Noel Corbeau

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the moon
my last thoughts

"the moon is beautiful, isn’t it?"

I wasn't looking.

all i saw was the beam of the headlights glimmering in the child's eyes as i ran.

but did i reach her in time?



π™Άπ™΄π™½π™΄πšπ™°π™»Β 

π™Άπ™΄π™½π™³π™΄πš: Nonbinary

𝙰𝙢𝙴: Eternally 18

π™·π™΄π™Έπ™Άπ™·πšƒ: 5'8" (172cm)

πš‚π™Ώπ™΄π™²π™Έπ™΄πš‚: Forget Me Not Angel (#497)

π™°π™²πšƒπ™Έπš…π™Έπšƒπšˆ: Open for RP

πš‚π™Έπ™Άπ™½π™Έπ™΅π™Έπ™²π™°π™½πšƒ π™Ύπšƒπ™·π™΄πš: N/A

π™°π™»π™Έπ™Άπ™½π™Όπ™΄π™½πšƒ: True Neutral

π™Ύπšπ™Έπ™΄π™½πšƒπ™°πšƒπ™Έπ™Ύπ™½: Demisexual

𝙳𝙰𝙴𝙼𝙾𝙽: Ateles geoffroyi ♀


Why are we all here if we don’t have the time
To do whatever we want to do for the rest of our lives?


β˜… π™½π™Ύπšƒπ™΄πš‚ π™΅π™Ύπš π™²π™Ύπ™Όπ™Όπ™Έπš‚πš‚π™Έπ™Ύπ™½π™΄πšπš‚Β 
  • Noel is biologically male.
  • Their wings are pure white! They look greyish in the reference image because of the angle + shading. Columbine, honeysuckle, and flowering almonds grow from the base of their wings, around their ears and scattered in their hair and on their wings.
  • Noel's hair gradates from cerulean to blue-violet! Please reference this for their hair color.
  • Their clothes are a hoodie (alt ver.), a black scarf with stars printed on one side, jeans, and galaxy converses. Star socks are optional; if not drawn, the gold cuffs on their ankles must be visible. They can be wearing a different outfit if specified in the commission form. They may also be holding a plush whale.
  • The shape of Noel's wings is based off of a Red-crowned Crane's. Please do NOT draw them with anime or baby wings. The ends should touch the ground when folded (if a fullbody image). Here are some poses you can reference when drawing their wings.

Noel was born to middle-class parents: a white-collar worker and a stay-at-home mom. They were well-loved and well cared-for as a toddler, but everything went downhill soon after. When their dad died suddenly in a car accident, the family had to move to a bad neighborhood, and Noel’s mom left them with their grandparents on their dad's side β€” supposedly until she could find a steady source of income, but the phone calls came scarcer and scarcer until they lost contact with her entirely, and their grandparents presumed her lost or dead.

A few months after their seventh birthday, Noel’s grandmother was diagnosed with late-stage osteosarcoma (bone cancer). Their grandfather spent all his time taking care of her, leaving the house empty most of the time and rendering him unfit to raise a young child. Noel spent most of their time alone: instead of going to school, they'd take a detour to the library and read until it closed for the night. Seeing this, one of the grandmother’s friends, who ran a free daycare centre for impoverished families, volunteered to take Noel in as a temporary measure. They were a plucky child, and settled in quickly.

The grandmother’s friend was an orphan, raised by a missionary couple after being internationally adopted from a Korean orphanage, and had spent her entire life dedicated to philanthropic pursuits. Though she was unmarried herself, she raised Noel as she would her own child, and was determined that they would grow up to be a good person under her care. As a result, Noel spent most of their time helping her around the daycare centre. They thought their uneventful life would last forever; they didn't have much, but they were content.

Until -

Now? Noel was lost. They'd burst into existence suddenly in the middle of a road, only to narrowly avoid colliding with a truck. As they stood panting with their hands on their knees, their gaze turned to their outstretched wings - they reached out and blindly felt the incomprehensible branches that wrapped around the back of their head. Questions flickered unceasingly in their mind: Who am I? Noel... Noel Corbeau. Why am I here? They didn't know. But somehow they knew that there was only one way to find out. Noel stepped on the dirt road running alongside the tarmac, and started walking.

π—™π—Ÿπ—’π—ͺπ—˜π—₯ 𝗣𝗒π—ͺπ—˜π—₯Β 

Columbine: folly, desertion. I cannot give thee up.

  • By touching certain objects or places and concentrating, Noel can sense events that happened from the perspective of the object. The stronger Noel's personal connection to the object or place, the greater their understanding; in addition, they can feel places with intense emotional or spiritual energy (as with the birth of new FMNs) from some distance away. At their most effective Noel can describe a scene like they've been there, but usually they can only explain what happened in vague terms (i.e. "I think people were fighting here"). Still, this makes them a natural at tracking down other FMNs.

Honeysuckle: Generous and devoted affection, fidelity.

  • People who first meet Noel tend to be favorably predisposed towards them; they also have a stronger lasting presence than most FMNs, even a memorable one depending on the interaction. This doesn't affect their general aura - Noel is just as easily brushed over as any other FMN in public (that is, when they are visible: their wings are out enough that they're usually not) but people are generally more willing to open up to Noel than they would normally be to a stranger on the street.

