hiya lulu! i hope its okay to comment here for stuff like this, i just wanted to give you my huge respect for being able to work on this site alone! please dont feel bad about having downtimes like this, even on sites with big teams this happens! toyhouse is available 99% of the year and youre doing all of that alone, we couldnt ask for more really, if you are able to i hope you find some people who can help you though, i imagine this is really stressful! even if you wont be able to pay people im sure a lot of people are willing to volunteer <3