so before we get into the story just a small tw! its not that but here it is anyways: slightly gruesome ig? i mean theres like a hand and fire and shit but its not that bad i dont think :]

anyways here is waht ive wrtiten so far! its not fiinished yet but i want to share my progress!! 

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The singeing metal smell cascades through your nostrils, you see the sparks from melting steel that you know all too well, and that thought appears in your mind that you know is bound to happen. You can now smell the ghost of what is about to be you can see the bubbling and blistering peel of the skin, you can feel the fiery peeling sensation creep into your baren gloveless hand. The knowledge of this event fills you with an immense and deep-seated dread that you feel all too often, and the waking fear of the hot white flames of the exposed tool grasped in your calloused palm tickling the venerable flesh of the dorsal of your hand.

Your mind begins to creep towards this threatening thought as your hand gripping the tool glides along one of the hundreds of many unnameable products crafted in the expanse of the building that you work in, could it be considered a factory? Or was it just an enclosure for the countless people hired to work the long and tireless shifts, offering experience and opportunities, all for the hungry gain of the corporate wardens clad in business attire and greedy inconsiderate smiles? Who could tell?

As your hand glides slowly welding the metal pieces you hold together on the stretching conveyer belt the scorching flames pass over the soft skin on the back right hand, it begins to peel and blister as you realise the white pain spreading up your sleeveless arm and down your stiff fingers to your broken nails. You scream in anguish as you try to free your left hand from the grasp to the tool slowly manoeuvring its unbearable flames across the back of your right, but you cannot free either hand from this mortifying act. You try to get the other workers attention by screaming at the top of your very lungs in horrible pain, but none seem to notice, or do they just not care? After all you were rather annoying.

All you can do is watch, but you do not want to watch, you want to look away until the pain ends, but you know deep down in the very bottom of your conscious that if you look away it will never end, so you watch. You watch in unutterable trepidation and agony as the heat from the welding tool reaches deep into your flesh to tickle your bones. Fat tears of defeat race each other down your paled cheeks in a futile attempt to wet your mortified and staring dry eyes.

The indent in your hand increases as the scorching flames melts though your paled flesh right down to the pasty ivory of your skeletal structure, the bones gaining scorch marks the fire of the torch glides seamlessly over in a machine-like movement. You whimper silently as you watch this repetitive and almost hypnotic movement as it eventually begins to slow, you don’t notice it at first, but it comes to an almost stop right above the centre of your dorsal creating a large, blackened mark on your already charred bones.

White hot flames dissipate, you let out an exhausted and teary cry as the adrenaline that held you up disappears, and you drop to the numbingly cold concrete floor of the factory and let out a startled gasp as the temperature of the floor interacts with the fiery dent spanning the width of your hand. You have to use all your will power not to look down at it once more as it starts to throb and bleed. Wait. Was it bleeding before? How did you not notice if it was bleeding before or not? You were staring right at it. You never pick up on the most noticeable things. Useless.

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tell me what you think so far i would love some feedback :DD

alsooo good mornign everyone!!

700 pm o clock

its such a jammm omggg

why has he got such a goof music tastee 

lots of will wood which is amazing 

IT WAS REALLY NICE AND I FOUND A MOTH WING :00000

,, I LISTEND TO THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES AS I WALKED,, I THINK I WALKED FOR LIKE AN HOUR AND  A HALF IT WAS VERY NICE TO HAVE SOME TIME LIKE THAT,, YOU KNOW BEING ALONE OUTSIDE WITHIN THE BUSH

IDK IT WAS NICE 

WAHT ARE YALL UP TO IM I NTERESTED :DD

!!! TW !!! mentions of blood and the mediums of getting the blood 

anyways im doing quite well today not suyre why i did this lmao

nothing to see here

just binging a animatic yt series i reallly like cause,,,, 

THEIR RELEASING A KNEW ONE SOON WAHT

IM SO EXCITED EEE

I HAVE TO BINGE IT ALL SO I CAN ENJOY IT WITH AS MUCH FORCE AS POSSIBLE 

one of my favourtie creators/youtubers has some amazing merch and i dont know why i posting this i just thought it was a thing to say

anyways its so cool and the website has a little animated card at the top and i love it and its got such nice colours and OMG  i love it sm 

but im dead bit poor and i dont l tell my parents about my interests so eeehh

its still cool and ill be really sad when its gone but oh well,,

sorry i fucking suck

this morning i noticed that he hadnt posted any bulletins which is unsual of him to do, i got worried and i tired to acsess his accout to talk to him to see if anything was wrong and make sure that he was ok,, i got even more worried and my eyes started to well with tears irl when his profile was all deleted and shit,, this may be because i didnt read the last bulletin that he posted last night [ for me ] and now i am stressing out and really scared,, though am starting to except that kody is probably gone forever and i will never be able to hear or see them again,, 

if any of his friends knows any different please could you expain to me or [ if kody is still around and in contact with any of you ] tell him that i miss and love him so much /p 

i feel like i might throw up and i want to cry so badly,, i just want to go to sleep now and i dont know what im going to do. i didnt tell anyone about having friends online casue i didnt want to get in trouble with my parents and its a school day [ i dont attend school for the rest of the year ] so i cant contact my irl friend until the school hours are over. i feel like im overeacting becasue its just someone i met online right?? but this person helped me though some really tough periods of my life and was always their to just make me feel happier and talk when i was too nevous to talk to my irl friend[s],, kody was such wonderful and amazing and great and uplifting and funny and sensational person, i love him so much [ /p ] and wish him all the very very best.

but im just overeacting right?? im just being stupid right?? im so sorry for venting here and i might be ofline for a bit after this to accept [ and possibly grieve ]  so if you message me im sorry if you dont get an eimidient reply.

kind regards,,

flake