Eden ☽⁺‧

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guarded self-perfection observant

E den has always heard the mixed feelings and opinions of this world of Acrux about him. He was a halfbreed, a combination that shouldn't have been possible. He's been shunned and treated badly all his life because he didn't fit into the perfect picture of Acruxian society. But even so, his curiosity of the world outside Acrux has always been a driving force in his life. He dreams of finding a way to break free from the prison of his birth and seek his true identity outside the walls of the only home he has ever known.

The search for his identity and a place to truly call home will lead him far from the world he knows and into the unknown, where he may finally find the peace and acceptance he's always craved. Only time will tell what awaits him beyond the veil of doubt and despair.

Full Name
Eden + Keihou 蛍鵬 (firefly+perservere) adopted surname given by his guardian mother Kioko

Height
195cm

Age
Story Arc 1 (21)

Story Arc 2 (21-23)


Birthday
February 14th

Gender
Male

Species
Acruxian (demon), Human

Role
vagrant, Acruxian informant

MBTI
INTJ-T 6w7

affiliations
High order of Acrux,

Osa Mume Bathhouse


Astrology
Aquarius

Build. 195 cm | Fit
Inverted triangle ⛛
Broad shoulders
Small waist

Demeanor. Quiet.
Cynical
Critical observer
coldxgentle

Voice. Yuma Uchida
mellow?
mature?
deepish idk

design

Eden's most prominent features are the mole on left side of his jaw, his soft blue eyes that fade to a light pink, and his furin earring and multiple studs. His complexion is pale and cool toned. He is considered very tall by most but is on the shorter side for his species.

design note

  • Horns & Tail. Optional for drawing.
  • Jacket. Has a hood. Loose but not baggy. Inside lining is burgundy.
  • Earrings. Both ears have matching studs. Left ear has an 8mm gauge and his furin earring.
  • Eyes. Blue with pink gradient. The shape is sharp yet still a little rounded. Intense but a bit sad, soft looking.

trapped in a world that could only shun..

Where the winds howl, and the sky is grey..



I. Summary


Eden’s parents are mostly unknown. His mother was Acruxian, giving birth to him mysteriously. It is unknown who the father is. His mother saw him as the greatest gift and loved him dearly, even though their time together was only for several months. Producing the unpure offspring, she was assumed by Zaeyar to have betrayed his trust and to be a threat to their peaceful existence.

As he was an anomaly among the people, it was seen as the best fit for Zaeyar to handle his care. Or at least that’s what Zaeyar insisted on. Let’s say Zaeyar is not parent material, at all. Yes, they did keep a close watch on Eden and counseled him when necessary but they were absent and neglectful. They didn’t see him as anything other than a possible threat. Something that needed to be kept in line. Another duck in the row. Zaeyer did their best only to keep Eden in order. Nothing else.

As one could imagine, Eden’s emotional state and confidence were very low. He had almost no one to rely on, no place to call home. And the one person he could rely on was inadequate. He struggled greatly with regulating his emotions, dealing with constant harassment and loneliness. When he wasn’t within the large and echoing walls of the Zaeyar's citadel, he wandered around Acrux and the forested outskirts; looking for random things to eat or play with. And perhaps looking for any sign. Anything to tell him he’s worth something. That he’s more than cursed blood. That he’s somebody who’s worth living for.

"I'll Keep This One"

One of the few times Eden felt special was when Zaeyar gifted him a furin chime, that Eden wears as an earring. To Eden, it’s sentimental; however, to Zaeyar, it was nothing more than an alarm bell. A warning for others to stay clear, and somewhat of a tracker to help keep tabs on Eden’s location. Some of Acrux’s younger folks, mostly children Eden’s age or young adults, were not keen on fleeing and looked to instigate and harass him. This usually resulted in physical fights. As Eden was notoriously known among the community because of his heritage and close association with Zaeyar, these fights were frequent. Even if it was painful, these altercations fueled Eden’s combat skills and he became quite experienced in heavy-hitting attacks.

Evidently, Eden's upbringing was a whirlwind of chaos.. not only did he experience neglect, judgement, and isolation, but also had to endure the sole purpose for Zaeyar's mercy on his life. The constant forms of studies and experiments that were enforced on Eden, made him feel like nothing more than a thing to prick and prod at. Nonsensical methods of determining how Eden ticked, how much his body could take of what, and for how long. Just what was this half-breed capable of and how far could they be pushed? The wounds would quickly heal, the blood would dry. But the internal damage remained and would plague his dreams and actions long into his adolescent and adult years. A good outcome of this is he was able to learn about his capabilities and grow strong from those harsh lessons. Although the downside was the PTSD. Panic attacks were more than common during his sleepless nights. Sleep never felt so earned but at the same time so far.


