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NOTICE

GENERAL WARNING/INFO

I am over 18, be aware of this when talking to me and viewing my characters. Some characters will contain mature themes (see "warnings" for detailed list) and will be marked & warned for as such. Tread carefully and don't expose yourself willingly to triggers on my page and then blame me for your response, ty

Under 18s, tread carefully. I am an adult with some adult/mature characters that will be marked and warned for as such. Please don't abuse this system and try to get around it. I don't actively seek out/want to interact with minors but I absolutely don't mind "passing" interactions ie. asking for commissions, stuff like that. I won't be a dick but I'm also not going to be your friend. I'm sick and fucking tired of being called a pedo just for existing near to minors online so I'm minimizing any and all contact with under 18s, period, since apparently half you fuckers cannot be normal about adults being around minors even if you claim to be "pRoTeCtInG thE CHiLDrEn".

Please read character warnings thoroughly before you proceed to their page(s), I am NOT held responsible for your reaction if you come across something you did not expect if you don't read my warnings properly!

I mainly use the Pink Velvet Snake theme, so most of my CC warnings/character profiles and so on are best "readable" in that theme, I can't guarantee the same for any of the other themes, ESPECIALLY any of the Light/mainly white backgrounded themes, as I never use these bc they hurt my eyes ;-;

Unless in a marked "Sales" folder, characters here are NOT for sale! If a character isn't in a "Sales" folder and has "For Sale" tag or variation, chances are I just forgot to remove the tag after I bought them! I rarely sell/trade characters as even though I don't actively POST a lot of art and such for them, I do make headcanons/have a bunch of not-public content for 99% of my characters. Just because you don't see it in their TH doesn't mean they're not used and/or dearly loved!

How I process my trauma and whether I write/talk about it through fictional characters with proper labelled warnings is not your business, FUCK OFF! I'm sorry if this comes off as harsh but I'm sick to fucking death of being told "my trauma isn't real uwu" just because I have characters that share the same trauma and/or diagnoses as me because some of y'all on the internet can't separate reality from fiction. Grow up.

I have villain/antagonist characters here. Some of them do very bad things, this is NOT a reflection of the views of me, the author, nor an endorsement of their actions! They're awful and villainous for a reason.

Villain characters will be clearly marked with a "villain" and/or "antagonist" tag and will include mention in their warning page, too! Feel free to block some/all my villain characters if they make you uncomfortable and you don't want to see their stuff!

Some villain characters do have "redemption arcs" of sorts. My reasons for choosing to do so are my own business and I do not owe you a thesis on why I wrote that to "prove" I'm not just trivialising the issues caused by them. Everything is properly warned/tagged, if you know you're not going to like something in a character's profile then for the love of my sanity please just DON'T READ THEIR BIO. Thank you.

I am an adult and as such am okay with most NSFW topics and themes but please do NOT be overly sexual with me/make heavily NSFW jokes/references if I don't know you. Its weird and it makes me uncomfortable pls no. Likewise, please do NOT draw unsolicited lewd/NSFW images of my characters (including fetish art) as again, it makes me very uncomfortable. Please don't ;-;. This rule obvi doesn't apply if I've come to you asking for you to draw a commission for me. me asking for the comm was me consenting to see that (obviously lol)

DO NOT change my OCs' body types when drawing fanart/giftart/commissions of them! for the love of GOD let my fat characters be fat, PLEASE! I have them described as that body type for a reason. Same goes for my "buff" (girls) OCs. If they are described as "buff and square-framed" please DO NOT draw them with an hourglass figure I am BEGGING you. its bad enough that I can't get their body types accurate with most conventional character creators in games etc.

I do sometimes +fav characters into a "Misc. Cool Characters folder. Please know that this is NOT a "Dreamie" folder (but if it makes you uncomfy for whatever reason feel free to either contact me and ask me to remove them if you feel comfortable doing so, or remove the fav yourself, I won't mind! :3) This is literally just a "designs I looked at and think are aesthetically nice that aren't part of a specific RP group/friend designs/people I know and categorise in their own folder" folder essentially XD

TRIGGER WARNING

I am an adult who often writes characters/stories with darker and/or sensitive themes. Recurring themes within my characters/stories that you'll need to be aware of when viewing my profile/character folders are below.

SPECIFIC WARNINGS:

