So, here we are once more

As I've been for the past few years, I  am still underweight, and lately I find it hard to be able to stomach  anything I eat. This is probably due to anxiety. 

I haven't slept  much for a bit either - My mental health has taken a sharp turn towards  awful, and I've been hallucinating rather frequently. This makes minor  tasks, such as drawing, preparing dinner, bathing, and even sleeping  nearly impossible. 

How I act over a screen does not reflect my  true mental state, as I can change what I say. I can re-visit my words  before anyone else can see them. Please remember that. I'm pretty suicidal, and have been for the past week. 

My  ocs are still UFO- but I'm more tentative. I would like to stay alive,  despite everything, and keep most of what I own. But I still accept  offers. 

Thanks for reading and understanding.