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@graphitedemon / graphitedemon.tumblr.com

| Cam | He/They | 24 | Self-taught "artist" |
Welcome to my main blog! I post all of my art here and I occasionally reblog stuff I find interesting.
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udon-tea

Trigun Maximum: Couch Scene Errata

Or: is a popular interpretation of one of the most pivotal scenes in the Trigun manga based on a mistranslation?

Source: Trigun Maximum v. 10 ch. 7.

Many thanks to my friend Jello and to @cerealandchoccymilk for their help!

[Major spoilers for Trigun Maximum ahead]

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Let’s unpack something I’ve been keeping bottled up for 6+ months now.

There are a lot of lines in TriMax that haunt me in a good way. If it brings something like that out of ya, I’ll trade my life (v. 2 ch. 4). That is why after all was said and done, I wanted to share my tomorrows with him (v. 10 ch. 4). Stop it, Meryl! Pull yourself together. You promised you’d never be this scared again (v. 14 ch. 6).

Now, obsessive fanatics like me keen viewers might have noticed that I'm pulling these quotes from two versions of the manga: the official english edition published by Dark Horse Comics, and the Trigun Ultimate Overhaul fan translation project. Overhaul improves on a lot of minor errors present in the Dark Horse edition and removes misgendering language that was not present in the original japanese, but aside from that, which version you prefer is a matter of personal taste.

(The quotes above are from DH, DH, and Overhaul, respectively. I like the way some parts are worded better in one, others in the other.)

However, there's a line that haunts me in a very bad way: this moment from the infamous couch scene, directly preceding Wolfwood's death.

Source: Trigun Maximum v. 10 ch. 7 (Dark Horse Comics edition).

Specifically that last line: Please don't... ...say anything stupid.

While there are a few fans who speculate that this might actually be Wolfwood's line, I think it's safe to say the consensus is that Vash is the one who says it. And I've seen a lot (and I mean a lot) of fans interpret this moment as Vash shutting Wolfwood down, warning him not to speak further... or something even harsher than that (which I'll elaborate on later).

However, I think this interpretation is a result of mistranslation and awkward wording in the Dark Horse edition—probably the version that most current english-speaking fans have read (from legitimate sources or otherwise).

From the first time I read the manga, I suspected that something was amiss with this scene and this line. Now that I have a copy of the japanese edition, I was able to confirm it.

Let’s compare them:

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I'm starting to see AI art in fanart tags and even when they are tagged as AI art, people in the reblogs tagged it as fanart.

Let me just say this once. I don't believe AI art is fanart. The way things are, it's theft. It doesn't count. The effort that fan artists put into their works cannot be equated in value with whatever an AI generates. The works with hours of applied skill and originality and love put into them are the works I want to praise on this blog.

So that being said, if I ever reblog "fanart" that is ai generated, please send me a message or an ask and let me know so I can delete it off my blog.

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beesinspades

Title: with you, the sun rises slowly Pairing: Nicholas D. Wolfwood/Vash the Stampede Rated: Teen and Up Audiences Word Count: 32k+

Summary: When, after a fire, his neighbor finds himself in need, Wolfwood offers him a place to stay—not knowing letting him and his antics into his life will change it for the better. . . but push wide open doors they long thought could be kept closed as well.

with art by @luchichufer and @graphitedemon :D

Full list of tags under the cut:

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luchichufer

Here is my piece for @vashwoodbigbang !!

This time I had the opportunity to collaborate with @beesinspades and @graphitedemon and we had so much fun while working on this!! ♥️

The first act of the fic is already posted so definitely check it out 👀

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trigun is so obscenely Christian and unfortunately perverse depictions of Christianity with violent subversions and inversions of specific tropes is my personal crack cocaine. you just have to whisper “there’s a character who’s a Jesus allegory but also he’s tortured about it and also he’s doing it because he feels guilty not because of divine command and also he’s Cain but also Abel and and and and” and I’m gone

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chuthulhu

His best friend is a guy whose name is wolf but his whole life is about protecting and providing for a flock of innocent lambs. The violence he does on behalf of the church is literally his cross to bear. He got taken away as a child by men of the church who hurt him and used his body for their own ends and forced him to grow up too fast. In the manga one of his last acts is giving his piece of silver to the Christ allegory he has betrayed and has been guiding to his death. He's twelve allegories in a half-buttoned suit and in one story his death is a confessional and in another it's a wedding. He's even bisexual

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beesinspades

It's Vashwood Big Bang preview week on twitter so I thought I'd share here as well!

‘with you, the sun rises slowly’ is a modern au about letting into your life someone in need (the neighbor you've been pathetically crushing on since you moved in, to be exact), sharing a bed, dealing with trauma, and asexuality 💜

excerpt under the cut for easier reading:

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being a self-taught artist with no formal training is having done art seriously since you were a young teenager and only finding out that you’re supposed to do warm up sketches every time you’re about to work on serious art when you’re fuckin twenty-five

someone: oh yeah, do this exercise during your warm ups! it’ll help

me: my what

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thepioden

What’s up I have an actual college degree in art and I was never ONCE taught to do warm ups.

