In the face of governments across the world bringing forth and passing legislation to ban gender affirming healthcare, being able to live openly in society as a trans person, and hate crimes against the trans community, we still have this. We say fuck you. (x) (resources for trans people: glaad, international trans equality, international trans map resources)
Was on a like (????) hike thing with Sal yesterday. Was sorta ment to be just a regular picnic , brought gingerbread (some decorated some not) , lychees that turned out to be underripe and some Japanese candies. The gingerbread turned out to have nowhere near enough ginger for our tastes, the ginger was a small aftertaste lol.
After something like 5/10 minutes ended up walking about. I have a bunch of photos on my camera but there's a lot of unused film so it probably won't be developed for a little while (⇀‸↼‶) ,,,,(hence a photo of me at the top of this post from when I got home instead of photos of where we were).
Was pretty slippery and muddy because had been raining day before and stuff. Bugs. Tipped over rusted shopping trolley. Abandoned military base. Trees trees trees trees. Near beginning slipped and got my trousers in mud <\3 some point managed to climb up a thing tree bottom roots and went up like 3 metres from where I started then 5. Went onto the top of a massive tree's tipped over stump.
Later felt stupid when realised I didn't need to climb and if I walked leftwards could've just walked up and gotten there -3-.
So then like we went back to where my bag and the picnic blanket was and we went in the opposite direction, downhill and got to this like big tree with bare ground around it and we found a small animal skull (´⊙ω⊙`)！(´⊙ω⊙`)！(´⊙ω⊙`)！(´⊙ω⊙`)！. We wanted to take it but neither of us wanted to touch it so I grabbed it with tissues and wrapped it in them, then put it in the empty tissue packet lol. Did not find any more of its bones <\3. Went like on the way back to his home made like a diversion thingy and I saw a little (door?)mouse but it was really wet so we just went back hahahah. Went to a small playground on the way back but there was only one swing and it was really creaky. Went to his home and saw a black cat but could not pet it on the way <\3 . Got there and Sal's dog was going nuts 😭😭😭😭 he does not like strangers and was afraid <\3 ,,,, went to the kitchen thingy and we like cleaned the bone. Sal looked up how to clean it and it said you need to soak it in fresh water and dish soap so we did that but we also like put on gloves and washed it with a toothbrush 😭😭😭😭. At somepoint the realisation was made that we couldn't actually like seal the little tub it was in because Sal couldn't find a lid that fit it so it got transported into a container that did have a fitting lid except I was kinda laughing during it and he had to touch the bone without gloves and he said he was gonna kill me <\3 I did nothing I swear (~‾▿‾)~(~‾▿‾)~(ノ^_^)ノ(ノ^_^)ノ(ー_ー゛)(ー_ー゛)(ー_ー゛)(ー_ー゛)
After that it was still like 20/25 minutes until my mom would arrive so we went upstairs and he put the container somewhere like , safe. I got to see Spamton plush in person. Magnificent (??????????????).
Did not know what to say so paced around fiddling with Lessie for 20 minutes and was explaining my porcelain dolls 😭😭😭😭(；^ω^）. I didn't know what to say and dolls are something I can talk about for literal hours so yeaaaaa. Idk man. I mildly apologised for it later and was told it was "liked listening to it" and that it seemed like I enjoyed talking about it. Idk I think it did .
Overall very fun, did not expect to go on a hike and clean a small animal skull but was interesting (･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･)(･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･)(･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･)(･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･)
Where did my signal go ,</3333
It's okay(???????????????)
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Hm ヾ(･ω･*)ﾉ(´⊙ω⊙`)！
It's a revision period and I have a math calculator exam next period and then Spanish exam period 5 and I was ment to be doing revision last period except could not stop thinking about that so I'm yea more writing on my notebook and even more emotions oh god
Ah (´⊙ω⊙`)！(´⊙ω⊙`)！(´⊙ω⊙`)！(´⊙ω⊙`)！
End of year exams .... It is day two and I have German exam next period. Ew. At least it's just a reading task and answering questions from that???? My reading in German isn't too bad. Have been bringing Jade with me since it's just tests and revision periods so much less stuff in my bag. I don't like doing these exams. My school is making us do a big walk on Friday and it's like 2 hours long. Going to do it with Sal. Somehow excited about a fucking walk hahahahahahaaaaah.
Weirdest part of being gay is going through your notebooks from this school year and finding an entry, translating it and it being about how much you really wanted to make out with a guy ; forgot about that entry until I just read it and got reminded of when I wrote it and who it was about. Oh. (˘･_･˘)(・_・;)
Neocities site name changes....
Wampir.neocities.org to
Vampiremanifesto.neocities.org
Want to change the name.... NecroDarling is a funny pun/shipname, undeadbastards is just kinda funny but I think NecroDarling makes more sense lol
Me after finding a way to order my "illegal" drugs over the internet (ノ^_^)ノ♪ \(^ω^\ )(＾3＾♪\(ϋ)/♩
Must figure out .... Washing clothes by hand .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·..·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·..·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·..·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.( ≧Д≦)( ≧Д≦)( ≧Д≦)( ≧Д≦)
Need to get a new thing or BAHHHHHHHHHHHHH shits gonna suck <\3 shipping times my worst enemy (if you order on like idk Sunday or Friday you'll get it by Wednesday or Tuesday. Hm)
Actually,need to ask friend for help, he should know how to wash things (right??????) Worried for _ if he doesn't
I hate my form room it's only 8:10 and it's so fucking loud ???? The people I like aren't even here this sucks (I wanna go to my locker to get my German and English folders but am a bit nervous to go by myself (like usual) but it's fine I'll go in a few minutes I hope)
Have myself a haircut on Friday.... Bad results as expected. (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) After that decided to dye it red again because fuck all it couldn't get worse man.
Tried to take a pic to show my friend the red and ya don't use flash(?) I put the dye on almost all of my hair but not all of it but also the dye stayed on for 30~15 minutes depending on where it was. I'd say you can see the dye a lil' more than last time but proper red I'd need to bleach and I ain't doing that for a few years <\3 . Even then wouldn't bleach all of it it's been bleached + dyed before and it felt like straw man.
My dad hates my new cut he said because I "ruined what I had/ perfectly good hair" that's true, but I also think it's because it now looks like a questionable mullet, he don't like mullets much. It'll grow back out to be nice and thick by July.
