July 27th, 2023 Taken out of forest to have wounds treated by Greitai, and struggled to know how to return the gesture in the aftermath, when a few weeks later, the raptoress ended up wounded as well.

Prior to that time, had her own foreleg flayed in a strange predator's attacked - fended off by Ryuu before much else could be done. Fortunate to have received the dragon's company, more recently ,and accepted more healing the next day, when he'd been able to restore some vigor. Checked in on intermittently by Theolor as well, and held more proper conversations with Aileen, exchanging names and finding herself at a crossroads with how to approach a conversation she'd tried to have many times before with others. Challenged by the immensity of loyalty the doe showed her following her envenomnation, and recanted on her fears by giving the red doe shreds of what resolutions remained in her. It ended with words of understanding she hadn't been expecting, and had been an unspeakable relief as well as a vice in her chest since that day, spurring her into several difficult choices and actions.

Took part in harrowing excursion from her homeland to the forest after a recent tragedy, and entailing another. Relieved and terrified to have gained members of her Amnulan herd in the forest. Took them to a flowerbed to recover in what ways they could. Conflicted over Olya offering help, but ultimately agreed to Olya assuming the burden of one of the traveler's most mortal wounds, with the assurance the doe would be able mend herself quickly outside of the forest. Cheered up, in ways, to have Neira come by, and fussed over the girl and her brash commentary. Received another gift, courtesy of Olya, the next day, that helped with a few things.


June 17th, 2023 While healing from some recent injuries, watched over with great compassion by Novae, as well as Aileen's company toward the last days, when Greitai came across her. Relieved for Aileen's discernment, particularly with the intensity of Greitai's approach in this situation.

Taken to task for certain decisions, though stood by it, wavering only under a different premise when Greitai's temper escalated. Convinced of other reasons to encourage the huntress's anger, at the base of it, though came close to leaving at one point when she was brought back to Cai-Ais - devastated by the depths of Greitai's caretaking, the return of prodding and directed remarks brokaging much more relief. A thought in her mind that was anything but swayed by the outcome of their talk, though grateful where the huntress conceded to her answers, given the impossibility of what she felt the woman was beginning to put herself through. Something Maija was convinced had no fix - at least nothing that might shape up to the huntress's standards. But did feel she could offer alleviation.

Time taken up in a different realm for a few days, getting what rest she could on returning to the Endless. Found the next morning by Novae and was again overcome in her sheer relief at finding the winged creature in her presence. Joined Greitai at various points through the evening, at one point almost usurped by Zagreus, but was surprised to find he understood more of the situation at play. Ended up sitting with him and his companion (Afzal) for a brief while, and even having Greitai join her.

Woke up the next morning to a gift that reminded her of someone she hadn't seen for a while, and stirred a mix of feelings. Joined a nearby Aileen and Theolor - both sleeping - though Theolor stirred awake, and she was pleased to share some words with him. After a violent day, spent that night recovering from breaks and brushes with Umay, given enough to weather all but the venom itself by Ingólfr afterward. Endured the first of these hours with Aileen at her side, the other doe keeping the surface level of wounds, older and newer, numbed and even the radius of broken bone relieved. Barely managed an inquiry when she noticed Christian nearby at one point, and by morning couldn't accept the water Aileen had brought her. Rested until the encroach of the feline's venom later on, slowed by an already existing fracture until a tincture, left behind by Theolor with a trace of his blood, helped restore circulation. Struggled through the majority of the effects the rest of that day.


May 8th, 2023 Struggling to move past the horrendous sequence of events of the month before, leading up to Aleta's disappearance and return. Attempted an explanation to Greitai on one occasion, falling just short of it in the bleakness of solutions, though still given Greitai's strange brand of empathy regardless. Helped by having the huntress's cooperation within UY's care when she agreed to rest there for a week, and was offhandedly invited to Greitai's domicile as the huntress readied to leave. Stayed there for another week, though never able to deny an anxious need throughout to return to the forest. lll at ease in solitude, rarely managing sleep except in trusted company. Concealing the heights of grief and despair, divided by regular ups and downs with Olga since both of them returned from Askhium, and the overbearing absence of another dear friend. Paralyzed in her sudden feelings of endearment toward Katla's clawless behavior toward Greitai's company one day, or the massive sense of relief she felt at Naida returning after more than a year of being missing. Fragmented, at one point sought out Ruxandra, hints of the kirin's hard-won happiness at that time providing fodder for an internal goodbye as much a sense of caution toward Ruxandra that would continue to exist through their next meetings. Stirred by little through the next day, even while feeling walls falling into place around her. Every happiness answered with an equal sense of trepidation.

Had a talk with Raavonik that was fortuitously closed by Naida, though not before becoming wary over some of the stallion's mannerisms. Was somewhat pleasantly caught off guard by Osha's curious approaches around the same time. Thoughtful over each development for multiple reasons. Shared some moments with Olga that were more reassuring, as well, and was quieted by also seeing properly the doe's son for the first time since they'd returned.