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sparksel

when i was in undergrad, it was kind of mentioned in and offhand way that we should do warmups, but we were never shown what that meant. And, y’know, we were young so it didn’t matter so much. 

Being older now and having an art job it’s…kind of essential. 

So: a quick primer for those of you who are like ‘ok but how do i actually go about doing this warmup thing.’ 

1) you may be tempted to do ‘a warmup drawing’ which is just a drawing that will take longer than it needed to and probably be frustrating and kind of bad because you didn’t warm up first. It’s tempting but always a trick your brain is playing on you! Do not trust! 

2) warmups will vary based on what feels good to you/what task you’re about to do/what motor skills you want to practice. That being said, some good standbys:

a) circles. Just a whole page of circles on whatever drawing surface you’re going to be using, whether that’s your tablet or your sketchbook or a drawing pad on an easel. For these circles you should make sure that you’re drawing from your shoulder and not your wrist. In fact, you want to be drawing from your shoulder rather than your wrist most of the time! forever! your wrist is delicate please preserve it! 

In order to ensure that you’re drawing from your shoulder, when you’re holding your pencil or whatever drawing tool you’re using, the only part of your hand that should be touching the drawing surface is part of the last two fingers–some people prefer the finger tips, but I tend to favor the first knuckles. Either way, the fingers should really be ghosting over the surface, providing guidance rather than support. 

I usually start with big circles and then go to smaller circles and lines of ellipses, and then try to fit circles and ellipses inside other shapes i’ve already drawn as a precision exercise, but i don’t do that unless i’m feeling loose

b) spirals! i don’t always do spirals, but if i’m stiff and the circles just aren’t cutting it, spirals are a good fall back. I start from the center and work outward, going both clockwise and counterclockwise until i feel comfortable with the whole range of motion. Some people really care about getting perfect spirals but for me it’s all about making sure i’m comfortable with how i’m moving so who really even cares about how the spirals look. Not me! 

c) lines! straight lines! in parallel! i do a mix of vertical, horizontal, and diagonal. These are often more from the elbow than the shoulder, especially if I’m working on a smaller surface. For this exercise, I recommend holding the drawing tool perpendicular with the surface

d) connect the dots. This is a precision and accuracy exercise and takes two forms. The first is to draw two dots and then draw a straight line between them. The second is to draw three dots and draw the curve that connects them. This sounds a lot simpler than it is in practice. Take time to ghost over the line you plan to draw before actually committing to your line. (I don’t always remember where I picked up my warm up exercises, but I’m pretty sure I got this one from Scott Robertson. His how to draw and how to render books are very technical but also accessible and worth checking out)

e) cubes, spheres, cones, and cylinders. These help get your brain into a more volumetric space. I draw multiples of each, rotating the forms around, and I’ll often take the time to do some rough shading on at least a few of them

f) spidermans! This one is really good if you’re going to be storyboarding or working on dynamic poses. Just fill a page full of spidermans doing all sorts of acrobatics. 

g) beans. I don’t do beans too much anymore, but I know a lot of people like it so I’m mentioning it here. Fill an area with different size bean shapes without lifting your pencil off the paper. 

h) short medium and long line repetition. draw a short, medium, and long line on your page, and then draw directly on top of them 8 to 12 times, doing your best to exactly trace what you’ve already drawing. Repeat with a wavy line. I’m bad at this one, which means I probably need to do it more. 

And there are lots more options too! Hit up youtube to see what other people recommend, put together your own go-to list, mix it up when you’re getting bored, etc. 

This is a long list, I know, but I usually don’t take more than 10 to 15 minutes to warm up, and I can warm up one handed while I’m drinking coffee, so, multitasking hurrah. 

Sometimes I’ll advance to a precision warmup and find that I haven’t loosened up enough yet; it’s totally ok to go back to an earlier exercise! Also, all of this has the added benefit of kind of ritualistically getting you into the drawing mode so even if I’m not feeling it before I start, by the time I’ve gotten to the end I’m usually Ready For Drawin’. Brain hacks. 

so, yeah! that’s a lot of words, but! Warmups are important! Save your joints, take less advil, do better drawings! 

How on earth are you supposed to draw from a sholder? might as well tell me to draw from the foot. It makes no sense

Reblogging to save a wrist

  • DRAW STRONGER
  • Kriota Willberg
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 1941250238
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1941250235

I have given away so many copies of this book to friends and people doing work for me it is unreal.

It is a comprehensive book of “do this to reduce the chance of pain” and “are you in pain? do this to ease it, then do this to help reduce the chance of pain in the future.”

It is conversational and drawn like a graphic novel and very easy to follow.

I have. Feelings. Whenever I see a drawing program that does not involve some level of labor management.

It (should be) a mission critical duty of every single business to constantly review physical and metal stressors and reduce them as often and as consistently as possible.