• (heavy) violence and/or gore, and strong language (my characters and I both swear like sailors, if it bothers you then just don't interact. Thank you. I CAN tone down swearing if you ask nicely but if you're going to be rude you don't get to be shitty with me if you get back the same energy.)
• sexual content, including (reference/elluded to via backstory, that may be (strongly) hinted at via writing and/or art but NEVER explicitly depicted) dubcon (no non-con, tho!) -- this applies to my human/humanoid alien characters ONLY. I don't do lewd feral stuff, at most I'll allude to it ie. dirty jokes in dialogue or imply via backstory (like "A and B spent the night together and had an accidental litter as a result of that"), but I never explicitly depict sexual content for feral characters!!
• drugs and/or alcohol (including addiction/references to addiction for either) -- pretty much exclusively for human/humanoid aliens again
• murder and/or assassination
• abusive and/or toxic relationships (both parent/child or domestic abuse)
• cannibalism (particularly for the villains in PREY)
• slavery (in a canon-typical sense, in the backstories of some characters, this pretty much applies to my Star Wars/ SWTOR characters)
• References of (mass) genocide ( again, mostly the Star Wars/SWTOR crowd)
• Trauma, trauma responses (including survivor's guilt). Possible depictions (in either art or writing) of panic attacks, PTSD and flashbacks
• Mental health issues e.g. depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts and/or ideation
• Artistic Nudity in character ref sheets (properly/fully detailed nude refs are marked as mature/18+ only, but each character with that kind of reference has an alternate, SFW/ Barbie style "nude" version as well for those too young or otherwise uncomfortable with full nudity! <3)
• Religious themes (all fictional and not real-world), including some cult-like religious practices, and religious trauma for some characters.

NSFW WARNING

I am an adult and I have some characters who occasionally have (sometimes A Lot Of) NSFW/Sexual content! All these characters are marked as "Mature/18+" only. But be aware that if you click on their profiles, you might see nudity/lewd/NSFW art or NSFW writing/references in their bio and backstory. This could include anything from references to sexual abuse/trauma/dubcon, to just...porn, references to sex/sex work/prostitution and so on. Individual character bios will have more detailed/specific warnings based on what is in their bio so be sure to read these THOROUGHLY before clicking "accept". I'm not responsible for you refusing to read a clearly written warning and then finding something you don't like. I warned you. It's YOUR job to read the warnings and make that choice for yourself. Tread lightly when viewing characters marked as Mature and istg if I find out you're a minor by-passing the warning system to view an NSFW character I will block you IMMEDIATELY.

Character Content Warning

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!PLEASE READ!

Saarai is a comfort character of mine. A lot of parts of her life have been incredibly rough and hard, but she's healing (and in doing so, helping me heal). I will not give you a play-by-play rundown of how her story relates to mine, that's none of ya business. You don't have to like or follow her story if it's triggering/upsetting for you and I won't hold it against you if you choose not to proceed after reading this warning page! That's at your discretion and I want you to be safe! :3 But you do NOT have any right to demand intimate details of my relationships, trauma and abuse or tell me how I can or can't write about it.

Do note Saarai is a multiverse AND multi-ship character. I toyed with just doing split tabs and having one "main" page for her but with wanting to add separate wardrobe tabs for each 'verse it became too complicated to try and get all the 'extra' tabs into the correct folder(s) so I think it's honestly easier to have a separate character submitted for each main verse @__@

!!PLEASE NOTE !! While there may be some cross-over and similarities, do note that they won't be EXACTLY the same and there may be some difference in romantic partners/degree of recovery from trauma/relatives and so on between each 'verse and different versions of the character should be treated as separate entities (looking at certain members of the fandom in particular, don't be fucking weird/stupid about it, you KNOW what I mean and don't mean, thank you ¬_¬)! This is the Subterfugeverse version of Rai, if you'd like to see either of the other universe's versions of her please navigate to the appropriate folder in my SWTOR Folder

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Please Do Not

• Copy/Steal, I don't mind people being inspired by my OCs/art, as long as it's not an exact replica of everything. Particularly for Saarai, her story is very personal and it's honestly...weird af, if someone copied a story that reflects my own trauma and hardships for one of their characters. So pls don't, thank you!
• Change her body type. She is a big, chunky girl and there is nothing wrong with that. If you draw her with an hourglass figure I will come for you.
• Draw NSFW of (commissions are an exception to this ofc.) her without my permission
• Offer on her/ask to trade. She's not for sale.
• Demand "trauma receipts" to "prove" that I'm "allowed to write about heavy topics and am not just romanticizing/fetishizing them". My trauma is none of your fucking business, get the hell out.
• Ship her with your OCs (without permission!), gift art etc. of already-confirmed ships is always appreciated but I don't want random people making pairings/ships with her without me knowing about it! Thank you!
• Please don't kin with her, she's an incredibly personal character for ME and not really intended to be for anyone else in that way.

Content Warnings

• Abusive/Toxic relationships, both a parent AND a romantic partner (not the same person LMAO but both kinds are mentioned)
• Trauma/Abuse; including dubcon (mentioned in backstory/hinted at, may be strongly implied in art/writing also but is never explicitly depicted), emotional manipulation, physical abuse, domestic abuse including choking (I'm as subtle as possible with this & try to only vaguely reference it, but it does need to be here so you've been warned of it!) and gaslighting
• (mention of/hinted at) Genocide (survival OF, not perpetrated BY the character)
• Suggestive/Sexual references
• Blood & Gore
• Cussing
• PTSD/Flashbacks
• Recovery from trauma, including Survivor's Guilt
• Multi-ship, polyamorous character with multiple relationships, partners etc. (this shouldn't need to go in the "warning" section but uh, Idk where else to put it and polyam characters aren't everyone's cup of tea so yee, you need to know she's poly so you don't get caught by surprise & be offended etc. sjkshsgjs)