hey everyone! i want to first off thank everyone for your support bc it's meant a lot to me throughout this whole shitshow <3 in better news too, for everyone following the last 4 months of my life and how shitty those have been, i've been grinding my butt off over on twitch and i'll be eligible to get paid next month! not an insane amount, by any means, but enough to cover some bills which i'm so excited about because it means things are turning around.
as of right now, shit's still pretty rough and there's no way to get an advanced payout so i'll have to wait until the 12th for that. i've sold pretty much everything i could sell that i own, and i've been doing some odd translation jobs but it just hasn't even remotely come close to something livable for me. i have around 20€ to my name and that's because a friend was kind enough to help me.
i have to show up at everyone's doorstep on tumblr dot com standing at the doorway, but i know in a different time i would've urged anyone to ask for help every single time they needed it so i'm taking a page out of my own book and putting this out there in case anyone wants to help <3 it'd mean so much to me if you could reblog, but either way thank you for letting me step on my soapbox and have a beautiful day! this is my p*ypal <3
if you can reblog it'd mean the world to me! i wish i had more to offer than just chaotic twitch streams and my eternal gratitude, but i'm working on things that i can maybe offer that would make helping a little more worth it!
being brutally honest, i'm currently out of food and behind on a couple bills (an update on this, because i've managed to get most of my bills sorted for the month but my internet bill wasn't fully paid from last month and i'm like 80€ short on it and idk what the fuck i'll do if they cancel my service rn as my only way to get income is streaming), so it's a little urgent but truly just a reblog would help! and i'm so sorry to be on your dashboards again asking for help <3