My back and neck have started aching again, and I really hope it passes so it doesn't hurt just to breathe. ;;
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My back and neck have started aching again, and I really hope it passes so it doesn't hurt just to breathe. ;;
I’m so sad. Today has been so awful. And to add in to it somethings wrong with my sisters hedgehog and it’s 1 am and we can’t do anything for him. I’m scared and sad and don’t know what to do. Today was so very bad. Why
for once can you just act like I don’t exist when I want you too? I know i’m trash, I don’t need a constant reminder
So I got curious and checked on the accounts of a best friend I used to have on DA. They haven’t been online for about 9 years now so I decided to google their irl name and wow. They’ve gotten so successful; their art has levelled up to boss level, they have their own gallery exhibits, they’ve been featured in art magazines/sites and have done solo exhibitions! It’s no wonder I wasn’t able to contact them through Facebook anymore, they’ve been so busy. I’m really happy to see them like this, for real! They look so happy and I’m glad to know they’re doing great.
I just can’t deny this lingering feeling of frustration; frustration towards myself not them. So what have I done for the past 9 years? I know people say it’s bad to compare yourself, but the more I reject this the more it becomes apparent and dishonest. It’s kind of a contradiction of what I’m supposed to genuinely feel if I’m supposed to think “this way” and “not that”. I don’t know if I’m making sense really. It’s also definitely my own fault that I haven’t done much though. I’ve been using my time oh so poorly.. I have failed a lot of people including myself.
Had a conversation about an old school friend we both have known for a long while and it just dredged up a bunch of feelings for both of us. None of them positive. All of them based on wanting things to be the way they used to be, but accepting that things change and they will never be the same.
I don't know if I will be able to sleep.