Careful, I’m bout to go on a ramble about MBTI stuff! Also I’m an insecure wreck someone throw me off my throne of sticks
It‘s kinda embarrassing, but oh well
It kinda sucks that no one knows or care what I say IRL when discussing the MBTI (Myers-Briggs Type Indicator) test. After loads of tests and video watching, I’ve discovered I’m most likely an INTP, which I think is really cool! According to truity.com, “INTP indicates a person who is energized by time alone (Introverted), who focuses on ideas and concepts rather than facts and details (iNtuitive), who makes decisions based on logic and reason (Thinking) and who prefers to be spontaneous and flexible rather than planned and organized (Perceiving).“
The only thing I thought didn’t think fit was the way that INTPs suppress emotions, and apparently they can come off as cold and apathetic. I realized though, I do this. I don’t think anyone really cares about my emotions, so I just kinda don’t show bother to wear them on my sleeve. Unless I’m with my close friends, at that point I’m energetic because we all have a common interest. The other possibly was INFP, but it doesn’t match me as much by a long shot.
Even as an INTP, im pretty sensitive when people talk about my flaws, even though I’m quick to dish out criticism. I’m kinda neurotic, which is something I gotta work on. I’m gonna use my result to fix myself, and learn more about my mind I guess haha
But of course, no one in my life care about this.
The only person in my life who’d care if I told them about this would be my mother, and I hate to bother her all the time. Most people don’t seem to care about my ideas (and lowkey seem to be less intelligent or not even into the stuff I like anyway). I’m forced to share my ideas to myself only. No feedback, if I show people near me, I just get a “Good job” or “cool!” Gee thanks there’s so much I can get from that
Ugh. Anyway, I’ll just be in my little bubble again. It’s where I’m actually accepted by my messed up self lmao