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He’s the love of my life… I just hope he understands Wall and I. Four years past since he died- disappeared. He has to realize, right?
I love her with all my heart, but I can't help but feel a bit frustrated and heartbroken about her decision. She says it's been years, but I know she became his mate only a couple of months after I seemingly comatosed. It hasn't been that long, and I'd wish she'd just admit she prefers him over me already...
I-I never m-meant to h-hurt her-… I’m s-so sorry-…
I couldn’t be c-commander anymore! I-… I c-could barely s-stand without puking- I was p-pregnant!
I thought you loved me, I thought you saw me as your family- as your sister... But it was just a lie, everything you say is a fucking lie. I know you suffered too but that does not give you the right to lie to me, to misgender me, to try and kill me! To put me in that hellish Commander role and then go forget about me and doze around with that stupid flop-earred asshole without even trying to help me! I don't want your damn apologies and you never earn my forgiveness. Because I know you're just a sick fuck like everyone else.
Saved him when he was just a newborn, and he's one of the only things keeping me alive right now.
Mama! She's so fluffy and warm! And she has big funny teeth, she's so silly!
Maybe months ago I would've been happy to see my mother alive again. But I've come to some realizations... realizations that make me resent her. Yes, Wisp was the mastermind behind Crimson, but I know who's caused the most emotional harm here.
Sometimes I wonder what I did wrong as a mother to end up erasing so much joy from my own kit... Poor girl, there's so little light in her eyes, and she certainly no longer innocent. I wish I could just go back and prevent all that pain from happening.
Annoying as always, I don't care if he forgot everything. I still remember, and I refuse to act like nothing happened between us.
I-I don’t get why sh-she hates me…
You were the beginning of the end. If you'd just stayed back and known your place, none of the pain would've continued. You were just a distraction- an obstacle I couldn't rid of, and one of the many reasons my life went to hell.
Nice enough kid… I wish I could’ve got to know her better, but I never got the chance- not like she’d want to… I didn’t mean to call her a tom though. I thought she still used he sometimes! I’m sorry.
Nice kid. A little confused, but he's very sweet. Unfortunate he had to go through something so tragic at a young age, I hope it doesn't affect him too badly.
…Why are you sick…?
He’s my best friend! I never wanna be apart from him!
She's so LOUDDDD!! All she does is whine and scream and complain! And she's so mean to me! I wish she'd just be quiet for once!
I’ll never forget the day he was born. He took everything from me and he won’t leave me the fuck alone. I don’t understand why Thunder loves him more…
My best friend and sister Geckooo! She's kind of mean and freaks out a lot sometimes, but she's real nice to me! I wanna do what she does one day- but don't tell her I said that, I want it to be a surprise!
I love him as much as any of my other siblings... But he can be a bit... much, sometimes...
That's my sister Echooo! She's real quiet and strange and doesn't play much- but she's really strong! She's so much better than my other sister Finch!
My little pride and joy... So, innocent compared to the rest of his littermates, he'll make the perfect commander someday, I just need to help him along the way.
My mama! She's so big and strong, I wanna be like her someday! She's says I'm gonna rule the tribe when I'm older, it sounds fun!
Why me? Out of all the cats? Why can't you let me fade in my everlasting afterlife? I don't care if I want to live- I don't deserve it... I'm... A monster.
The Big One. I apologize for intervening in his life, for causing so much confusion. But this is how it was meant to go. Hopefully granting him life once more will help resolve things.
My best friend and the first cat to ever care about me when nobody else did. The first to notice, the first and ever to try and save me from my mother. It's a shame he disappeared, everyone thinks he's dead. But I know he's stronger than that.
I feel the need to apologize for all of her actions. It's all my fault, don't blame her. None of this would've happened if I was just better, or smarter. None of this would've happened if I wasn't so fucking stupid. It's all my fault... I swear...
I thought you were my friend, I thought you cared for me. When I said I didn't love you back I meant it. That doesn't mean take advantage of me when I'm at my weakest, when I'm my most distressed, most confused. When I'm in no position to say no. You don't love me. If you loved me then you would've let go. And now you just ruined everything for me and yourself.
...I still love him.
I need to stop experiencing near death experiences with grey cats
...Thank you.
I never understood why xey hated me so, everything I did for xem was never good enough. I was never good enough. Even after all the horrible things I did for you, you still were never satisfied... But I've finally figured you out- you're nothing. Just a spinless coward, a heartless bastard who cares for nothing and no one. You'll never gain my forgiveness, even though I know you don't even want it.
...It's not fair. You got away so easily. It was all your fault and you got away. Leaving me behind with your mess, I'll have to be punished for something you caused.
Terrifying thing, to be frank. I thought I could scare him into submission, test him and break him down slowly but surely, show him who's truly in charge. And when he died, I thought I had won, I thought I cheated death itself. But fate's just a twisted and confusing thing.