
- She used to do snail races when she was little...And talked to them...
- sachiel gets lonely often.
- a secret hobby...She collects anime figures...She likes the tiddy....Sonico, Saber from Fate and Guts are her favorites..
- Sometimes when shes eating she drops little bits of food..She always screams internally..
- Finds pleasure in putting things in order...
- She loves lace and white sun dresses...Though shes too shy to wear them...//She does later in her life//
- She hates when people stare at her, it makes her feel anxious.
- She used to eat the bodies of her dead patients since she didn't have time to hunt.
- Imeanshestilldoesit....
