Ferah has almost always been more of an outcast with others. Since she joined the Apostles, she found it incredibly difficult to interact with anyone.

Sarafina was born in the kingdom of Zennala. Her parents being Queen Opal and Queen Chrysoberyl, making her the princess. The reason she has X's in her pupils are because she's a part of the royal line in Zennala. Though, nobody outside that kingdom ever really knew that was a trait of the royal family. One day, when she was very young, the queens were taking her to a meeting of all kingdoms. On the way there, they got attacked by a bear. Chrysoberyl jumped in front of her family to try to save them, but was thrown into a large rock. Both Sarafina and Opal believed she was dead, but in reality she had only been knocked unconicous and gotten a concussion. Opal, knowing they would never win this fight, gave her necklace to Ferah and told her to run. Sarafina refused, not wanting to leave her behind. Opal was forced to put the necklace on her and shove her off the nearby cliff, because that would give her more of a chance of survival than getting mauled by a bear. The necklace is the most sacred treasure of Zennala, and all it's powers relate to communicating with the dead. Right after she pushed Sarafina, Opal was killed and eaten by the bear. During Sarafina's fall, she got caught on a sharp rock which gave her the huge scar on her face ( and also the smaller ones, but those were just from her fall, not getting caught on the rock ). She luckily survived and was then found by Queen Kryso who brought her to The Apostles Of Fangs. They decided to put her in the position of a healer because the Apostles didn't have a healer. After joining the Apostles, she decided to take on the nickname of Ferah and never mention her past life to anyone. Since Ferah didn't know anything about healing, she was always experimenting with different plants to see what they did. She wasn't a very good healer, but she was an acception because the Apostles had never had a healer before her so she gave everyone better care than they had ever got there. Ferah had never been too fond of anyone in the Apostles, but it was the only place she could go. Zennala had faked it's falling after the accident, but Ferah never knew it was staged. Chrysoberyl didn't know Ferah was alive and Ferah didn't know Chrysoberyl was alive.