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"He's so precious... Its only a shame I'm the main reason that's faded. I love him and Igna so impossibly much, and I know I'm the main problem of our relationship and I don't exactly make things easy, but I want to get better for the 3 of us. I love them too much to live without them."
"...how he can continue to bounce back and forth for my heart is hard to fathom. I cared about him, then I hated him, and now I love him, and does he teeter sometimes with our fights? Yes, But I love him, and I love Igna and I know he's trying so hard for us!"
".... I've probably hurt him the most.... I can't even count on my hands, how many times I've hurt him, and I didn't deserve the forgiveness I got, But I'm thankful for it. I have no idea where I'd be now if I lost him and Zhen. He makes me better, he makes me happy, they both do. So I'm going to continue to work on myself for them."
“…Don’t tell his brother, but he was my best friend when we were kids. I liked him when we were teens, and then he left. There’s somethings I wished I noticed sooner, wished I’ve could’ve done better. But that’s in the past. He’s doing his best to work on his own problems and Zhen and I will do our best to support him. We love him so much, even if it hurts sometimes.”
"He and I couldn't be more different, but I wouldn't change him for the world. At the end of the day, he's my brother, and I love him, despite us not getting the change to talk as much as we used to."
"He's my brother, I didn't like him at first but we eventually got along. He's brash, stubborn, likes to rebel. I swear he gives our dad grey hairs.
...We didn't talk as much at some point. We should catch up sometime."
"He's Ma, mom, parent, what have you, whether he likes to admit it or not, he's become a parent to me and Gamil, despite him not liking kids. Even though I butt heads with him alot, I do it out of love. It's nice having someone who can reflect my own ferocity."
"The other one of Sigurd's little shits. He was an annoying kid, always kicking me and being a pain in the ass. He's a feisty one and, you know what, I can respect that. Now, if he could just quit the substance use completely...it's seriously gonna fuck you up in the future!"