Minor Update(?) - Part Vent

Posted 5 years, 9 months ago by Jinsei

I wasn't going to say anything previously outside of twitter and my public trello updates but at this point I'm frustrated so I may as well. Please forgive me for the minor vent though; I'm not... One for sharing personal things often.


Recently I had surgery (June 26th) and am currently recovering. I've finished up with my antibiotics and other medications so now it's just my body that has to recover... Which I've found to be the frustrating part. I know it's a given and I'm only human; but there is something unexpectedly unnerving about being so.... Exhausted. I'm used to doing so much each week! Like laundry and cleaning, walking, drawing, etc. But at this point it's so hard to... Do much more than sleep. Even the load of laundry I did today wore me out.

It's been awhile since I've had surgery so maybe last time was the same as well, but going from being able to draw for hours on end every day to barely being able to work for 30-60 minutes at a time is so infuriating. Then again, I'm still slowly regaining full range of motion in my arms too so;;;


Minor self irritation and venting aside; those who have commissioned me I ask for your patience this month as I slowly get back into working order. I know recovery is important and I shouldn't push myself, but I'd at least like to be able to work and finish commissions like before.

I want to be able to catch up and clear out my list again, offer new things, etc etc. I had all of these plans for summer art ideas yet here I am stuck resting o(-<


Either way again; please forgive any and all slowness in my work for the month. I will do my best to push forward and draw with the energy I have òvó9

Comments


Proud of you and your drive~! <3

!!! Thank you ;; <33

take your time and heal up! I never mind waiting as long as I know the person is doing okay and still gives updates now and then, so don't worry about it <3
and I hope you get better soon!

Thank you ;; I'm certainly feeling a lot better than I did when I first got home now that I can move around again at least!

I know I'm lucky to be healing up fairly well so far, I guess it's just a bit frustrating knowing I can't do everything at the rate I'd like to immediately after. o(-<

it's understandable! just make sure you don't push yourself too hard or anything, we want you to get better after all not make it worse

!!!! I won't, I promise `v´9 <3