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Thank you for tagging me @beesinspades! I love being tagged in stuff like this!

What book are you currently reading? I'm still trying to finish War Storm, the fourth book in the Red Queen series, but fanfics keep taking its spot as my bedtime stories.

What's your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year? Across the Spiderverse, hands down.

What do you usually wear? T-shirt and jeans with a sweater or flannel shirt on top when it's cold.

How tall are you? 5'5'' (166 cm)

What's your star sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event? Scorpio. The US elections happen on my bday lmao

Do you go by your name or a nickname? A nickname that's a shortened version of my name.

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child? I still don't know what I want to be, so no.

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one? No, and don't have one. Unless fictional characters count.

What's something you're good at vs. something you're bad at? Drawing. I'd like to think I'm not that bad of an artist, but I also suck at actually starting a drawing.

Dogs or cats? DOGS! I'm a dog person who likes cats tho.

If you draw/write, or create in any way, what's your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc. from something you created this year? The Basil portrait that's still my pfp, I like how sketchy and loose it is.

What's something you'd like to create content for? Trigun, even if I'm technically already working on something that I can't reveal yet. And I'm still in the brainstorming stage.

What's something you're currently obsessed with? Again, Trigun. Specifically Vash, I love him. I'm not normal about him.

What's something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year? Nothing that I can think of, tbh.

What's a hidden talent of yours? I'm good at fitting a lot of things in a small bag by basically playing Tetris with the items I wanna put in it.

Are you religious? Lmao no.

What's something you wish to have at this moment? A soulmate. Not necessarily the romantic kind. Just someone I can be the most unfiltered version of myself with. Or just a good cuddle buddy.

Idk who to tag except @themindoflore. Hope you don't mind! And you don't have to do it, of course. I just enjoy tag chains.

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Hey non-Jewish leftists and progressives who consider yourselves allies to Jews or, at a minimum, not antisemitic: now is an exceptionally great time to step up

This is shockingly similar to Henry Ford — i.e. an automotive mogul seen as an innovator in the general public uses his fortune and outsized influence to establish a large media presence and spread antisemitism.

There are some important distinctions, but nothing that makes me feel better about the situation.

1. At its height, Henry Ford’s publication, “The Dearborn Independent,” had a circulation of 900,000. The largest circulation in America at the time was 950,000.

While it was certainly influential, it wasn’t unmatched. In comparison to Musk’s 140 million followers, Ford reached a relatively small number of people.

2. Ford marketed explicit antisemitism, which eventually led to the downfall of his publication — you’ve probably heard of “The international Jew” and “The Protocols of the Elders of Zion.”

However, as with most antisemites (on both the right and the left), Musk hides behind the thin veil of dog whistles and oversights, leaving a layer of barely-plausible deniability.

3. Ford was eventually forced to publicly apologize after he made the mistake of attacking Jewish attorney Aaron Sapiro for more than a year, until Sapiro eventually sued Ford for libel (i.e. he fucked around and found out lol). Ford eventually lost the case and was forced to publicly apologize (his apology was written by associates and his signature on it was reportedly forged). The magazine was shut down soon afterwards.

While I can’t predict the future, something tells me Musk’s obfuscations and the current political climate will allow him to continue to operate with impunity. Dancing around the issue allows at the very least for greater longevity of your bigotry (say it with your chest you coward).

Despite everything, Ford was able to secure his position in history, albeit with some, um, unfortunate footnotes and the occasional caveat being mentioned.*

All in all, this feels very similar to Trump copying David Duke’s run for the Louisiana legislature, but that’s a story for a different day.

* some additional footnotes and caveats:

- Hitler quoted Ford in his infamous book

- Ford was a notorious union buster

- Ford received the Grand Cross of the German Eagle in 1938, the highest honor a foreigner could receive from Nazi Germany, with personal congratulations from Hitler

- After issuing the aforementioned “public apology” in 1927, Ford said that he would like restart the publication of “The International Jew.” In 1940. 13 years later.

- It’s just my personal opinion, but we probably shouldn’t honor literal nazis, but whatever

- To this day, no one at my synagogue will buy a ford car. I don’t know if this is the norm in other places, but I imagine that it’s not uncommon.

- Yes, I’m aware that nobody explicitly praises Henry Ford anymore, and everybody knows what a shithole he was. While “Henry Ford hated the Jews” is a common refrain, specific knowledge of his hatred is lacking, and I think it’s important to point to explicit hatred in the past, because hatred is normally hidden nowadays and needs to be identified outside of the group receiving the hatred.

This is an incredibly important addition

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opens box that reads "i wanna draw again". inside lies a note. the note says, "mental illness and difficult circumstances have taken years of interest, accessibility, and skill away from me. i want to forgive myself for that. i want to heal my relationship to my hobbies. i want to feel connected to something that once made me feel good, but the cyclic discouragement is difficult to overcome." i turn over the note. on the back it reads "wannta drawe sexy bodies awooga"

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