Hello. This is going to be a pretty serious note, so sorry to anyone just now finding our Carrd.First off, we want to genuinely apologize to anyone we've inconvenienced by being away from Discord (and our other socials, the few we have) for so long. It wasn't our intention to hurt anyone, nor to even step away this long.Not to excuse our actions at all, but this isn't the first time we've done this - running off and hiding from everyone. It's something we struggle with doing when we're at our lowest. It doesn't happen often per se, but it's still really difficult to deal with ourselves.But that's exactly why we ran off - we're at our lowest, and our current living situations and who we live with aren't exactly helping. We're scared of telling anyone and asking for help due to how we've been treated in the past and now (given who we live with), and it's really hard.This is really being summarized down to not sound dramatic, not give away personal details, or to not sound attention seeking, so sorry if you were expecting to hear juicy details about our life. We're struggling badly, that's all you respectively need to know.We're attempting to get another therapist and get back on medication soon, as well as getting an actual regular doctor. We're also trying to improve our living conditions so hopefully that helps. If things go well we'll be back on Discord within the next few months, next month even if we're lucky. Recovering is a damn battle, but we'll get through we promise. We'll try to keep you all updated through this Carrd, though.Again, we're so so sorry for anyone we've inconvenienced. We keep track of the DMs and mentions we get when we can. We feel extremely guilty and miss you all. We can't wait to talk to you all again when we can. And we'll make up for everything. We're so damn sorry.(We love you, HDC. <3 Thank you for holding our hand through this even if we can't say so much. We think about you CONSTANTLY and miss you so so so much. You'll be getting so much gd lovebombing when we come around we swear.)
❝ Bats in the belfry! ❞
REGARDS
↳ A literal eldritch
↳ 21yrs // August 1st
↳ It/its + more (ask)
↳ Allo & ambiamINTERESTS
↳ Art, drawing, & animation
↳ Characters, OCs, & designs
↳ Horror, true crime, schizoposts/hellposts, ARGs/unfiction, & gore
↳ Taxidermy & bone collecting
↳ Video games, speedruns, & glitch hunts
↳ Pokémon, shiny hunting, dexing, & Pokétwo
↳ Writing, worldbuilding, character building, & roleplays
↳ Many YT CCs
↳ Comics (mostly DC mostly Batman)
↳ Anime, mangaPARTNERS <3
↳ FC // 10/09/17
↳ HDC // 09/04/23( / ^ o ^)/
BOUNDARIES
↳ Pings: Yes
↳ DMs: Yes (unless said otherwise via status, roles, etc.)
↳ Friend Requests: Ask unless we've chatted before
↳ PDA/Touch/Flirting: Ask (unless you're our partner, then yes)
↳ Tonetags: Preferred, but not necessary
↳ Censors: Not needed unless its for bright imagesMISC.
↳ Timezone: EST
↳ Commissions: Open
↳ Art Trades & Requests: Closed(DM on Discord for art prices & examples)
❝ Rotten on the vine! ❞
WHITE NOISE
↳ Polyfrag DID sys
↳ Trauma-heavy // in recovery
↳ All info under REGARDS is collectively correct; any unlisted info is okay to ask about
↳ This page is more-so a WIP as we figure out what needs to be put hereMEET THE FREQUENTS:
⌜J⌟
HOST
× He/him + it/its + she/her
× 20 - 50yrs
× Only interested in bats (/hj)
× "Bday": 04/01
× Ask before using the name "Joker"
× Source/memory talk: Yes
⌜Marston⌟
HOST
× He/him
× 26 - 38yrs
× Bi
× "Bday": 10/24
× Ask before using the name "John"
× Source/memory talk: Ask
⌜HABIT⌟
COHOST
× It/its + xe/xim + leech/leeches + more (ask)
× Ageless
× Omni
× "Bday": 06/06
× Source/memory talk: Yes
BYI
↳ We only use "we/us" etc. + PK in system spaces & places we're most comfortable -- but [feel free to treat us either as one or as a sys, whatever you're comfortable with]
↳ Autistic & schizoaffective, amongst other disorders -- please be cautious
↳ Our sleep schedule is extremely random, we could be online or asleep at literally any time, awake all the time or asleep all the time - it changes often, bare with us
↳ Our memory is the worst, please remind us (on Discord) if we've missed anything! And sorry if we repeat ourselves often.
DNI
↳ Easily triggered, against dark humor, etc.
↳ Trans/dysphoria discoursers
↳ Endos & endo supporters
↳ Anti-mogai, anti-neos/xenos, anti-genderhoarders, anti-pet regressors, anti-age regressors, etc.
↳ Anti-anything we are, tbh
↳ Ship shamers, gatekeepers, etc.SOCIALS
↳ Discord: regards
↳ Toyhouse: Linked! (check 4th page)
↳ Roblox: cheesethrower
↳ HABIT's Tumblr: sxvxntrials (semi-active)