Roza Lebedev 🥀

Backstory

Roza was born on the 24th of december in the cold winter months of Russia, her family was relatively ok with money but unfortunately never gave her any presents, dubbing them only mildly insignificant, for her birthday or Christmas. Everything was relatively fine until she moved to the US at age 8, whereas she had to deal with lots of bullying for her Russian accent and decent, along wither looks and already quiet nature, learning how to care for her own wounds as not to worry her parents. One day when she came home her mother saw her with a black eye and freaked out. Not at roza but at the fact she got hurt in the first place, that night was the first of many nights of her parents bickering and arguing, until her parents finally divorced at age 13. Her mother giving her the choice to leave back to russia with her or stay with her father, she chose the latter. Wanting to give the US another chance, only things got worse for roza though. Her father would nitpick about everything, her grades, her looks, even her worth as a person and it started to take its toll, after one last night of yelling all of her emotions faded into nothingness, her depression that had been sitting and waiting like a predator finally striked. After that she dyed her hair pink to avoid looking like her mother and father, ran away from her father at 18 after she graduated with an elaborate plan as she had a new ability for deceptiveness due to her emotionless nature, she enrolled in the military not wanting to feel useless and prove her father wrong about being useless, having seen him on the tv griping about "how she was worth nothing".

and managing to Climb the ranks of the harsh place till she was a Corporal, upon those times there was a proposal from her of a new special ops team, used to take out any unatural people in the world that couldn't be save from their own minds, roza one of the best, originally bringing up the idea and fighting for it to be inputted, and was tasked to be in charge of finding this team and being their leader....and that she did, a group of 6 individuals all broken in some way but brought back to life through her efforts to gain favor, she was harsh but gentle at the same time. They did their job with duty, roza taking hits for them constantly working up an incredible tolerance to pain. During her newfound retirement she stays in her apartment with her laptop, the only thing that kept her updated on the outside world. Alone, like its supposed to be...she usually says. as she really only needed herself and writing to keep her busy with the constant thoughts and voices just begging for and end to her silent suffering