Flowering almonds: thoughtlessness, indiscretion, hope.


  • Noel tends to have strong premonitions of other peoples' impulsive behavior (usually but not always in conjunction with bad decisions) which they're instinctively drawn to, from a few minutes to an hour in advance. They'll meander over to a bridge and pull down a would-be suicide victim down as they're trying to jump, or duck into a bar on a rainy night only to witness one man smashing a bottle against another's head. Noel regularly wandered into dangerous situations unintentionally when they were alone, which is why (though they haven't consciously realised it) they've let Chira lead ever since they met her.

STAMINA β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜†
STRENGTH β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜†
SKILL β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜†
INITIATIVE β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜†
RESTRAINT β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜† β˜†
AGILITY β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜†
ACCURACY β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜† β˜†
EVASION β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜† β˜†
HEALING β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜† β˜†
TANKING β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜† β˜†
SPELLCASTING β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜†
MP USE β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜† β˜†
CHAIN COMBOS β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜†
RANGE β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜†
CRITICAL HITS β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜† β˜†
MAGIC ATTACK β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜†
MAGIC DEFENSE β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜†
BUFFS β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜†
DEBUFFS β˜… β˜… β˜† β˜† β˜†
ONE LINERS β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜… β˜†
THEIAΒ 

'Cause you're a sky full of stars
I'm gonna give you my heart

Noel’s eleven when they see someone scaling the branches to their treehouse as they're walking home from Saturday practice. Well, it's not really "their" treehouse, they amend to themselves guiltily - they'd discovered it last year, exploring the abandoned lots where families hadn't moved in yet, but they'd spent a month saving up to buy nails and plywood boards from the supply store and another painstakingly repairing the empty spaces where the floor had rotten and broken free from the boughs. Tucking their bag under their arm, they run across to the fence and squeeze themselves through the gap.

Before they can climb up the tree, though, they're met by an unfamiliar girl's face poking out from the treehouse's main entrance, flushed a little with exertion and framed with brown ringlets. Noel likes her immediately; if they had to say why, they might mention the girl’s twinkling eyes, the easy way she’d climbed the tree (it took them weeks to figure out how to get to the treehouse without a ladder) or even the red-and-white dress she’s wearing, which suits her very well.

"Hello!" they call out. "I'm Noel. Are you new here? What's your name?"

"Theia Keighley!" is the quick reply. "I'm not from here, I'm just here to visit my grandparents for the summer."

"Oh," Noel says, a little disappointed. They'd been looking forward to making a new friend, maybe even greeting her as a classmate when school starts up. "Do you want to share this treehouse with me?" they call. To their surprise, the girl recoils, the floorboards creaking as she pulls something behind her. "Don't come up here!" she shouts.

"Why not?" they shout back, but there's no reply. Confused, Noel hesitates for half a second before clambering up the tree. They're met with the sight of Theia frantically trying to hide a stack of... hardback books?

"Harry Potter?" they ask, and the girl glances at them with a sense of foreboding. "...Yeah." she says. "I love Harry Potter too!" Noel says excitedly, unconscious of Theia's expression changing as they continue, "Do you own the entire series? That's amazing! Have you read all of them? I've finished Prisoner of Azkaban, I wanted to read the next one but Miss LΓ³pez, she's the librarian, told me they were all checked out..."

"You can borrow mine!" Theia says, picking up a book from the pile and thrusting it into their hands. "I've just finished it. You won't believe what happens to- " She's cut short by Noel's yelp of "No spoilers!" "Sorry - Prisoner of Azkaban is still my favorite, though. Harry's stag patronus is so cool." Her expression becomes a little sheepish, and she motions to Noel to lean in, which they do. "I hope mine's a swan. They're my favorite."

"A swan patronus would be amazing." Noel says earnestly. "I'm not sure what mine would be, though... oh!" Their phone vibrates, and they pick it up. "It's probably my grandma's friend. Oh - I forgot I told her I was coming home early today. Theia, where do you live? I'll come visit you tomorrow, she won't mind."

"The house over the hill." Theia says, and Noel blinks in surprise for a second before remembering that right, Theia isn't moving in. It's a huge house, with a paved white road leading up to it in the middle of a immaculate garden. "Is it okay if I leave the books here? My granddad doesn't like 'magic stories'." She growls out the words in an old man's timbre, startling a laugh out of Noel. "Sure," they answer, grinning. "I'll meet you here tomorrow then?"

"Sure!" says Theia. "I'll buy you lunch."

"Only if you let me buy next time. I know the best places to eat around here," they add, puffing out their chest. Theia smiles at them, and Noel knows they're matching it as they slide down the tree after her. It stays long after she waves goodbye.




CHIRAΒ 

As I start to move forward today, like I do every day,
I can no longer hear the voice from outside the door.

