dont u hate it when people like, bring up that one part of your life with that one person you hate the most? that disgusting person that you'd just like to go back to and punch them in the face? boy howdy, i love those people! :)
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i'm so sick of this rollercoaster of shitty emotions can i feel normal for at least a while without falling back to depression few minutes later and staying there for days with 0 productivityand here i though by opening commishes might get me back to work. oh yea i forgot ppl dont care tho
for nearly a year ive been in a toxic relationship, and im... finally free. free? i dont know what it means! i feel so much regret and fear! whats wrong with me? why cant i be normal and just... move on? i hope she finds someone who meets her standards. im sorry for her, having to deal with me for so long. im too much trouble.
I should learn my lesson yet like a fly I run into the deathly light again
I just like those 5 secs of attention
I wish I loved myself. I wish I had tact. I wish my honest nature wasn't so abrasive to others, and I wish people wouldn't take advantage of my guilty conscience. I'm tired of needing others to validate me in order to feel okay. I want to love myself and be able to be on my own without second guessing everything I'm doing.
Mini this is the big mood! im sorry others have to go through the struggle of wanting to be honest and good wasnt taken advantage of so much, and that its a necessity for validation to feel good! just know you arent alone and i feel this so, so deeply!
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i'm so embarrassed and angry rn hhhh