anxious . geeky . exhausted

A sona to represent my 'truer' nature - if Juke is how I aspire to put myself across to others, Cairn is how I tend to actually act.

He's meek, especially at work and amongst strangers. Keeps his head down and just does his best to get along as he can. Bad habit of putting himself on the backfoot to make something easier for someone else. Struggles to say no to demands, even if he rather wouldn't do something or knows he's taking on too much. But if he's comfortable, as he is around his close friends and family, he opens up. They tell him that he's funny and good company, although he doesn't always believe it. Adores them though, especially his closest friends and spends a lot of his time off work going to stay with them.

Total geek. What a nerd. Sci-Fi, Star Trek, D&D. Comic books, actual books, video games. Collects trading cards of all kinds as well as figurines and glass animals.

Bad social anxiety, has worked on it in therapy but has ups and downs. Shies away from large groups and has a very close social circle. Social battery often drained through a day of work.

Plus-sized, always has been since a young kid. Struggles with weight loss due to certain medical complications. Working on accepting the situation and being more body positive.