Howdy, One of the things I first saw was the topic of depression. I feel like you either have suffered from it or are at least a big advocate for people suffering in silence. However, you tend to hide yours a little (LOT) bit. You had a rough childhood, I'm sensing you were probably in and out of foster homes for a little bit, if not your entire childhood.
I think you look down upon yourself. You hold yourself to a higher standard than most and see yourself as reckless. You push others away often, however, if you find someone who puts up with all that you still doubt them internally and have to fight to trust them.
You want to show your soft side but your inner demons don't allow you to show it often. A fake sense of security in being rock-hard and not soft.
You've had a bad run-in with Geese at some point.
You like snakes and either have a couple of your own or want some. (If you do have some I would love to see them)
Replying with love SapphireBatWings