posted 1 week ago with 7 notes reblog 
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its been a rough ass week but my boyfriend @morganpdf sent me some absolute goodies.

filed under: he is so so sweets to me;  lenspeaks;  having stickers of my own dogs is just so fucking funny;  he can make stickers and that means i can ask for literally anything and it is done.;  
posted 1 week ago with 8 notes reblog 
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hey yall, thanks to everyone who left messages i really appreciate it, felt like sharing some pictures of him with Vegas bc they were absolutely best friends.

filed under: /pet;  /pets;  
posted 1 week ago with 13 notes reblog 

deeply fucked up that my cat unexpectantly died in my arms today and i spent 20 mins trying to do some kinda fucked up cpr on him while trying to shield my niece and nephew from the fucked up horror show.

don’t know what the fuck happened, he was completely normal, grooming himself then he was seizing up and gone within 5 mins.

it happened so fucking fast and i just…… what the fuck

no history of anything, healthy and just gone, no fucking idea what happened.

filed under: /petdeath;  /death;  lenspeaks;  
posted 1 week ago with 4 notes reblog 

deeply fucked up and traumatizing shit happened today and im just (brain static)

if a higher power exists they must hate my ass.

filed under: lenspeaks;  
posted 2 weeks ago with 4 notes reblog 

It's been a thousand years but I've been meaning to ask if your vision ended up getting better?

Sorta, Just gotten better at dealing with it, Still frequently deal with migraines, eye pain and sensitivity to light but its just how it is now.

Really after all the tests and talking to my doctor at this point its all kinda been chalked up to being fibro related symptoms.

filed under: i got so burnt out going to appointments that i kinda went well its not killing me instantly so i guess i'm just gonna deal with it.;  so im better than i was but im still recovering from the whole situation in general and trying to learn how to deal with it i guess;  if that makes sense.;  lenspeaks;  /health;