Cruxian

Cruxian is my persona! He ages along with me. He has many alternative forms. He can't turn into them, they're more like alternate universe versions of himself. His personality varies depending on what version of him we're talking about. This version (the main and original Cruxian) is very bubbly, cheerful, and determined. He's very enthusiastic about the things he likes and LOVES his pets. He also collects a lot of stuff!

Cruxian is a Hypixel Skyblock OC: An endermen who a scientist attempted to turn human by shooting him with a wacky ray gun when Cruxian was 11. But, he was only turned 50% human. While he looks on his days as a mindless enderman with fondness and nostalgia, he enjoys being fully sentient and semi-human. He spends his days farming, hanging out with friend, mining, furiously making money in the auction house, and more!

If I have an idea for a fandom oc, I usually just shove it on this guy. Which is why he has like 50 tabs, lmao. It's hard for me to fully connect with a lot of characters, so I prefer having this guy instead of a shit tonna ocs.

I'll sometimes draw him interacting with his alternate selves. Canonically, Cruxian occasionally falls into other universes and can communicate with them via text using an interdimentional device. Kinda like the Spiderverse yk.

While many of Cruxian's alternate selves have vastly different personalities and values, they all share the same intrinsic sense of inferiority, unadultered greed/materialistic desires, and uncontrollable longing for the past. Some experience it more than others, some deal with it better than others. Some accept it, some refuse to acknowledge it. But these two traits are what make Cruxian truly Cruxian among all of these universes.

Cruxian (this original version of himself), deals with these issues pretty well, to be honest. He's nearly erased his thoughts on being inferior, expresses his materialistic desires through harmlessly collecting funky things, and has learned to move on from past events. He's found a nice crowd of friends to surround himself with, who uplift him. He has pets he cares for, a garden he tends to, and enjoys working (mining, foraging, fighting mobs, etc.) Others might not be as lucky, though.

Themes/motifs: Flowers (mostly roses), money, gold, and the color purple.