II. The Daily Living


Eden has learned to develop his own life outside of Acrux, even if it includes a fair amount of travel. He has taken up lodgings in a few towns, working part-time jobs and studying in the libraries. Even with his constant moving, he finds a sense of stability in routine, as it keeps him focused, productive, and distracted from his past, which always seems to catch up with him in some way. His past has caused a fair amount of turmoil in his life. Because of this, his trust towards others can appear quite conditional and he is not so easily won over. Those who are stubbornly caring and patient, will find that he will come around eventually.

Being a wanderer, his present life has not been the most eventful, but perhaps that is something he needs right now. It allows him time to learn, explore, and study things on his own terms. He's learned to make due with what he has, including finding places to sleep and food to eat. Most of the time he relies on working odd jobs and doing favors for others in return for money. Sometimes he does small errands or simple labor work; other times it's more complicated, like traveling to different areas and helping someone deliver goods, or transporting documents or items from one town to another.

He is still trying to find a purpose...

Secrets

It's been difficult to adjust to life outside of Acrux, but he's getting used to it. Just as Acrux had it's own problems with discrimination and prejudice, so does the rest of the world. After the war, the people of Illephia have rejected and buried Acruxians; becoming something of almost myth. It's extremely difficult to find information on the species or the war and younger generations know almost nothing other than anti-Acruxian propaganda. Eden knows how the world views Acruxians and does his best to keep his identity hidden. Hiding his horns and tail, he vows to never tell anyone about who he truly is. Being a sorceress with mysterious wit and knowledge, his guardian mother, Kioko, discovered his origins very early on and promises to keep it secret. She's the only one who knows, and Eden wants it to stay that way.

He's learned that Acruxians are the cause of all the misfortune that has happened over the years. Such information about its history or the outside world was nonexistent in Acrux. He's learning a lot of new things out here in Illephia... The war is over but Acruxians are still hated and essentially banished from true living. It's been difficult to accept that he's technically a "monster" in the eyes of not only his home but in a new world he wanted to find refuge in. But as dim as things may seem sometimes, he still sees many things that bring him happiness and hope, and he continues to move forward.

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trivia


- withdrawn yet passionate; suspicious but curious; courageous and cautious -

Associated symbols: blue, wolf, fireflies

  • Took his first irl breath on his birthday (Feb 14) 2013.
  • Has a very strong attachment to the color green. Why? Deep memories..
  • His horns and tail are unique in that they are not smooth and fleshy like other Acruxians. They are made of jagged obsidian-like crystalline matter; shiny yet dull. Bands of light move within the crystalline matter creating a subtle rainbow-like affect. Another unique feature that differs is he has rounded human ears rather than long pointed ears like purebloods.
  • Eden has many ear piercings. In each ear, he has double helix piercings, 2 lobe piercings, and an 8mm gauge. The gauge is his left ear houses his furin chime. Why did he have so many piercings at a young age? I think it was a way for him to have some kind of control or autonomy over his own body.

a frozen heart, waiting to ignite.


Zaeyar

Childhood Guardian / 21 years / Uneasy but can't let go..


Born in a cage and raised by a god, Eden had little choice but to obey their every command. Zaeyar was both a parent and teacher, molding Eden into the person they wanted him to be. As time passed, cracks began to form.


I really don't want to talk about it.

Kioko

Adoptive Guardian / 11 years / Trusted and stable..


Often worn and bruised from unfortunate travels, Kioko welcomed him into her home. She provided positive influence into his life; showing him that he was capable of having meaningful relationships and that he deserved kindness.


When I need advice, she's there.

Morika

Close Sisterly Friendship / 11 years / A sibling who talks too much..


A girl who liked to pry and prod. She tried to understand him but he has his own reasons to remain closed off; she learned to accept that in time. She continues to say what she wants regardless.


A little bother but at least she tries.

Yun

Lover??? / 1-3 years (10yrs irl) / Peace never felt before..


A bond formed from tragedy. The interactions started as nothing much but there was a natural connection. Like two broken pieces of glass that fit perfectly together.


This feeling...I want to keep forever.

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Art credits: LAKI, Zykzi

Code credits: Starcorex, Leporidebug, Togo, CCXVII

Assistance with pom-poms and whatever else: Eiyu's Honorable Auntie💚💙