"know this: peace will not be found upon a crimson battlefield"
compassionate • ingenious • cunning
Time has shown she will not be worn down so easily. Through the horrors of war and bloodshed, her belief in those she called her own did not waver. While others looked upon humanity in disdain, she saw in them, the beauty of imperfection. Yet she could only witness so much imperfections before it became too much to bear. Desperate to find a way to make her beloved mortals listen, her own morality was cast aside and tainted. There is a snake behind her kind smile, though it rarely shows its fangs.
an unseen past
SHE IS BORN FROM THE cries of humanity. From the screams of a man who was at the end of his rope; a man who wished to end it all. Her eyes open towards the plains of a battlefield, what once was perhaps a peaceful village was now nothing but a burning graveyard for those slain on its plains. She does not know why she is there, does not understand her purpose - not yet. The world was ablaze in her eyes, and she felt powerless to do anything, the screams of the innocent plague her mind before she finds herself weeping with them. She is sorry. There is nothing she can do.
( she cries from dawn to dusk, cries until the screams begin to cease; cries till she is no more. )
SHE AWAKENS AND SHE DOES not know where she is. The village that had been aflame has disappeared, in its place lie the ruins of what had perhaps been a castle. She can hear shouting in the distance, screams for justice and new beginnings - among the yellings of the crowd, she swears she hears the begging of a family, what they wish for, she does not know. There is, however, a pang in her chest, and it beckons her forth, and like a foolish moth to a flame, she follows.
THERE IS A MAN ON his knees, beaten and bruised, surrounded by an angry crowd. They spit in his face and throw jeers down at his weak form; they taunt him, asking questions she has no context too. She does not understand why the man is being beaten. Doesn’t understand why so many men and women appear to be so furious - doesn’t understand why there was a woman weeping to the side, clutching two young children close to her chest. Perhaps if she were human she would have walked away, for whatever conflict befell the land had nothing to do with her. But she was created for a reason, even if she did not know it, and it was this reason that made her stay.
GENTLY, SHE HAD PUSHED THROUGH the crowd - a feat made easy due to the fact no one seemed to see her - to make her way towards the centre of the commotion; to where the beaten man had lied. When she reached him, she had knelt down with trembling hands to cup the suffering man’s face. She had pressed her head to his and then she wept. And though her cries fell on deaf ears, she did not silence, for she mourned for this man despite not knowing his tale. Mourned for his fate at the hands of these angry people; mourned for the woman and the young children she had come to see as his family. They were crying for mercy she had realised; so mercy she promised to provide.
IN HIS LAST MOMENTS, SHE hears the man cry; ( “divinities above...why have you forsaken me? ” )
AND EVEN NOW, SHE WEEPS.
I look at them — with their fleeting lives and infinite dreams — and I think I finally understand, how it feels to be a mortal, longing for the stars.
tainted soil
IT IS NOT TILL CENTURIES later that humans are able to see her, and how it filled her heart with joy to be able to walk amongst these beings. How long has she been forced to sit idly by, as those she loved suffered? And now, long last, she could do something. Now, she did not need to offer only tears, for they could see her, could finally realise that they were not alone. She was stronger now, she was no liability.
THE FIRST MEN CALLED HER Eir, a name reminiscent of tales told to the warriors during their childhood – about a group of divine beings they called Valkyries, about the one named mercy. It was a name she easily took to stride, pride and gratefulness filling her being. For the first time it felt as if she had a purpose, and she thrived. Even the throes of war did little to deter her, and though it pained her greatly to see these humans wage destruction amongst themselves, she did everything in her power to keep them safe.
YOU SEE, SHE WAS MERCY. And it was in the times you least expected it, that she appeared; always with a soft kind smile on her lips, with an outstretched hand and forgiving words.
BUT EVEN THE PUREST OF angels were not safe from reality's cruel grasp. She hadn't noticed at first – how could she? She was blinded by her love, blinded by her belief that these creatures could do no wrong. It was subtle things, an absent demand for her to do more, prodding questions as to the extent of her abilities. In the beginning it was nothing, and she brushed it off as simple human curiosity and complied with their every demand.
ALAS, SOON IT WASN'T ENOUGH. For humans were creatures of greed, desperate beings in seek of something to elevate their status in such a mortal world. And with a spirit such as Eir, who was willing to go along with anything they asked? It was all too easy for them to shower her with kind words and make her blind to their own selfish desires.
THEY DEMANDED FOR HER TO do more than she could, cried to her, begging for her to raise the dead, to cure the incurable. When it became apparent her powers had limits, they blamed her. Screams and furious yells would echo around her. Why couldn't she do more? Why did she never help when they needed her to? Why was she so weak? So useless? Their insults cut into her flesh like knives, and though she cried in grief during times of her own solitude, she could only face the masses with a kind smile and an apology on her lips.
IT SHOULD BE KNOWN THAT she never blamed them, never lashed out in hurt or anger. She loved them despite the cruel ways they treated her, loved them because she knew better. She's walked the Earth for millennia, knew that humans were imperfect and self-destructive. Humans sought perfection, sought the unattainable, and the inability to reach their goals made them bitter, made them oh so cruel and selfish....but Eir knew. Knew that not all were like this. Knew that despite all the cruelty at times, these creatures were capable of kindness. She's seen them suffer, seen them weep for joy when a saviour had come to save them. She has witnessed their gratitude, has received their gratitude, she's seen them through so much. It was impossible for her to hate them.
SHE WAS MERCY, WAS SHE not? If even she could not love these humans...who would? If even mercy turned her back on humanity, what was left for these creatures? So she endures their cruel words, ever smiling because she knew they were imperfect. Knew that the humans were young and at times foolish – it wasn't their fault, so she never blamed them. She embraced humanity and saw them as her own children, continuously choosing their side despite the warnings of others. She loved them. She was happy.
( but happiness could only last for so long. )
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