Surrial

Personality

• kind
• curious
• chaotic
• a bit egoistic
• tolerant

• Height: variable, usually around 1,65m
• instead of a face there is a dark hole
• yellow/golden ram like horns
• LEFT horn is chopped off and has a white bandage
• brown hair
• usually short haircut

Clothes | Accessoirs

• black jacket with green stripes
• green t-shirt
• blue jeans
• black chucks
• countless pencils and pens

Trivia

Surrial keeps pencils hidden all around her clothes. If you look her into the face long enough you'll see space like structures appear in the dark. Communicates with smileys, emotes and memes. If she is sad or depressed darkness leaks out her face like sirup.

[OUTDATED]

Surrial started as and shapeles idea floating around the voids of space and time. Over time the little idea grew bigger, stronger and one day it delevoped a lose shape. The fragile shape continued it's way, passing planets, suns and moons. Eventually it attracted the attention of a greater dark being which used to rule over many universes. This entity never saw an idea which was strong enough to develop its own shape. So it was a pleasure for them to lay hands on it and form it to their likings. The result was a strange creature, knowing nothing but despair and darkness. Released by the dark entity this creature went on traveling, spreading its dark saddening aura around the universes. 

After a while the creature got in touch with something it haven't experienced yet. Another entity found the little thing but it was different from last time, kinder. The greater being tried to free the creature from the darkness but failed. Frustrated it implanted a shard of light, joy and many other new feelings into the creatures body so these might overcome the despair and darkness eventually. Now the idea gained a completely new shape but again just kept on its journey through the voids. 

Over a long time the creature started to get aware of its own beeing and started question its existence. What was its purpose? Why was it here? It did not belong to the dark and the light in its core was not enough to spark a entirely happy existence. So...where does it belong? The creature traveled on hoping to find answers. Eventually one day it found a planet where other creatures of all kinds and shapes lived. Some where more driven to the dark, some more to the light, maybe they had answers! Unfortunately approaching them was not as easy as thought.
The problem soon was clear. The little creature looked so very different from all local lifeforms that they kept it at distance. However the solution was simple! The creature tried to adapt the looks the main species to blend in. Thinking it did pretty good it started to get in touch with the local inhabitants again. But again, they were not accepting it completely, still they treid to avoid its contact. After a while the creature realized it forgot an important thing: the face! It seemed a face was very essential for all inhabitants. Communication and interacting, showing expressions and emotions - everything was achieved with a face. Even though the little idea had emotions it didn't need to show them to anyone before. However copying such a complex thing was not as easy as thought and after many failures the idea gave up.

A  simple smiling mask to cover the empty face had to do it. To diplay emotions it adapted an easy way of communication without seeing a real face. Text smileys started floating over its head from now on. Unfortunately the only thing the idea could not change were its horns. But some things just can't be changed so they have to remain.

Surrial was born.

The memories of her past faded over the years and with them some abilities. Although the influences of the greater ones remained, weaker but still there. Nevertheless Surrial made her way around the globe. Observing, adapting, changing and getting more and more stable and confident about who she is. Sometimes it may happen that one of the sides of her former life starts to dominate. That causes an unwilled transfomation of Surrials whole body, reforming the old shapes of the past creature forms lasting until the contrary part can compensate. These fluctuations are a part of Surrials existence but she tries to supress themas good as possible to live a stable life. It's unpleasent for her but this is a price you have to pay for being more than just a little idea.

One day Surrial met someone who was very alike her. Was this being also a former shapeless idea travelling through the voids of space and time? How did it end up here? Knowing things can be hard in their existance Surrial stayed by its side, feeling the other one did the same for her. They grew more and more fond of each other. It was almost unreal that they had so much in common!
After a while it happened that this being even found a way to get off Surrials horns! Of course she didn't hessitate to try it out looking forward to a new life. Unfortunately procedure didn't only took a part of her body but also a part of her own being! So declined cutting off her other horn, regretting what she already had done. It was good to know that the other being loved her anyway, no matter how many horns Surrial had.

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