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1. I really want Yoshiko to be the next Aqours UR... I've been saving extra hard for her since I was unable to get her Halloween UR and am growing antsy (spent way too much on New Years Ruby and she didn't even come home. Not even a single UR.) But knowing my luck Yoshiko wont be next, likely the second after whoever she's paired with.... AHHH... :(((
2. I'm legit scared Trump is being inaugurated soon... ugh.
raise your hand if you think we should replace the inauguration with another kind of celebration. One where we shoot Trump off into space and Obama stays.
when my sup says "are you enjoying the challenge of this new asssigment more." i wanted to say " i would enjoy it a lot more if i got a pay raise." no i do not enjoy this challenge. i do not enjoy doing more work for the same pay. i would never have bothered even doing this if the general morale of the company wasn't so damn low, and the person who did do this is leaving -_-
i'm so tired of being reassigned and given different things than what i was hired on for. it happened at the last company, i was given something harder that made me super uncomfortable with no pay raise and i ended up quitting. if y'all don't give me a pay raise and don't hire a replacement for the person who is leaving, you can worry about replacing two people instead of just one.
i told myself i'd go to bed by 11 and i just looked at the clock it's... 11:37. the devil is at work here
Icame here to do homework and that's not happening so i am leaving early tomorrow to go back home and into an enviroment where i am not harrassed every goddamn 20 minutes. I've completely lost my drive holy shit I'm behind the schedule i made myself
I was reading a fic for and thought it was my Legendary Rare otp and was super hype and then at the end iT WAS INFACT MY NOTP
just
noooo
whhhyyy
I don't know why I still exsist if this is the only thing that life will ever be for me. I think all of this is a way of showing me that I need to give up. Just give up now. Don't wait til your fucking 30. You're a god damn failure and thats all that there is to it. I can't even motivate myself with the thought that people would miss me anymore....because yeah I know they would. At least for a bit. But in the long run? They'd relize its for the best. They'd be better. They'd be happier. I want to go to a therapist but what happens when they find out its just me? Its nothing that pills can fix because you can't fix who you are. You just try to make the best of it. But really? I think at this point I've made the best of it and theres nothing left. I'm nothing. I have nothing. There is no one that needs me in their life. There is no one that wouldn't be happier without me.
i'm so sick jesus christ but i gotta power through
at least the pixel commissions take literally nothing out of me