You'll always carry my name on your tongue when you talk about the end of that era, and that's the only solstice I have from you so I'll damn well enjoy it.
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ah, it's so rewarding when you avoid a literal fucking trash fire, but not looking forward to seeing it from a distance either
>puts computer to sleep last night
>wakes up to find my computer somehow shut off
great i just lost a bunch of doodles i was working on
god im not in the fucking mood for this shit honestly
when you wanna show the thing to your friends but the only person who cares about the thing is like you and maybe one other person LMFAO
creeps off quietly
So I'm still mad some asshole decided to completely rewrite my intro despite me never asking them to do it and only asking for criticism, and then denying my upset feelings when I told them that was really jerky of them to do. Like thanks. I'm not going to post my jumps for criticism on there anymore now. I know my intro was shit, you didn't have to INSULT ME by rewriting the damn thing in front of my face.
My apprenticeship has been making me absolutely miserable ever since I started a year ago. I at least had one school day to look forward to though, I had a great friend in that class and she made the week a bit more bearable. Well, I only found out today that she will no longer be in my class at all (and I won't see her either because she has school on a different day than me), and I'm... crushed. I'm already alone and miserable at work, now I'm also gonna be alone at miserable at school, so that's great. Not like I've been sinking deeper and deeper into depression in the past month or two anyway, not a big deal. I've been crying ever since I found out and my motivation to do anything is gone again. I just want to throw this apprenticeship away at this point, not gonna lie. But hey, considering that I've been sick for weeks on end and my training supervisor mentioned that we "can sit down and talk" last time I brought in my sick note, maybe they'll do it for me and fire me instead, 'cause I'm an absolute failure. :)))
I was looking forward to see a friend finally and now I can't anymore because stuff came up and he can't come anymore and I'm so fucking sad for that because I really wanted to see him
^ same;u;; you're not though @Sir-prince!;w;
wow, i haven't been in the vent board yet but I felt the need to
I feel like sometimes I'm just really boring and that nobody likes to talk to me, they don't want to talk to me so they leave early. /i just for once want someone to start conversations with me then just me trying to keep it going when I kind of suck at conversations or if it can feel like someone enjoys talking with me, because I just feel like it's to be nice sometimes;; and I don't know if it's me feeling this way or not and I'm just failing at the conversations.
And it's been kind of a struggle lately for me with finding a job, it's really hard right now in my area. I'm hoping to find one really soon because I want to get out of the place I live in asap, I want my own place already;n;