While trying to keep away from one conflict a few days later, blindsided by an attacker from months ago - Svea - and fell into the brief but vicious ploys of the assailant that were disrupted by Greitai and Ruxandra. Dazed and uninclined to leave the area, except when Vrasa appeared in Greitai's sudden ambush of a critically injured Svea nearby.


February 5th, 2023 Retiring from those practices and routines common prior to her disappearance, though is finding rest and true peace difficult to come by. Finding it easier to heal from several injuries at once, taking a while after each individual infliction. Disturbed after a conversation with Olga, and one particular remark that the usually trusting doe was driven to make of her, a few impressions from Greitai, and select other viewpoints that spell out different forms of danger for her. Finding violence to be abundant and solitude to be a particularly difficult form of it. While in Forest, frequently taking reprieve in the habitation of a spot in Forest that reminds her of one of her closest friends, who remains missing, and eschewing other more populous locations, including the First forest as a whole. That, along with other implied losses, bringing to light an ugly truth that makes her spend most nights panicked and sleepless. Eschewing the Forest often, over the strange security found in the Dǫuðshest's realm, aware of several personal and perceived losses; taking to grieving these from afar.

December 23rd, 2022 Forced airs around others, drifting between isolated haunts both in and out of Endless, though failing to escape the more persistent of mind's troubles. Grateful for some moments to heal, some given to her, some that feel as if they've had to be managed secretly while the forest turns a blind eye. Almost avoidant of the First forest, in general, though similarly drawn to it, against her own interests. Taken, however, with Aleta's visits, making concentrated efforts to see her daughter now that she's more certain it's welcome, and quieted by the girls soft, intense demeanor. Still observing a great amount of caution, which trends toward letting her have other company uninterrupted, and a reluctance to divulge to many of their relation, more now than ever.
- Dec 30th. Additional abrasions, bites, and lacerations. Vicious injuries as of late, the most major of which have been cauterized - with limited damage to the fur, thanks to Dorian - but still much more plain to the eye than before. Stripes of bruises, damaged tissue, and other savagery beneath fur.
- Dec 23rd. Thick fur covering a variety of injuries, an accompanying tang of blood and debrided flesh. Difficult to tell the full extent of, except in more private interactions.

October 6th, 2022 Savagely relocated from the forest to Askhium along with Olga, following the white raven's attacks during Olga's birth. Aided by observers who quickly sought to slaughter Hammel's beasts while the doe gave birth - particularly aware of Dorian, Minh, and Jalo taking up essential posts around Olga and herself, though there were countless others that brought a source of gratitude. Able to save the diminishing protection of crystal brought from Amnula until the last minutes, when the demon was employing fatal damage behind his attempts to bring their bodies through the gates to Askhium. Survived enough of the burst of power to be brought to the hellscape, with no sign of the new mother in sight.

September 21st, 2022 Following a series of brutal attacks, staying close to the Drinkplaats to rest away the worst of it, though made one effort throughout to something that she hoped would prove worth it, in regards to Olya's situation. Contained and dubious toward others in a way that borders on the inconsolable, though at one point stirred by a visit from Sigel and accepted a salve he offered.

August 8th, 2022Tentative and nervous amid several recent events, all while minding news received from Olya - calling back to a confession that the doe had made long ago, something she'd known to anticipate and, still, has created a sinking feeling in her chest. On high alert within the Endless, watchful and growing more worried as the weeks tick by of Olya's pregnancy, and after making a ventures to Amnula and promises to be there however she can for her friend.

June 16th, 2022 After helping with one very particular acquaintance after he encountered the familiarity of Braam's spines, came back to a week's worth of rain. The first few days took to trying to keep dry; gradually lost her hold on that when it became apparent the downpour wasn't going to be ignorable. More desperate, in different variants, as the week went on, but fortified by hopes and the convictions to which they remain tethered. As the weather grew more inclement, found herself unable to bring herself to leave the Endless for thoughts of what worse awaited in other realms, a kind of enduring as rain grew heavier in the air, and, for one reason or another, a thought fostered against trying to evade it at all. For all that, nearly could have wept tears of joy when the rain finally let up and, after a day of soaking in the warm weather, went to undersee more exhaustive obligations carefully taken in another world.

April 11th, 2022 After several weeks, effecting only enough momentum to something that could barely pluck at the cord of tension in her stomach, left the place of her birth for her other haunts. Returned grave-humored, collected, and seeing to a few matters that immediately after brought her fleeing back in the forest, seeking respite. Seems more squeamish than usual. As avoidant of violence as she is seeking of some sort of way to bring it out from where it's pervaded her system.

March 15th, 2022 Spurred into a long-delayed trip to Amnula, following the gruesome events of one night, and fears of running into a specific individual..