08/07/2017 update!

Posted 6 years, 8 months ago by Koru

(crossposted on dA)

Hello! I wanted to give an update on my situation and about owed art.


My grandma recently passed away peacefully in her sleep this weekend and I’ve come to terms with her passing; I dearly hope that she is reunited with my grandpa in heaven. I’m taking it rather…well considering that she had already shown signs of deteriorating health over the past year and my family was somewhat prepared in our hearts, but I imagine that the coming weeks will be a little difficult to deal with. Life is precious and we only live so long; please be kind when possible!


In the past few months, maybe even year(s), I’ve generally felt little to no motivation to get started on artworks, let alone even complete them to a degree that I’d be satisfied with. It’s been tough, to say the least, to look back on how often I was able to put out work and wonder what I could possibly do to get back to that level. I’ve realized, a little too late, that I’m most likely experiencing artist burnout after being so in-tune and productive before, and only focusing on commissions and adoptables. 


I genuinely enjoy drawing others’ characters and making designs that people will like, but I don’t feel that I’m of the right mindset currently to tackle pressured work like commissions. That being said, I will still try to continue to design adoptables as they’re less stressful for me to work on; even then, I’m hoping to also focus more on improving my art and doing more personal work. 

I’ll be doing my best to complete what I have left to owe! I have a waitlist of Dainty YCHs that I’d like to accept and finish, and a slew of customs, commissions, and art trades that I’ve left for too long. If I haven’t started on art that I owe you, you are absolutely welcome to request a refund/turn down a trade. I understand that I have not been timely with my work and I hope that when I come back in due time, I’ll be much more prepared to handle commissions and trades, but most importantly, managing my time and spurring myself to work despite feeling down. 


Thank you so, so much for reading, and your immense patience for those that are waiting for art from me. I greatly appreciate your support; it means an incredible amount to me and I want to be better for you all. I hope you all are doing well!

Comments


It's most important for you to focus on yourself and your personal well being FIRST in these types of situations! The loss of a loved one - even a loss that you knew would be coming - is still an incredible emotional strain, and I think it's a VERY good idea for you to step back from commission work and focus on personal creative expression and creative exercises. Just before I joined TH, I was in a place where I had been depressed and unable to draw [practically at ALL] for at least a few years, and NOW I feel like I have the energy to create again - but I definitely, DEFINITELY believe that my decision not to take on commissions or trades except very, very rarely played a big role in my recovery. Having to create art for ANY sort of deadline, and to ANYONE else's standards or demands, can drain the love out of the process of creating art if you're already in a place where your passion is waning for personal reasons. Take your time, care for yourself, do what serves YOUR best interests emotionally and psychologically, and you'll be able to recuperate! ♥

Basically, ALL OF MY LOVE, DUDE! /;<; ♥ Be gentle with yourself, and please, feel free to do whatever you need to do in order to get to a better place, as an individual and as an artist!

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