Gallery updates:

• Moved a bunch of characters into the retired folder. Pretty much I haven't drawn-up refsheets or thought of anything for them & I can't see myself working on them much in the future
  • NOT TAKING OFFERS NOW but... uh, there's a lot of them so whenever I'm in a better state of mind I might list a few for trade/adoption. Mainly bc I'm not attached to their design and never bothered with writing them into any 'lore' (or have any character interactions w/them). They're just hogging space at this point
• Removed Tags for scrapped Ideas I'm not working on & don't plan on returning to. Just to keep things tidy
• Added tag: might revive for OCs in the Retired folder that I'm thinking about bringing back

CW: Mental health issues. Not looking for pity, just wanna be transparent

I'll start off by saying 2020's the worst year of my life for a mix of personal and 'state-of-the-world' reasons. Ended up going AFK from social media & most of the internet because I'm having a difficult time handling things as it is. 

Blacking out the sensitive stuff. I've had of suicidal thoughts this year. Especially within the past 2 months I don't think I've gone a day without thinking about 'offing myself and there's a lot of points where I nearly did. Lost the drive to work on anything I was enthusiastic about like Monster, Hunter, Player and Artfight. Based off how things have been going for me, I don't think feeling will go away. 

As of right now, I'm only returning to toyhouse to manage & work on OC-related stuff (bc that's the only thing I can motivate myself to do). I have no plans to be active elsewhere right now, and I'd rather not be DM'ed or pinged unless you're a close mutual or friend.