DV tw and also,,, incomprehensible word vomit. probably oversharing but idgaf atp

ok so everything is fine, my brother (hopefully) will not be welcome at my home anytime soon. BASICALLYY heres what ive been going through for the past like two months; my brother got arrested for domestic violence in march, everything was normal for like a week, his wife (the abused) bailed him out, he couldnt be home alone with her and their few month old baby because of a court mandated restraining order, my grandma (i live with her) decides it’d be okay to let him stay HERE with us, i have to be the one to be home all the time supervising him, why the hell do i have to be involved???? i get very upset, i get guilt tripped, whatever, its fine. i get very depressed being at home all day every day, ok whatever, my convicted criminal abusive brother is more important apparently, fuck me i guess, over a month passes, i hear my brother and his wife argue every single time she comes over (restraining order was lifted by cps, she was allowed to see him as long as i was there supervising), it annoys the fuck out of me, they get into screaming matches right in front of their kid constantly. today i wake up, i hear yelling, ok this is normal, im nosy so i eavesdrop on their argument, it escalates, ok this is not normal, he threatens to break her stuff, he breaks her stuff, she screams at me to call the police, i call the police, he gets arrested. yeah. yay i think. if he comes back i’ll be the next one gettinf arrested/silly but seriously it was a lot. it was a long day of phone calls and anxiety but all is okay because my boyfriend picked me up as soon as the cops left so i spent the rest of the day at his house we went swimming and watched breaking bad 😋