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I miss you. I miss you so, so much, and I wish we could've had more time together. I wish we could've done couple things, like going out on dates, and holding hands in public. I wish I could've introduced you to my parents. I wish I could've met your cat. I've never visited Finland, and I'd have liked to have gone with you. (A killing game's not easy to be normal in though, isn't it? I thought I was prepared, but it still hit me hard.) I'm not gonna lie and say I have no regrets, and I'm not gonna lie and say I don't still dwell on how I could've prevented it. I know I need to be honest with myself and with you, and I know I still have a long ways to go before I'm stronger. And yet... I'm at least glad I got to say "I love you". I don't regret it, because it's the truth. I miss you, but I don't regret those words. And... (You really did have a nice smile.)