Noel falls in love with a girl like sunshine, with all the head-over-heels recklessness of young infatuation. They're fifteen and a couple of months into their first growth spurt, long enough for them to have gotten used to their height but still trip over their too-long limbs. They'd be self-conscious if there was anyone their age around to compare themselves to β€” but they're not, and they don’t. They spend their next birthday teaching the afternoon classes just the same as always, and nothing much changes at all.

Every year, a couple of kids from the nearest private high school comes over to volunteer at their orphanage. A few are awkward, but all of them are eager to learn. Even the ones that look to Noel for guidance at first settle in quickly, and after the first few chaotic weeks both the student volunteers and the rowdy children spend the rest of the summer months in a easy routine. Between the schoolwork to assign and the squabbles to sort out Noel's always busy, and after learning the volunteers’ names none of them really cross their mind for long, except for her.

So it goes like that for a while, Chira staying after classes are over helping them clean. Every single day, Noel scrubs away doodles on desks on their knees with her kneeling right beside them, sweeping floors and wiping off windowpanes with her shadowing them not three feet away. Chira stays silent at first, apparently determined to be as quiet as possible, but it's not like Noel to work in silence; after she answers their questions with a few one-word answers, they start singing to themselves, little ditties they've strung together from department-store music and the comforting stanzas of childhood poetry. When she asks Noel about them not three days after they start, they can answer quite easily, mentally pumping a fist in triumph.

They learn, over time, what subjects to avoid with Chira. Her parents, her home life - she gets as far as telling them that she has four brothers, two older, two younger, before clamming up entirely - but she’s happy enough to talk about school itself, and after promising to bring them sample tests for the upcoming night classes she starts talking about her extracurriculars. "I play the harp," Chira tells them, "I'm in the school orchestra." "What’s that like?" Noel asks, listening spellbound and a little shell-shocked as she launches into a inexplicable torrent of explanation. She finishes with, "β€” so that's what I'm doing, what do you think?" looking at them expectantly.

In general Noel is far more talkative than Chira is, but for once she's rendered them speechless. They've never played an instrument in their life; they wouldn't be able to recall half of what she said if someone was holding them at gunpoint. As they try to find words, she looks at them with the dawning self-consciousness of someone who's just told their life story to a stranger for the first time. Noel thinks wryly that she talks so little about herself that that might not be too far off the mark, and the right answer strikes them with the force of a lightning bolt. They look at the color rising high in her cheeks, and say, "You know, that’s pretty amazing."

𝗣 π—Ÿ 𝗔 𝗬 π—Ÿ π—œ 𝗦 𝗧 



𝗧π—₯π—œπ—©π—œπ—”Β 


  • "Corbeau", as one might imagine, was once a nickname. Why, then, does both Noel and Chira know it as their last name...?
  • Noel is biracial β€” their dad was second-gen Korean-American, while their mother is Hispanic. Their dad knew very little Korean, but Noel is fluent, having used it with their grandparents (and later on their grandmother's friend) for most of their life. Of course, having amnesia, they have no memories of learning it: regardless, they'd make a pretty decent translator.
  • Noel's a late bloomer, like both of their parents. If they'd lived, they would have been carded well into their 20s because of their baby face. (Meanwhile, puberty hit Noel's alternate universe twin like a brick to the face: Phanes is 6'2" and built like a linebacker by the time they're 16.) Eventual voiceclaim | Singing voice (Soraru)
  • Noel didn't learn about different gender identities until college. It's unlikely that they would have started publically identifying as nonbinary (i.e. asking others to use they/them pronouns) until much later if they hadn't died; Chira's confession gave them the courage to come out to her on the spot.
  • Noel's hair is naturally ash blonde. They dyed it dark brown to fit in with their peers until they started attending a state college alongside their best friend, at which point she dared them to go blue: they find it unbelievably frustrating that they can recall the brand of hair dye she recommended, but can't remember her name. (Noel still dyes their hair in the hope that one day they'll meet someone who recognises them. Despite their best efforts, their hair is still in the awkward in-between stage between colors.)
  • Noel’s always wanted a sibling, but that never happened. They got plenty of practice babysitting the children at the orphanage, though.
  • Noel owns a stuffed whale that they snuck from the shelf of a toy store somewhere. They don't know why they took it; it just felt so familiar at the time...
  • Noel’s grandmother’s friend is a devout Christian, praying for two hours every week and routinely attending dawn service at the local Korean Presbyterian church. Noel still goes to church out of long habit (not even intentionally, half the time; "it just feels like I should, you know?"), but it’d probably be accurate to classify them as non-practicing. They’re sure that God exists, but at the same time Chira’s reservations have rubbed off on them a bit and they're not sure what to think about Him.
  • Noel's daemon is named Violet (μ œλΉ„κ½ƒ in Korean), though she doesn't recognise it until Micah, Chira's own daemon, calls her by name. She's usually perched on her human's shoulders like a beady-eyed fur blanket, her long arms draped around their neck. Violet was very outgoing for a daemon back when Noel was alive, often pushing at the limits of their bond in her enthusiasm to greet others; she's much quieter now, though no less affectionate.
  • Noel is always up for a hug. Always.

π™·πšƒπ™Όπ™» πš‹πš’ mayo, Dadakai, @artyrambles, and Jayden