history

My history well it is kinda tragic. But whatever. I was a Human was very loyal to god was a sister, How? Well for my long hair and my beautiful high pitch voice I was kinda mistaken for a girl and whit that trick I could become a sister, I don't have a very high pitch voice, now it sound little better to be identify now as a Male. I was very loyal Until my own church use me for their LUST AND DESIRES. How? Well I was once the love child of my god. I was born whit a divine blessing. That blessing was a curse, well for me. This blessing is about giving people their most pure wishes and love, sadly it accomplish their lustful ones to. Me whitout knowing becuase they can wish from mouth but my blessing can hear their wish from heart and mind, I couldn't know what their where thinking or believing in heart only from mouth. I was so happy to help people in the church whit my Divine blessing. But more people start knowing my divine power. They start to pay the church to do more then one wish of every Sunday. Some where disgusting wishes and very lustful ones. Why I accomplish them? I don't know. I thought i was in control of this power but i found out i was not in control. That they accomplish it on their own. Just by seeing my pure gold eyes. Wish accomplish. I didren't know until their sinful wishes start targeting to me wanting to do disgusting stuff to me and it happen. They pay good money to the church. Doesn't matter what happens to me. They got pay. Wish whatever you want they said. After the Church got more popular they decide to lock me up for the wishes. Just attend to church days and do disgusting things in that lock up room. Until one day tired of getting violated even though they found out I was a male. I snap out and I found out how to accomplish wishes of course from my gold eyes. So i grab a mirror they left me whit in that lock up room. Look at myself direct in the eyes and I wish to become a demon whit my own control of my power. This "blessing" and of course I wish a upgrade. Making their wishes into their worst nightmare's is something wonderful to watch them twirl in fear. Now my eyes are not gold as the sun now. There red as blood. Look into my eyes you may see your own nightmare's now. Be careful doing that darling. Now I can decide if i grant your wish or give your own nightmares or fake them whit a illusion. Just whit a snap. whit my fingers, no words, not looking at my eyes, my own snap, whit my own mind. So if suddenly i say "I WISH YOU TO DIE" nothing is going to happen and if i snap whit my fingers out of no where that doesn't mean i wish something. I am in control what am doing whit my power. I can finally decide when to use it or not. So don't freak out when those things happen. One day it almost freak out Cassiel becuase i shout out to him "i wish you leave me alone" becuase of a fight. He panic and one time he panic again when i just snap my fingers becuase of having a great idea. I have to explain to him how my powers work and How it does not work. Poor Cassiel at least he understands better now. We meet one day in a bar. We where in disguise as mortals. He was trying to kill me becuase of his duty of a angel but he got kinda attach to me and let me live under his surveillance he almost visit everyday. But sometimes he won't at all becuase how i am whit him. So he will send me a lot of texts when he doesn't want to visit. Hope yall understand me better whit my history. I do have horns i decide not to show them-Loki