i kind of hate myself for doing/saying stupid things sometimes hhh
especially in this context. god why am i so freaking dumb. why do i keep doing this to other ppl + myself. ugh.
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Mom: We gotta help eachother out with the pets sense there's so many ! Everybody needs to have their responsibilities towards the pets! Expecially you [My name here] and [My brothers name here]
Also mom: [My name here], it's your fucking cat pick up after him and remember to take the dog out 3 times a day and make sure she's fed by 5 and make sure the kittens food dish is full and the pets all have water and the little boxes are cleaned cause I don't wanna deal with that shit when friends come over and make sure to sweep up if they leave a mess and--
Me: : ) kay I'll do everything I guess like i do already around the house
I offered to start putting my nephew on the bus and picking him up from the bus to help my sister out. It's so she didn't have to pay for daycare anymore....but she's not upholding her end. I said she had to at least buy food I can cook for him because my problem is always sometimes I don't have food. It's been a month since school started?? Still haven't bought groceries. I've also only been buying out too. I ask her to go grocery shopping but she just comes home and falls asleep.
I don't like being forced to spend more money....why has it become my responsibility to buy him food now? I'm starting to get stress headaches again and I'm exhausted from needing to wake up early now. It's affecting my work schedule and in turn making me more stressed. But I offered to do this so she wouldn't need to ask me for money that I don't have. At the very least, buy your kid some food!!???
the house: [is reaching fever pitch levels of horribleness]
me: oh boy time to die [blasts vocaloid at obnoxiously loud volumes and astral projects into the backyard]
I riscind any previous statement about being able to survive here
I've been getting 5 or less hours sleep per night for the past 3 weeks and it's getting to the point I'm like,, physically dyin
> hey since u lost ur ENTIRE SET OF KEYS now, maybe its time u stop that habit of throwing ur stuff everywhere??
> no.......... this is my life..................... i cant change it now............... i'll always be like this...................................
((((hint: it's because u really don't give a shit about changing in the first place))))))
......... so it turns out that xylene is a restricted chemical because it's extremely toxic and also spontaneously combusts and you need to use an oxygen mask when you use it in confined areas
anyway guess who just spent 5 hours handling and breathing in the half gallon we poured out without thinking 10/10 a+ work safety
on the other hand i learned why dry erase markers erase permanent marker! it is because they contain xylene.
i rly hate my life first of all: why did i waste my college years ebegging for commissions when i was nowhere near a popular artist when i graduated high school ?? why did i think i wasn't good enough for any internships ??????????? wHY DID I DECLINE THE INTERV
job pls
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM OH MY GOD WHEN WILL MY MOTHER STOP TREATING ME LIKE I'M SOME RETARDED 5 YEAR OLD STO P THAT IF U KEEP WHINING THAT I DON'T ACT "LIKE AN ADULT" OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOD I WANT TO KMS
Lord help me not snap at these souls cause once I snap I'm knocking teeth in just you wait just you fucking wait--
I Came Back with part 2 of blossomfall being a dumbass. this time, in detail
also: warning for creepy dude hitting on ppl if that makes you uncomfortable. it shouldn't be too bad but i'm putting that out there regardless bc i don't blame anyone who doesn't want to see this stuff.
i just dont feel safe with this dude having my number? he's probably gonna call + text me and ask weird/creepy questions all the time like he did on facebook messenger before he realized i dont... want to pander to those questions. he literally thought it was okay to coerce one of my other friends (who has trouble saying no and was guilt-ridden the entire fucking time) into becoming a messenger to send something to a mutual who had blocked his ass. im pretending not to be online until i figure out what to do but ughhhhhh this could have easily been avoided and i hate conflict >_> im already stressed enough as it is.
Pickles help against stomachaches. I keep eating pickles. Too many. I'm getting a stomachache from them. What irony.