I know I'm not as active anywhere anymore and not a lot of people know why. It wasn't planned it just kinda happened as the result of outside forces. The details are not really anyone's business and are personal. But thats over now, and honestly I've just been existing offline. On top of that social media makes me uncomfortable lowkey. Idk, I've spent so much time offline now that it made me realize how much I enjoy not being online.

Well it's hard to explain, but I just don't like engaging online with stuff. Atleast not deeply. I'm still online but I'm just having fun and enjoying stuff but I have no desire or need to interact or form connections. I talk to people but it's never that deep. And I find it much more enjoyable that way. I talk to people irl and it's so different, but I like it a lot more. I play games, watch videos, ect. And I'll talk here and there but that's about it. It's never a big deal or something I need in a my day.

As time went by I grew up, and a lot of the online spaces I used to occupy didn’t, that made it harder to stay in them and honestly unhealthy to try. A lot of the culture online is just not stuff I'm into or want to be apart of anymore. Not to say it's all bad, it's not, but it's also not for me. The only social media I really use now is discord and it's to talk to people I already knew for years now.

That being said I do still love all my friends that I've met online over the years, even if I don't talk to them as much. I know some of you come and chat with me every once in awhile and I appreciate that very much. I always love to here updates on how you're doing, or see any art youve been working on or games you like to play. I don't want people to think they can't talk to me or that I don't want to hear from them. I'm fine talking to people online, my reply might be slow but that's just because I'm busy. I'm a bit boring now, but I actually do enjoy small talk.

As far as art goes I still draw, just for myself which I think is refreshing and helped me view my art in a more healthy way. I don't take commissions anymore and never will again. I'm just not interested in that. I love making designs and stories with my friends and drawing their characters. I've even done a few request for free, just depends on if it's something I would want to draw or not. I still love my characters and draw them often, just don't care about posting it since social media isn't much of a thought anymore. (This has had some downsides, my laptop broke so everything on it that wasn't posted somewhere is gone. For now, I'll get it back.) And no I won't be selling any characters and probably never will. I do buy new ones occasionally.

If you were expecting more information or details about my personal life, that's weird, sorry to disappoint you. That's an example of online behavior I can't get behind, one of many. That and over sharing. I'm a private person. I'm fine and that's all that matters :)

Tldr: I'm just busy and not interested in being online anymore, but I still love my friends and love to draw!