It has been a while!! Three months, to be exact ' A' Actually now that I look back, I keep doing updates every three months so I guess this'll be a thing now wytrgvhnt
Anyhoo!! I hope everyone has been well!! I've been all over in terms of emotions and life and whatnot. Within the past uhh months I've cut some toxic people from my life, found out some people I've looked up to were crooks in the long run, some people I've loved has passed, and I stepped away from a relationship built upon eight years of patience that had finally run out. But like, as something I've come to discover, that's all okay! Because I'm still here with my friends and I'm really out here, living and breathing and ready for this new chapter of my life. ' ^' One of my co-workers told me that just now he's actually feeling like an adult with a full bank account and with a stable schedule, and he'll be turning 41 next month! Life really be like that! There's no schedule and there's no rules. There's just the world and what you make of it, no matter how stressful it can be or how constricting it feels. Failures and endings lead to beauty and beginnings, granted having to manage through a walk of fire in between.
All of that being said, I'm going to try my hardest to get my head back in the game and to be a positive force on here! Bit by bit, at least. I really noticed that there's a big climate change going on with Toyhouse and it's really broken my heart something fierce;; So I'll try my hand at being active again once I've sorted through some profiles that need some well-needed loving! I've really missed a lot of my OCs and I'll try to see if I can rotate them around a bit so they all get some love. I might even look into getting a secondary/storage account, as well as terminating some stories I've lost muse for and making some new ones.
That being said! Some big news! I've finally gotten some final design details for one of the bigger roles in Kankitsurui Medical, and once he's complete I'll be looking into getting Bonbon and Uyu redesigned and having their CS counterparts as AU (since those babies mean the world to me and I could never part with them)! After that, I'll be proud to say that I'll finally be getting the gears in motion and will be starting to write out/submit some KM story!! ; u; I'm really excited to start on that project since it's a big personal piece of mine that I think a lot of people would get a kick out of. It's something I can pour all my love into and that has me really excited.
So, like.. yeah! 2019 really be that year of changes. Stay positive, hydrate, and remember to take it one step at a time! Love yourself and find something nice to say about yourself. Listen to your favorite songs, draw or write something that will make you smile. I'm proud of all of you. <3