im so dead

I've barely gotten out of bed at all this week and I've done nothing productive and I feel like shit and hghghdfjkgdlfgdfg;dghdf

all my bulletin names are just gonna be random key smashes from now on don't worry about it

anyways I just discovered character tabs

that's gonna help when I finally get around to writing shit again

I keep forgetting that doe and the character they were before they lost their memory are the same person

which I guess was sort of what I was going for??

they changed a lot

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I also feel like it's really obvious who doe is which was Not what I was going for

my sleeping schedule is so fucked 

nOW THAT IM NOT CONSTRAINED BY THE REQUIREMENTS OF HMCAC I CAN CHANGE MARIELLA'S DESIGN AS MUCH AS I WANT !!!!

i'm already pretty proud of how she looks now but there are a couple things i'd like to edit!! and I can do that!! nice!!

with g+ dying in april I guess this is gonna be my main social media

g+ basically raised me and shaped who I am today and i'm really sad to see it go

I think im gonna make a webcomic about Mariella as a sort of test run for lacuna

lacuna is a very long story and it's one I've been planning for a long time and really want to tell but it'd be a bad idea to do that for a first comic

only problem is I have to think of a story for Mariella and design more characters

I have a couple of ideas (also I might collaborate with one of my friends for it!!! that's exciting!!!) but nothing really set in stone yet,

who knows I might end up liking whatever I come up with more than lacuna lmao

I kind of hope not though

broke: lacuna

woke: mariella

eisla and anna's personalities and interactions with eachother have changed so much over the past few years

2 years ago it was like

eisla, sitting in the corner of her room, rocking back and forth: oh no...……….it's anna...………...I can't leave the house anymore...………...i'm better off dead...……..

anna, lying face down on a pillow, hoping to suffocate to death: oh god oh fuck it's fucking eisla fuck wwhat the fuck

and now they're just like

eisla, kicking down the door to anna's house, sword in hand: HEY ASSA I'M HERE TO STEAL YOUR TOES

anna, sitting at her table, peacefully sipping chamomile tea: wack

finals are taking up all my strength and I have none left to spare 

I haven't drawn in too long

and to make matters worse my sleeping schedule is absolutely fucked because I started taking my meds again recently and the side effects hit me like a train

once winter break starts i'll be grounded until I land a job interview

I am slowly withering

hhg