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"THERE is a certain sense of jealousy I have when dealing with Cygnus. SHE was able to live her whole life and gain so many experiences and I am... LIKE me. IT'S especially frustrating since I can see the pity in her eye anytime she looks at me, even if she tries to hide it. HONESTLY, I don't particularly enjoy having her around because she serves as a constant reminder of everything that I'm missing. THIS is no one's fault but my own."
He always seems to be thinking. he seems angry. and what he deals with, i dont blame him. i believe he sees something in me in which makes him angry at himself. ive seen several of the other jades do it aswell with other trolls. but.. i do wonder what is making him think like that. its not the normal-est thing to compare yourself to an adult.
"While i neVer got to knoW Zholih VerY Well before he disappeared, i can definitelY tell that he came back... different. he used to be abrasiVe at times, Yes, but one could tell that it Was an act, Whereas this... there is a certain air of distrust around him that just Wasn't there before. and While i don't Want to jump to conclusions, i think it's safe to assume that WhateVer theY did at the church Was far Worse than anYthing that We could haVe eVer imagined."
"there almost seems. to be. an inherent distrust. of others imbued into him. i think he doesnt. realize that not everyone. is out to hurt him. it may come with time. but until then. i will simply need to be. patient and show kindness. i think that is what. he needs at this time. and then growth will come. slowly but certainly there. to the people. that he trusts. he is incredibly warm. so i think. that he just needs to learn. that other people. can be like that too."
"theres a lot to say about zho. theres a lot of thoughts i have about zho. but im not sure i have the words to describe them all. or if i could even explain all of them. hes... very different from how he used to be. not the person he pretended to be. but the one he actually was. im not going to say that i miss that person. but i am going to say that i wish that he trusted me more. i thought he had... best not to dwell on it. but i feel like i abandonded him. and i think he might feel the same way. i dont know. theres a lot going on there."
"ZHOLIH is frustrating, if only for the reason that he refuses to listen to anything that anyone tells him. IF someone tells him to do something, he'll end up doing the exact opposite, even and especially if it's the worse decision for him and his health. IT doesn't exactly anger me, and I don't exactly feel that way about him, but I am frustrated to no end by his actions and I hope that one day he learns to take others' advice and realizes that he's not always in the right."
Eik says he looks like a protagonist in a show and.. I can see it. I dont interact, to much of a blown ego from what ive seen.
hes like a uhm!!! protagonist!! in a show!! hes pretty like one!! and has the uhm.. style to! he scares me.. hes from what ive seen mean.. except with that bird lady! anyways, I think he could be cool to talk to but he also seems like he talk to me like I recently hatched!!
oh! TL? shes nice! i feel bad for the memo stuff still.. and shes really weird sometimes.. id like to get to know her more, she seems really... hm... she like! feels like shes locking away how she really is.. it feels like that to me atleast..
birb lady!! her hair seems soft, I haven't talked to her much!! but she's pretty!! and friends with that protagonist guy.. she seems like the type of person to smell like bird seed!
"somehow this child has both. maintained her innocence. and lost it all. and sees the world. in a terrible light. its an interesting dichotomy. and i am eager to. see where she goes. in life. while we may both. be whitebloods. we seem to. be in such different places. it is fascinating. how one chance event. can change someone so much. in such a short amount of time. i wish her well. but i cannot take care. of a child like her. she needs to learn. her own way."
"in all honestY she confuses me someWhat, but i think that can be mostlY chalked up to me not knoWing her VerY Well. she is, in a sense, our progenY, so We should trY to make an effort to take care of her, but i'm not actuallY sure of hoW to do that, and she seems like she can take care of herself prettY Well, so i think she should be left to her oWn deVices. she doesnt seem like the tYpe to need a Watchful eYe hoVering oVer her."
he gives of magic vibes.. he likes wrighting! i hope i can befreind him sometime..! i dont.. talk to him much..
"the other child yes! i cant say that i know too much about her but i hope that she and the other kids can get along. there seems to be some trouble between her and qhaphi. but im sure they will sort it out with time. she seems nice! but shes been through so much... there is a certain pain in her eyes that i have seen before... i think she needs to be taken care of. maybe not by me or zho specifically. but all of us need to make sure shes okay."
she's mean to zho.. from what ive seen.. but her eyes are pretty.. and we both have white hair! which is cool! but she's mean to people I trust so I dont really trust her.. but she has the energy of a like.. lusus.. like shed give you a really really good hug...! I kinda.. want one.. (◞ ‸ ◟'')
"THERE are a startling number of children around. I remember when I used to think like her, which was not all that long ago, actually. SHE needs to be protected. NOT coddled, or smothered, but protected. POSSIBLY from a distance, if she so likes. SHE'S almost a bit too rowdy for her own good, and although she listens to how to take care of herself a bit more than her blackblooded friend, she is still a child and doesn't quite know the consequences of her actions. SHE will learn in time."
I like him!! he made sure zho didn't die so I trust him!! his splotches are really cool!! :D
she's really pretty! but smells weird.. she helped me and zho escape the church!! so I guess I can trust her... I'm still weary of her.. she's.. something feels off about her.. so I stay at arms length.. I try to not let her know though.. I dont want her being sad..
"we are... far too a7ike... im afraid that shou7d we get to know one another,, we wi77 on7y see ourse7ves. and if he fee7s the same way about himse7f that i, uh, fee7 about myse7f.... we77,,, we wou7d be bound to fa77 apart and crumb7e..."
Kos is uh. I never talked to him much. always seemed.. really skittish. I-I think I scare him.. I keep my distance. jegus know what would happen if the others thought I was..
"she seems nice. i..... i know the church must have been difficu7t for her.. but it seems that shes.. doing a7right..? hm... maybe i shou7d ask her for advice some time... she seems wise,, or.. we77.. wiser than anyone e7se whose found themse7f here..."
eheheh! same cast!! I dont.. hes kinda... in his own world.. sometimes hes overly friendly and it makes me scared.. but I dont wanna tell him.. hes friends with the purple blood... 。゜゜(´﹏`) ゜゜。i-i d-dont like the purple blood...
eli is uhm.. hes nice..! I dont.. I'm not really active..? around him.. I dont wanna scare him.. hes like Kos kinda! with uhm... triggery things.. I hope sometime I can draw with him..! hes.. really nice.. o(^-^)o b-but I dont wanna rush him on anything.. he gets uhm... panicky really easily.. I dont wanna be the reason he is id feel really bad..
"Ƨtupid boy. I don't know what Odyiva ƧeeƧ in him to make her Ƨo... infatuated with hiƧ pathetic exiƧtance. He haƧ no Ƨpine, iƧ incapable of fending for himƧelf, and lackƧ any and all Ƨelf confidence. Maybe Odyiva iƧ Ƨtill clinging onto what he waƧ like before the church fucked hiƧ... well.. everything up. Either way, I don't like him, perƧonally but.... Ƨigh... I'll keep my mouth Ƨhut though.. Emperor knowƧ I don't want to upƧet Yiv..."
Walina is uh.. I cant really say much. I'm thankful she helped yiv get eik out. she's a little unnerving. Something feels... off, about her. I cant put my finger on it.